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soooooo fucking mad at myself

have job interview tomorrow. couldn’t sleep and was still hungry so indulged in dip i know gives me hives. took antihistamines in the dark - can’t remember how many but probably like 5. was gonna just roll over and go to sleep but then thought hmm what’s the dosage on these. i don’t usually take antihistamines lets take a look. and i’m not going to overdose at my weight but poison control website says not to go to sleep just in case and “stay awake past the full body drowsiness.” BROOOOOO WHAT AM I DOING WHAT IS THIS ACCIDENTAL SELF DESTRUCTIONNNNNNNN and im so peeved cause like. if i didnt look i’d be asleep and fine. But Instead I’m Awake and So So So Anxious and NOT ALLOWED TO DRINK WATER WHICH IS ALL I WANT (and to sleep)

#rantingggg #tw medication #I fucking guess?#i try not to punch down on myself but god im so fucking stupid

mmm im sort of glad they released arcane survivor jayce skin voicelines in league before act 3 drops because my expectations for it were rising a bit too much lmao... before it i almost convinced myself that yeah, viktor's character arc will lead him to manipulate jayce into transferring his soul to a new mechanical body + focus on a new strategy for 'healing' societal issues that isn't 100% evil and bad (while still having its drawbacks re: will and consent) and fighting noxians would place the zaun side in a better position to bargain with piltover for equal rights and a stop to exploitation (with an open ending sure but still), or even a straightforward revolution with zaun getting its independence through a violent protest that piltover wouldn't be able to curb due to being stretched too thin

but uhm.... all of this looks kinda... sigh

i really doubt they'll have the time in the remaining 3 episodes to develop both his and Viktor's motivations to fit those new ideas, feels like more of the same 'it all happened off-screen, trust that it makes sense' journey saying that Viktor is 'still worth saving' feels especially yucky all things considered, like pls stop trying to save that man and let him act and choose for himself for once in this season maybe? never thought i'd miss the times when Viktor was doing unsafe experiments, getting illegal drugs from evil mentors and accidentally fridging random female assistants, but mmm that sure didn't get a proper continuation for him did it... just like with Caitlyn, or even Mel or Jinx, we just can't seem to get a proper development for the obviously Questionable things the characters choose to do, it's all kind of swept under the rug or cancelled out by magic interference i guess, or they changed their mind off-screen so it's fine now now that i think about it, Jayce is the only one who was allowed to somewhat grow and change organically, and yet this arcane adventure of his might end up ruining even that... well maybe Vi too but she didn't have a concrete focus this season, just more of the same 'should i reconnect with my sister/father or kill them off for good' and lesbian angst (if she still goes back to enforcers after this i just... fml) did Ambessa's warmongering get the best of her or was she cornered by the Black Rose shenanigans with no better way out? did Isha have any purpose aside from giving us false hope that Jinx will get better and have a happy ending? will Mel have any relevance aside from the new magical one and managing her own mother? does Viktor want to 'supersede nature' and get rid of human error element now because of his own character journey or because that's just what Hexcore is leading him to do?... will Caitlyn show that she still doesn't get why Zaun is the way it is or will she also go 'yeahhh i made some mistakes, but now we fight a common enemy yay, and i'll be a bit less strict in the future without making any meaningful changes to the status quo... it was all them foreigners fault' it's just all so... aghhh

and yep now i am expecting that the piltover/zaun conflict is overrr because they have to come together to fight Ambessa and whatever is going wrong with the magic, sighhh social conflict plotlines are a little too spicy for our animated league adaptation i guess... ...this is the only voiceline implication i like and even then i can't help but imagine Viktor the damsel in distress begging Jayce to fix the mistakes they both did instead of like, participating in that himself

bonus points if that promise won't even be to Viktor fghgfhgf

#ranting #rantingggg #arcane spoilers #arcane critical #negative #long post #really just needed to vent about this tbh #and once again i am still hopeful that they'll prove me wrong #maybe im missing something #maybe they'll at least give us some great yuri and yaoi bait with cool action sequences and amazing music and ill be too distracted #AND ALSO #i am actually super glad i dont see people complaining as much #because this series is still the best thing happening to animated series in recent years i think #and i dont want to see people get disappointed in that too much #but my personal feelings tho..... yep #text #oh and also im a bit confused about how the time travel works #the way jayce first addressed viktor after returning didnt seem like a repeat of what he went through before that #well we'll seee

⚠️SPOILERS FOR HAZBIN HOTEL EPISODE 8 AHEAD⚠️

OH.MY.FUCKING SHITBALLS.

GOTTA BE THE MOST FLABBERGASTING EPISODE OF THE SEASON.

FIRST OF ALL, WHY IS VOX BEING SO OBSESSIVE OVER THEIR FAILURE?? LIKE- ESPECIALLY AL'S FAILURE TOO, BRO HAS AN ACTUAL PROBLEM FR. DEFO STARTING TO HOP ON THAT 'ONE-SIDED CRUSH' TRAIN.

SECOND, THIS FUCKING SCENE?????

"What just happened?..ffffuck."

SIR. HIS VOICE WITHOUT THE RADIO FILTER SOUNDS SO CRAZY BRO, AND I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM SCARED BEFORE, SO THIS IS BOTH KINDA SAD FOR HIM BUT ALSO MAKING ME HUNGRY FOR MORE SCARED ALASTOR (no, I'm not apologising for saying that)

OVERALL, JUST WATCHING ADAM ABSOLUTELY SWEEP THE FLOOR WITH AL LEGIT SHOCKED ME SO BAD. LIKE IK THAT ALASTOR OBVIOUSLY HAS WAY LESS POWER THAN CHARLIE, THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS, ETC. BUT I HONESTLY WAS CONFUSED BY HIM NOT TURNING GIANT OR TELEPORTING OR ANYTHING. TBF LILITH PROBS LIMITED HIS POWER, BUT WHY DID IT KINDA DISAPPOINT MEEE 😭😭

OKAY, NEXT, SIR PENTIOUS. OH BOY. R.I.P MY SNAKE BB, YOUR SACRIFICE WAS THE MOST NOBLE (AND UNEXPECTEDLY FUNNY) THING TO WITNESS TODAY. THE FACT THAT HE GOT SENT TO HEAVEN, PROVING THE HOTEL WORKS, BUT AT WHAT COST??! NOBODY WILL KNOW THAT HE WAS REDEEMED UNTIL THE SERAPHIMS TELL SOMEONE. ALSO, WHY DID HE SPAWN IN THE SERAPHIMS' OFFICE INSTEAD OF AT THE PEARLY GATES??? DID HE BECOME A SERAPHIM, OR IS THAT JUST WHERE A SOUL ENDS UP WHEN THEY'VE BEEN REDEEMED?? LIIIKE-

SO MANY QUESTIONSSSSS RAHHHHH

#i'm normal i promise #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel episode 8 spoilers #rantingggg #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel sir pentious

Alright tho but I just wanted bucky to have a flashback/dream/vision of pre serum steve and have him reach out to bucky softly and gently saying "hey where have you been? Let's go to the carnival" and smiles brightly at buck and he gets the feeling of warmth and softness again and starts to learn and grow from there

#Stevebucky #Buckysteve #Stucky #Stevebuck #Rantingggg #Le sigh #😔😔😔#Pre serum steve #shrinkyclinks

Thesis: I just really need to be hugged for like an hour

Statement supporting the thesis: I'm sad and confused

#rantingggg #ok to rb if you relate :c

God, IQ is so fake. It’s so dumb. People build their entire identities over a number that they probably didn’t even get from an official test, and even then I sincerely doubt that it’s actually possible to measure “intelligence.” It’s such a vague concept and it has no correlation to anything that actually makes you successful in any field. It just puts high expectations on kids and makes them burn out when they’re like 14, or it gives grown-ass adults superiority complexes that turn them into snobby dickheads. Or both. Fuck IQ, all my homies hate IQ.

#rantingggg #i just hate it. its like basing your whole character off of your star sign or your MBTI type #it doesnt fuckin matter. do what you want. IQ is a social construct.#not bnha

Hehehe time for a vent post baby!!

I don’t feel like myself I haven’t felt like myself for months I don’t know what myself is anymore except sometimes I will do or say things that will just feel so completely out of character and I’ll just be so confused on where it came from I need to be weird about my interests again I need to be kinder I need to make more art I need to write more I NEEED. TO. DO. THINGS.

I just feel so incredibly stationary and I don’t know where to even start. I don’t even know if I want to go down the career path I’ve wanted for YEARS anymore. No idea why. I am twenty one and having a mid life crisis I should not be having this I should be getting weird about my fun little interests and use this time to gain fun skills and do interesting stuff and try find a job to have money for my interests.

I just want to go to a remote place and scream my lungs out. I think after that I’ll be fine and feel okay.

#vent post #look away brick #rantingggg #rzodkiewka nawija