#rants...

[mehrmonga]

I am now crying in pain due to the headache and cramps...

It doesn't help that he was crashed into tbh

[rem0vall]

I wonder how easy it is to just ignore people, like one day they ask you to go out with them and they back out an hour before; or when somebody talks to you out of the blue and you just talk and talk and suddenly after a week they just cut communication; or how one night you both get tipsy or drunk and conversation gets endless, then the next day they act like nothing happened or you don’t know each other, when practically that night you both talked about your worlds, the real you.

I wonder how easy it is not to feel anything after backing out. Just slowly, moving away, and fading.

Cause one day i’d like to feel that too. To slowly slip away from people who think i’d always be there.

[mymentalmusings]

Service dog rant...

I put Talulla in a down-stay in my hybrid painting class and when I got back, she had three woman crouched around her petting her... I didn't make an announcement to the class or anything about asking before interacting with her... But she was in a corner behaving perfectly watching me while I had to grab something from the other side of the room... And two of the people interacting with her were people I'd had classes with before and mentioned not to interact with her without asking...

[the-eggy-double-g]

Hate anons need to leave ask-hetalia-vancouver alone. She a precious human being and doesn't deserve hate. At all. Whoever has a problem with her, can come talk to me. Let the girl rest. She obviously doesn't want bothered by petty opinions. No one does. Ever. Again, any problems with her and you can come talk to me. Have a good day.

[shake-your-laffy-saffy]

So if you were wondering why I've changed my name....

We broke up, for our reasons, and I haven't felt like the person I was when I first started this blog. 

I identify as Poly for the most part, true, although I'm on the fence about that now. We're all entitled to change. But the biggest thing about being Poly is realising that you may be a hub, and you have many spokes connected to you, you may be a spoke too. The concept of Sonder is all too true and applicable in this case. I am never allowed to forget, there are a thousand, upon millions upon a few billion universes out there, and every day, I am a background character in few hundred other people's lives. 

Every day I am living another life lesson in Sonder :)

[worldxengland]

getting freaking tired of all the shit that is happening.... how i wish school would just end like right now... running out of fucks to give to everything and anything.. can i just dig a hole and stay there....

[sometime-in-1995]

Let me tell you, that's not how you make someone feel important. You don't just text her when you just broke up with you girlfriend. You won't do stupid shits like 'testing' her if she's a true friend by asking her to go through the rain and take care of you 'coz you're drunk. You won't assume that she's stupid enough to not have the guts to ignore you like shit you did to her when you and your girlfriend got back together. You won't say 'I love you' to her when you're just actually making lies to have fun because you're bored and you're looking for someone to play with. I mean, seriously? We only met once and we're not really that close. Hello?? Because honestly and obviously, that's not love, malandi ka lang talaga.

Malandi din ako. Pero di tayo magka-level.