#raspy rambles

[itseyesstillglisten]

he got put on baby sitting duty.

local girl draws cats traditionally real not fake???? woah

[rasp-passion-two]

A small (big) update/catch-up post for anyone curious on where I've been and where I'll be:

*rides in on a skateboard with sunglasses and a mocktail in hand* yo

The past couple of years, I've been pretty M.I.A. I'd feel bad if I'd have any remaining folks who cared about me are left in the dark (as much as that anxious part of me will try to convince myself otherwise, I did build genuine connections on here 🥰). There also just might happen to be old inactive friends of mine who might randomly wonder where that random raspberry girl on tumblr ended up only to come back to see that she might've disappeared,,, or been sold on the dark web 🧐. There could also be any eventual new people to our small community to wonder that. So y’know what 🤔 I'll keep a little post up top so people can know (also, it'd be nice to give a speech once more to my imaginary audience c:)

With that said, I'll ramble about sum up under the cut:

So, where ya been, Rasp?

Well, to start things off, I'm doing really good :D looking back, I might've given people the vibe I was majorly depressed and that might've woried some people 🥲 it was never anything major, but I was still dealing with some teenage girl stuff, and this blog and ship and the fanbase I joined because of it became my mini safe spot. Simply put, I didn't have any sources to be able to properly word that to. I have that now and feel much more grounded and capable, and that's all I could've wanted years ago :)

You might've already guessed, but I've been busy lately, with adult stuff specifically. Yup, the fandoms resident little sister is grown now. She's working!! And she's in college!!! Wow!!1! I HAVE BASICALLY NO MORE FREE TIME!!!!!!!11! :DDD That, and a bunch of other reasons have made it harder to focus on one thing at a time, which is why I've been pretty scarce on this app, and online on general.

Soooo how ya been then, Rasp?

Uhhh... good question. Fine, I suppose 😗 kinda just existing right now. I have a feeling a lot of that has to do with me being unmediacted at the moment, so I haven't been able to do a lot of the things I love the past few years. Sooo... if you're wondering why I never posted those fics I teased in the past, that's why 🥲 I have a feeling I will one day, though. Just a matter of time. Speaking of, let's go into my last point:

Does that mean you're abandoning this account, Rasp?? ☹️

Mmm not quite. I've been popping in every couple of months, and I might keep doing that. But I definitely won't be as active as I used to. Couple reasons:

I mentioned a lot of reasons why, but I've been. Very busy 🥲 being online hasn't been at the forefront of my mind lately, so I've decided to not stress about it right now. Like I mentioned before, I'd like to come back to all this one day, but that's not now. Speaking of:

As much as I feel bad saying this, once the show ended, the ship and its fandom got really quiet. For me that makes it harder to participate in things if there's not a large community. I've joined other fandoms cuz of that, but not like this one... this fandom was special...... *looks off into the distance*

Bonus reason that ties into the last one: a lot of my friends are inactive with me not having any way to reach out, and that makes meeee very sadddd 😔 So if anyone I've met happens to see this:

...heyyy 🤪 I hope you got something out of this post,,,, like I said before, I'm unmedicated and have been very scatterbrained recently, but I tried to make this as cohesive as possible 😭 guess to end this off I'll link some other socials:

My side blog: rasp-passion-two

(Also pretty inactive on there, but if you wanna see what I've been into lately, that's the spot (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ I'm pretty sure I never ended up sharing it fsr lol)

My discord: rasp-passion tea#5877

(I'm not active in servers anymore cuz I think I grew out of using discord, but if you wanna chat? Let's chat (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ we could also do it on here but vsiwjsisvqisgwu)

...that's it lol. I think I'm kind of an enigma on here now, but thats alright. Uhhhh not sure how to "close" this off, so I guess I'll just say: if you read this whole thing?

🤍🖤🩶

^me rn

I'll see you all when I see you, but I'll always be here!!

~Tayah, AKA Rasp (and yes, it's pronounced "Razz" 😤👋🏽)

[rasp-passion-tea]

Me, replaying the Danganronpa games for the billionth time: Wow I sure do love Danganronpa 2. I especially love it's emotional beats. Good thing I know this game so well, nothing can get me at this point, not even Kuzupekos beautifully tragic relationship

Fuyuhiko after Chapter 2: *mentions Peko in any way, even indirectly*

Me:,,,hhe never wanted,,,, a tool,,,,,,, he jUst wabted HEr,,,,,,,,,

[rasp-passion-two]

Tumblr going down last night was extra frustrating because I was reading a long flippin text post on the one day I'm online again, but on the bright side I didn't spontaneously combust from stress because I thought they deleted my account for the third gd time until I found out others had the same issue ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

[rasp-passion-two]

Hi!! How are you all doing today? Fine, good?? Hope so, because right now, a lot of us aren't. The server, A.K.A. the home and chaotic meeting ground for spineven peeps, has been:

Da da da duuuunnn, RAIDED!

And yes, it's happened before, but I think this was the biggest one so far O_o we're fine for the most part. Some of us got a bit... upset from certain stuff, but it's all good. The mods are so so lovely and did a great job handling things imo. So on that subject I just wanna say:

Please, if you wanna join, don't do it for a few days.

We're paranoid, some of us are emotionally hurt, and it's just crazy. Also, I don't know if invites still work/people are still allowed to join? So it might not work either way. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ if you do want to join, ask one of the mods. If you don't know them?? Uhhh, ask me I guess? :3

I'll just wrap it up here, mostly because I'm technically not qualified to make this ^-^' just wanted to clear the air and stop some mishaps before they happen again

So stay safe everyone, have a lovely day, keep shipping stevinel, and for the love of g o d stay off the stevinel tag on twitter-

🖤💙💜

~Rasp

[rasp-passion-two]

Homeworld Bound really pulled a whole 360 on Steven and Spinels dynamic, huh?

Bonus:

Steven: Someone will die. ಠ_ಠ

Spinel: oF FUN!!1! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

[rasp-passion-two]

Do you miss Stevineltober? Did you miss the chance to participate in it?? Do you just want a month of making stevinel prompts??? Well good, I'll drop this whole infomercial gimmick just for you:

The lovely @mel-a-tonin made a prompt list for February for stevinel as a fun challenge and for more content (and because it's the month of love or whateva)

So join in if you want. Write, draw, or whatever you want. If you want to try your hand at drawing the two dorks, want more content for the two, or just because you want to get out of a block (I know a few people who do cOugh-)

Participate in all or just a few, theres a months worth to do here

(Theres even something there for you @ciipher-arts 👀)

So happy drawing/writing/whatever, and have fun!!

🖤💙💜

~Rasp

[rasp-passion-two]

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