if I ever made you feel unwanted, unsafe or insecure, i probably haven't appreciated you enough and recognised what you've done for me or what I've put you through.
it isn't because you're unworthy or because i don't love you.
it's because i'm too hurt right now to see it. or because my natural defence mechanism is to just distance myself.
thank you for your patience with me though, I'm getting there. I'm trying.
I'll do you justice soon.
just stay with me a little longer,
while i figure this all out.




















