#ray of

[everytimeigetmoody]

fucking chekhov's threesome. ray has got to have one with sand at some point in this show. they can't keep mentioning it casually

[country-girl-in-pearls]

[everytimeigetmoody]

the silence was fucking deafening. no talking, no music, no breathing. pure fucking dejected silence.

[everytimeigetmoody]

idk if anyone else feels this way, but this feels so unearned to me. they seem happy but they haven't had any conversation about their feelings for one another. i mean, ray essentially blew his social life up and fucked himself over and sand is taking care of him happily. sand was caught in the fucking explosion though. ray said some nasty shit to him and there are seemingly no consequences so far. for all sand knows, ray doesn't really like him like a romantic partner. we know he does, but how would sand know that. it was make more sense to me if sand was taking care of him out of guilt but then things would be more tense. sure maybe a happy moment of two would slip by, but it's ultimately uncomfortable and tense to take care of the guy you like who likes his best friend and called you a whore. not to mention, insulted your big dreams. maybe y'all can forgive but i personally wouldn't be able to. even if the person was blasted. i still would have a voice on the back of my head wondering if what they said was true, if they really meant it

[everytimeigetmoody]

i don't blame ray in the slightest for questioning sand's love and attention. if my boyfriends/friend/whatever took money from my fucking father after putting my ass in rehab, while experiencing really bad withdrawals, while being sober for the first time in fucking years, i would be pissed the fuck off too. i would jump to conclusions too. i'd feel like no one loves me for real. the first guy to actually care enough about me to push me to treat myself better is taking money from my dad???? he must not care about me actually. he must just want my money. hell, i would have thrown money at him to keep him out of my life because that's disrespectful as shit. and for him to sleep with me too???? bitch, it's on fucking sight if you pop up in my life again. ray has every right to be hurt and confused, and angry, and sad.

[everytimeigetmoody]

i'm sick, bro. i am the first person in line to defend ray, but i can't with this fucked up powerplay. it's amazing for the drama and we all know a threesome suggestion is his go to move, but damn sand looks so viscerally uncomfortable. i have a lot of feelings about this trio.

[everytimeigetmoody]

why is ray the one asking this??? your friends hear your in a car wreck because of drunk driving and have like a minute of worrying for you before moving onto revenge and not dealing with the greater issue. and you're asking if they are okay. alr. cool. interesting dynamic ig. no reason to feel resentful.