#ray thoughts

[lilyrayaya]

happy post-forsaken johnjane please? I need some requiem.

Hi. Really late answer because I was originally not going to do this as I didn't really want to associate / be associated with Forsaken anymore due to all the drama. But I decided, after some thinking, that I can still enjoy the characters without supporting the game. It sounds weird but I have my reasons.

If I draw Forsaken again just assume it's more likely than not johnjane.

Anyways. Here ... It was really nice to draw them again after so long. I missed them.

John feels guilty for all that he's done during his time Forsaken. He's guilty that he can barely remember his own wife. He's recovering, and not in the best state both mentally and physically. Neither of them are, really. It's okay, though, they have each other to be there and help the other through it.

Bonus doodle.

[politudes]

last night i watched all the maze runner movies

just watched the 3 maze runner movies, lawd they thought they safe putting all dem pretty boys together in a movie.

i watched the series on a whim, i’m basically on a streak of watching franchises for the past few weeks. anyway, the movie’s such a banger, though some writing qualities i despised (the fact that thomas was giving ‘main character’ a lot throughout the movies, wow you really have the cure to the killer virus in your blood huh) (also everyone is obsessed w thomas for some reason) in the third film, it’s so solid that i might even rewatch it. & i rarely do that.

also i find it funny how they revived gally, minho going ‘didn’t i kill you’ seeing him, hah silly. anyway, love minho. he’s fuckin badass but dorky too.

anyhoo, going on a tangent about the ships

i personally wasn’t interested in thomas x newt (but like writing a letter to thomas, thats kinda gay) since ik thats veryy popular, i was though, really into thomas & teresa, YEAH teresa really betrayed their ass but like thomas is such a yearner for her good god. the way he goes ‘i know’ when she says she tried GOD i’m crazy (i sound REALLY straight huh) (whatever, people dont fuck w complex female chr).

(also sobbing at my sister’s reaction to newt kicking the bucket, that was devastating) (and teresa right after, damn thomas cant take a break)

[aquariahhh]

i might tap into my horror writing roots and write a oneshot Plagas Leon fic, if i have time, this month is cray cray

[ray-kaladis]

Very very tempted to make a new Blog just to post my current hyperfixation Curse of Strahd and (My PC) Luna’s adventures in the land of Barovia and my own thoughts/assumptions about the campaign as the party keeps going. 

Should I do that???? Or should I just post here??? Does anyone even use Tumblr any more??? 

[lilyrayaya]

New headcanon time uhhh

Conceptual Harken is Paintful's creation that came to life. I think they'd have a family dynamic maybe.

Might draw it later if I feel like

[lilyrayaya]

Everytime I accidentally misgender badware I start apologising like it's there. Like. I'm so sorry badware. I'm. I'm so sorry. Your pronouns are it/they . I'm so queerphobic

[lilyrayaya]

Ughhhh I want to make a cool creative 1x1 design so bad but I also love base 1x1 . The dilemma of the century.

[lilyrayaya]

what is this yumeshipping everyone speaks of. who is yume and where are we shipping them