#ray toro!!!

[illogical-human-bean]

shoutout to my mom who has put up with me blasting mcr in the car for three years and who’s going with me to the nj mcr concert on saturday

(something’s gonna happen right? they’re gonna be on their HOME TURF?!!)

[gayswithguitars]

Logging into my tumblr for the first time in probs a year or so bc I wanted to look at pictures of Ray Toro SIGH

[rememberthelaughter]

BEEMER PLEASE 😭

[illogical-human-bean]

everyone’s sharing like amazing pictures from the concert last night and i was in the top balcony and I DONT CARE I SAW THEM IT WAS PERFECT SO HERES MINE

[illogical-human-bean]

i’ve met so many fellow emos at the american dream hotel topic i’ve seen so many amazing t-shirts, looks, gotten a free bracelet and LITERAL VAMPIRE MONEY

LETS GO EMOS ITS ALMOST SHOW TIME

[illogical-human-bean]

i feel like anyone who's read my fic There's No Heaven (Only Hell) beta'd by the amazing @i-am-but-a-holyman needs to know these things (little/no spoilers):

This was gonna be a vamp!Gee X ghost!Frank fic and then it wasn't

Gerard is literally going feral and doesn't know what to do about it

Bert is a vengeful spirit, boiled down to the worst parts of his soul

Frank is a magnet for the supernatural

I've made too many stranger things references because it was one of the first horror-esque things i'd ever watched and stayed with me after all these years (i've rewatched it so much)

this has been a cathartic way of getting over my own trauma

I've been writing this for two years and its born of my buffy the vampire slayer needing to be gayer brainrot

when I was writing the first scene of chapter five and also every astral-projection scene of the first few chapters I imagined them all in monochrome so black and white until Joe shows up with his blue smoke and Gerard can see blue too

In my headcanons vampires sleep if they're unable to feed for longer amounts of time and Gerard fades in and out of consiousness, especially in the beginning, because he's being starved by Bert, who's warping time and shit, which is why the first few chapters are weird time wise.

writing in patrick and pete, andy and joe, and bob nd brian (who we'll see more of) made me smile so MUCH!!!

...Yes Mikey and Ray got married.

joe gets an important role in this as does andy because theyre always under appreciated

and bob and brian get more love

listen bob may be dead but he lives on as a legend in this fic

there will be more installments after this monolith is finished i promise you.

[gayswithguitars]

brb sobbing