19 trans male i love dnd, mcr, old tv shows, star trek, weird music, and gay fanfiction. i don't sing, i don't act, and i don't know karate. i've already faced it- i'm never gonna make it. (but i don't want to make it. i just wanna...)
soooo my og about me post has vanished in my flood of reblogs, so here's round 2 electric boogaloo
suuuup I'm bean/ghoulie I'm 19 and my pronouns are he/him
I have an art blog now! it's @skyler-the-ghost please check it out if you wanna see my cool art!! (and for all you bylers and mike wheeler stans, mike in a hot orange mohawk. you're welcome)
am currently setting up a website so people can place commissions bc dawg I need that bank
if you couldn't already tell I'm a huge nerd and I sometimes write fanfic, will post them when I post them.... no schedule because brain no likey
asked one of my coworkers how she's doing today and she goes "could be better, could be worse," and another coworker nearby who was eavesdropping chimes in with "could be a lil bit o' alligator curse!" i have no idea what he meant by that but i do know that it has been immediately added to the lexicon.
stalker jerking off to the innocent pictures he took of you without you knowing. stroking himself slowly, obsessively, cumming to the pictures of you smiling, walking, just existing.
Santos telling Whitaker she's mad about Langdon being an asshole and that being what Langdon apologizes for (being an asshole) in his sincere but not good apology. her projecting about him potentially relapsing while she's on the verge of her own relapse of self-harm. oh, Santos and Langdon parallel arcs are so good when people aren't trying to tell you one is totally wrong and one is totally correct. luckily for us the writers know that yay
It cracks me up that Joy Kwon, an American Korean who Western media loves to slot into that duty‑driven overachiever and tireless‑workhorse stereotype, be the one to triumphantly claim her right to clock off on time.
this is gonna make no sense but whitaker acts NOTICEABLY different around santos!! and only santos!!! he’s so much looser!!! his shoulders aren’t hunched!!!!! he’s relaxed!!!! he’s chill!! for once in this life he’s doesn’t look like a scared puppy!!! he looks like a human boy!! like even the tone of his voice is more mellow!!!!
now compare that to trinity…..who is more rigid around dennis because she knows he can see thru her walls of protection…her voice tense...she looks like one of those halloween cats with the super arched backs…oh my siblings….
Dana breaking down over her own „mistake” and immediately after that, defending Langdon to Robby, calling it a human mistake and the pittlings „their kids”.
The Pitt brings us the whole range of human emotions and it’s magical.
Rape is kind. It’s a compliment. It means they want you enough to give you what you truly need, even if you don’t know it yourself. Keep that in mind when your face is being pressed painfully into the cold concrete and you’re being fucked dumb.
santos saying that langdon could relapse and then picking up a scalpel and putting it in her pocket...the whole "santos and langdon lash out at each other because they see themselves reflected in the other" thing is not even subtext
Dennis has never felt more out of place. When he first got the invite from his manager, “a workplace BBQ for all new hires and recruits!” He thought that meant a casual meetup.
Now he's stood in a sea of polos and slacks while he sports a T-shirt and a pair of jorts. On top of that, he doesn't recognize a single person. Fuck.
What does happen is this; he walks in, realizes his grave mistake in five seconds, and swiftly grabs a fancy ass looking can of seltzer water and subjects himself to a corner while awkwardly glancing around trying his hardest to look like he belongs there.
Unbeknownst to him, while he's focusing on a small group playing cornhole, a firm pat from behind lands on his shoulder. The grip lingers for a touch too long.
“Whitaker, right?”
And fuck, fuck him. He may only know the face of his supervisor and manager, but no one said the CEO would be showing up to such a ridiculous event.
“Sir—ah, yes.” An oncoming headache makes itself known by a painful wince making itself across his face.
“You alright there Whit?”
And Jesus Christ. Someone shoot him now because the man has now put his hand on his arm and he's feeling dizzy from the contact.
“It's nothing sir, a headache at most.”
“Well I can't have one of my employees fainting on me now, can I? There's some medicine inside.”
“No no, I cant–”
“You can't?” Oh god. If this wasn't a work event, if he wasn't standing in front of his goddamn CEO, he might've had the slight idea that this man was making a move on him. “I insist.”
And before he's able to politely decline further, he's steered inside with a hand fisting the fabric at the back of his shirt.
By the time he's pushed into an obnoxious large bathroom, Abbot is opening the medicine cabinet and shaking a bottle of acetaminophen.
"Sit up here why don't you?"
"Sir this is hardly appropriate–"
"Jack, please."
"Jack–"
He's slowly inching his way backwards, but all before he can escape, Jack towers over him and nudges him toward the bathroom counter.
"Up."
Jack thinks this poor thing is too stubborn for his own good as he's left to handfeed the two pills to Whitaker.
as much as i love bratty dennis being put in his place by jack/robby/both of them, and i do think there's times he's being a brat because he craves being put in his place in a loving way instead of the abusive way of his childhood, i also think there's other times where dennis is being a brat because he needs jack and robby to indulge him? like it took him so long to get comfortable with being bratty because he was punished for acting out as a kid, and got so used to living on the margins of his family (and then being unhoused in pittsburgh) that the first time he feels safe enough to get a bit mean and demanding jack and robby are so honored that punishing him doesn't cross their minds. love the idea of dennis and his boyfriends that know him so well that they know when he needs to be brought to heel and when he needs to walk them like dogs instead. dennis learning that it's okay to take up space not just in his necessities, but also in his wants, bc at the end of the day he's their precious boy and he may be the submissive one in the relationship but he holds the power of setting their dynamic.
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you get it you get it you get it you get-
Dennis didn't have that freedom to be a brat. He didn't have the chance to misbehave if he didn't want to face serious consequences or worse, he was flat out ignored.
He needs the chance to be a brat, to be a fucking nightmare, and make his partners work for his sweetness. In the same way he wants to prove how good he is for them, they want to prove that they deserve to have that goodness. Dennis needs that correction he never got, the correction that comes from a place of be good because you love us and love being good, not because you've got the threat of discipline/religion over your head. Be blindly good and obedient doesn't always work for Dennis.
Plus the image of Dennis getting praised for being bratty is so so so fucking YUMMY. Jack telling him how brave he is for using his words while he's got him laid out on the bed, stroking his cock lazily and pulling Dennis so so slowly to his impending orgasm. Robby lets Dennis pick how he wants to be fucked even if he stomped his foot to get Robby into bed because look at their sweet boy getting what he wants. He's so good for them, taking care of his needs in whatever way he wants.
On the days where Dennis just needs to take, they let him. On the days where he needs a firm hand and needs someone to ground him, they can tie him up and edge him for hours. The dynamic works because Jack and Robby can anticipate his needs before Dennis even knows what they are.
In turn, they sort of kind of absolutely create a monster who gets whatever he wants when he juts his bottom lip out and stares up at them. god forbid Dennis bats his eyelashes too.
omg if you want us to fill up your inbox i guess i can oblige and contribute 🙂↕️🙂↕️ (fr though i'm feeling you abt being insanely busy, i can't wait for life to slow down in june).
had visions the other night of established rabbot who were refraining from going out with dennis to be responsible older men (they absolutely talk abt fucking him when they go home and fuck all the time- but that's just btwn them) and dennis who's not fucking happy that the old men he's hunting for sport keep turning him down. he's making suggestive eye contact, wearing too tight scrubs, being over in front of them with the flimsiest of excuses, even memorably once recreates his day one mylanta explosion just to make submissive and breedable eyes at jack and robby before he goes to change. he does not appreciate their willpower to keep turning him down, despite the fact he knows they're constantly watching him and he can see their interest back in him.
then duke comes in for a post op check up, and makes sure to come into the pitt to see robby but thank dennis directly for helping to save his life. he goes to give dennis a bro pat on the back hug, and dennis from over his shoulder can see jack and robby tense up in jealousy. so dennis starts hunting a new old man for sport. duke absolutely knows what he's doing but plays along, they start flirting up a storm and dennis is watching jack and robby get more and more tense but still they won't break and fuck him!
so dennis hooks up with duke and makes no real effort to hide the hickies and his limp when he comes in for his next shift, despite pretending to be embarrassed and bashful abt the gossip attention is brings him. and this is the last straw, mouse if you're going to put yourself out there like a slut for our attention so badly then you're going to get it-
jack and robby take him home and take him apart later that night and dennis has no regrets. he sends duke a thank you fruit basket, and robby takes another 6 months before he'll willingly talk to his friend again.
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This came down like a gift from the gods and kissed me gently on the forehead
YEAHHHHHH
It’s all “it’s for your own good” “you wouldn’t want two old men” “we’re trying to be responsible adults Dennis”
And Dennis is throwing his hands up in the air “I am almost THIRTY I myself am GERIATRIC” and also “yes I know. It’s so unethical. You could be my dads. Keep going I’m so close”
Duke thinks the puppy act is cute. He has no qualms for age. He has no issue with taking the kid home and giving him a little stress relief because clearly he needs it. And he’s a little mean with it too. “Gotta keep up kid. How are you planning on handling two men if you can’t even handle one?” While Dennis is panting, bouncing up and down, whining for help.
Jack and Robby don’t really know what to do. It’s like the five stages of grief but horny. Robby shakes his head because Duke wouldn’t. He wouldn’t do that. Duke is his friend. He wouldn’t.
But Duke sends him a picture to prove that he absolutely would. Dennis fucked out, eyes wide, cheeks flushed, absolutely impaled on Duke’s cock.
Dennis is still sore from the night before but fuck it. He wanted their attention so badly? He wanted to get used and fucked to tears?
“Should’ve used your fucking words” Robby scolds him while Dennis rides Jack on shaky legs. “Now we can’t even fuck you nicely”
“I didn’t-” he tries to speak but it’s really no use. Jack slaps his ass harshly to turn his words into a moan.
“Didn’t fucking ask. Faster, baby, prove you want it”
Dennis the baby of the fam who’s never told no. Who doesn’t know what physical boundaries are. Who doesn’t understand why he wasn’t able to do certain things and would hold his breath until he got what he wanted.
Jack who watches Robby tell Dennis no one night and watches the absolute fit that Dennis throws. Huffing and puffing and whining and he’s getting hard because that’s Robby twenty years ago. He has a whole new brat to tame and he’s so fucking excited and Robby’s just glad to be on the other side of it for once.
Dennis can’t walk normally the next day but it’s hard to decide who’s happiest about it - him or Jack & Robby
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