#rayns sona

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did a doodle page while getting progressively more high. surprisingly came out okay.

low-key wanna do a magma where everyone is on something. sounds chaotic and kind of fitting.

victims include Aooh, Urotsuki, Tatsuki, and MR.O POSSUM

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Me: This is my feel better music

Said music: -SCREAMING ABOUT LOSING GOD DAMN MIND AND WANTING TO DIE-

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hope every has a good end to 2023 and that 2024 is kind to them!

also hope i learn to not hate self so much and get a break from medical issues next year, that'd be nice heh

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doodle of sona, might be seeing him around more. really wish anything did anything for this body [caffeine, pain killers, sleep aids. just no peace for the petty huh]

minor vent, this is more a reflection of own issues and zero negative feelings towards others.

it kinda stung drawing fanart [actually taking a while/putting in effort n shit] for certain devs and getting zero reaction then immediately seeing them gushing at a bunch of other people's stuff. happened repeatedly and was like welp, this is gonna do wonders for my inferiority complex huh. again, absolutely not trying to put them in a bad light, was just not fun to experience.

not bothered now, just got thought and had to scratch brain itch. actually something inside broke and remember next to nothing now, and if anything here's a problem it's probs that.

on a much lighter note for balance, this happened