raysforsunlight replied to your post “Well i’ve spent the last 8 hours in a constant, low-grade...”
It may not be much but I'm sending the following if it helps and is something you're ok with accepting, with the full knowledge that it's ok if you don't and there will be no upset or negative feelings; - *internet hugs* - Hot cup of coacoa (milk to taste) - an affectionate cat or dog (your choice) to snuggle - a comfortable bed with all the pillows - a sunny day by the stream, birds chirping, water gently flowing, a multi century oak tree over head, strong and secure.
Thank you, darling. I’m okay, I was just in a good old-fashioned spiral that I couldn’t seem to talk myself out of. It’s unfortunately too hot in sunny Florida for cocoa at the moment, but I did get a cat, a nice bed,
and a multi-century oak (well, I’d put it more around 100-150 years, but close enough) not that far from my door (I live in one of the oldest parts of the city, which means I have ancient plumbing and shitty insulation, but lots of beautiful old trees).
It’s hard to see, but both those parts are actually the same tree, it just forks out around 15 feet above the ground. It’s thick enough that it would take at least 4 of me holding hands to encircle the trunk. It’s my favorite tree.
I also got a very confused look from a guy walking past because i was crouched and contorted to take this picture, but I just smiled and waved awkwardly and I think he accepted that everyone is just a little weird right now, so he smiled and waved back from his acceptable social distance as he continued his power walk.