#rcsiehq

[wtfjagger]

❗True feelings toward Rosie

“pass”

“haha she’s not going to see this right? ‘cause i’ll take it back. i’m kidding i’m kidding. i’m actually not but whatever. uhhh, i don’t really know where to start. the first thing that pops into my mind is that i love her. not that kind of puppy love. we’ve been through way too much to even pretend it’s a light and fluffy type thing. no, it goes far deeper than that. it’s like i want to see her do well type of love. like i hope her dreams come true type of love. like.. like i want her to be happy type of love. even if that means us not being together. which is exactly where we are now. i know i’ve crossed the line on multiple occasions when it comes to her and letting her live her life or whatever. but people don’t know her like i do. i’m not going to air out her dirty laundry, i’m just going to say she shouldn’t be doing some of the things she does. it poses a real threat to her and that’s not something i take lightly. so, i have no choice but to intervene. i mean am i wrong? if someone you care about was doing something detrimental, wouldn’t you stop them? or at least try? you know, i keep waiting for the day she’s had enough of my bullshit. to be honest sometimes i push it hoping she’ll block me or ghost me, or just stop caring. ‘cause i know if she does it first it’ll be easier for me. she drives me absolutely crazy, but she’s the only one that i’d go crazy for. i should of just sang eminem’s crazy in love but i don’t trust everyone to know that song. okay, bye.”

@rcsiehq

[wtfjagger]

an icy chill blew into the dorms as jagger attempted his escape. one look outside and he knew there was nothing he could do. fuck, he thought to himself. snowed in during a one night stand. he shut the door with reluctance. it couldn’t get any more awkward. and he was right. it didn’t, but it did get worse. to further avoid having to have the hey i don’t want to talk to you conversation, instead of going back to the girl’s room he went to the common room. that’s where he saw it. those eyes. those lashes. rosie. @rcsiehq

[mineficlds]

??, ✺, ✘

A WORRIED TEXT → rosie  

( 4:12 AM ) JUDE : where are you? it’s four in the fucking morning? you said you were going out for like two drinks??( 4:33 AM ) JUDE : hey, asshole. come home. i swear to god, if you’re at jag’s. i just hope you’re alright. 

A SASSY TEXT → rosie

( 11:48 PM ) JUDE :  i can hear you from the fucking living room. can you tell your guest to shut the hell up??? he sounds like a dying cat. 

A TEXT THAT SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SENT → rosie 

( 1:09 AM ) JUDE : i was just thinking about the time when we had our first kiss. and i know we were kids, but sometimes i wonder what you felt...or if you have ever thought of me that way before. ( 1:10 PM ) JUDE : yeah, damn. okay im drunk so. 

[mineficlds]

mix tape // bc i know you have a billion songs for them :)))

my blood — twenty one pilots “did they know i was grown with you? if they're here to smoke, know i'll go with you”

religion — lana del rey “it never was about the money or the drugs. for you, there's only love”

first class — rainbow kitten surprise “you say you're ok. you're faking, fucked up. drinking all day, you give me a cup. and I'll be damned if we can make it out of this alive, baby”

2/14 — the band camino “but i can't be just friends. you're messing with my head. and i know what  said. but, these feelings they keep running the red”