It seems that just like the many grains of sand
That, in my grip, are oh so fleeting
Everything I desired in my grasp
Has slowly slipped away, running through my fingers
Since having to compete with you and seeking how to defeat you
Is why we live, it’s why we were born
I can’t even begin to, you can’t even begin, too,
Have doubt that this is all that we are good for
Imprisoned, too, now I am bound to you, as I lament inside a maze of solitude
Upon a path of misery without a clue as I am losing my beliefs one by one
With pitiful, deplorable, regretful feelings that I desperately cling to
... I have to just laugh, y’know?
I lost already what I would protect
So why do I keep fighting? I don’t know that
If all I’m doing is a dance with ashes of a burned and useless justice, then
You might as well destroy me now, along with my regret
Inside of a stagnant world of black and white
That reaps like weeds the powerless flowers
The only thing that I’m satisfied by
Is that blooming red color that this blade brings forth
Since having to compete with you, and seeking how to defeat you,
Is our purpose, it’s all that we must be
Just leave me to my weak past, and future with no hope left
With your dirty hypocrisy, don’t you touch me
These worthless dreams are but a distant memory, a fate at which I only laugh at bitterly
In a life of misery that’s always hurting as I’m losing my beliefs one by one
I want to leave, lose everything, tear me to pieces in a web of these emotions
... I have to just laugh, y’know?
I can destroy and I can destroy but my heart is still the same empty void
If all I can do is be stained with ashes of an old discolored justice, then
You might as well conceal it all, along with the dirty truth
If having to compete with you and seeking how to defeat you
Is our true fate, the reason we’re here
The voice that warmed my heart up, those hands I held in mine once
I wish that they had both been lost forever
These worthless dreams are but a distant memory, a fate I can only lament in solitude
On a path of misery without a clue as I am losing my beliefs one by one
With pitiful, deplorable, regretful feelings that I desperately cling to
... I have to cry out, y’know?
I’ve lost the reasons that I had to fight
But why do I keep going? Still I don’t know why
All that I’m doing is to cling to ashes of a burned and useless justice, but
By now that’s all I really have left
Imprisoned, too, now I am bound to you, swinging a sword in a maze of my irrational mood
My brain assaulted by a pain I can’t elude, as I am losing all my dreams one by one
I’ll murder you, I’ll rescue you, can’t forgive you, what is it that I really want, though?
Who is it that you want to protect?
Who is it that you’d bring to an end?
The answer that I took into my shaking hands is starting to be dyed red
It’s going to destroy us both, and all of our stains within
Please, put an end to it...
