#re-evaluating life

[xsajaboys]

Baby and Romance pouting on the couch with Abby in between them.

Jinu: *Crosses his arms* Well?

Baby: He started it!

Romance: Did not!

Baby and Romance proceed to slap at each other over a broody Abby.

Abby: GUYS. *Grabs both their hands and holds them down*

Jinu: ..... *Sighs, closing his eyes* Will one of you explain what happened?

Baby: I-

Jinu: Not you.

Romance: Abby got me a Glock!

Abby: I was only giving it to him so he wouldn't throw another fit..

Jinu: .....Baby?

Baby: ...... *Sticks his tongue out at Romance*

Jinu: BABY!! *Glares at him*

Baby: He won't let me borrow it.

Abby and Romance: YOU'RE GOING TO SHOOT ANOTHER BUNNY.

All three continue bickering while Mystery glides into the room next to Jinu.

Mystery: They fall apart without you, you know..

Jinu: *Nearly topples over, arms out* Geez Mystery, you nearly gave me a... MYSTERY? Where have you been??

Everyone pauses to stare at Mystery, dumbfounded.

Mystery: ....I was in my room. Here. *Tosses a black and cyan studded collar at Baby and walks away*

Everyone glances over at Baby.

Baby: ......WHAT.

Abby: Nothin nothin. *Heads back to his room, shouting over his shoulder* It suits ya!

Baby: SHUT UP.

Jinu: Well.. uh.. don't kill each other. *Walks away, confusedly scratching his head*

Romance: Can I try it on?

Baby: NO. *Storms off to find Mystery*

Romance: Wait... ABBY YOU PROMISED YOU'D TRY ON THE PRINCESS OUTFIT! Wait for meeeee~! *Chases Abby to his room*

[sandrashart]

Moving Forward

I have lived long enough that if I would put all of my ‘what ifs’ in writing, l would  have a complete novel. Honestly, think  back. How many ‘what ifs’ are in your past that if you had a ‘do over’ things would be different, or the outcome would have been much better if you had only….

Well, let me stop you right there. You are where you are supposed to be right now because the ‘what ifs’ didn’t…

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[for-she-may-fade-away]

Listening to Aqua, burning lavender incense, tidying my room and drinking mocha

- Re-evaluating does strange things to me. 

[noiresplendence]

Was actually doubting about Blake grooming/cleaning Weiss by cat means cause I doubt Weiss likes being cleaned that way unless its....umm, yeah, so...... *looks away*

Was debating on just drawing them chibi than that so it would look like Blake -IS- grooming Weiss...but, chibis aren't my thing.

And...scar licking yeah...was thinking about that again. Gosh why do I miss reading the important stuff?

[noiresplendence]

19 design concepts. 17 pages for research proposal. 2 power points on research and design. 1 defense. All or nothing to pass. I am screwed up. Friday is getting nearer.

[inmycomfortzone]

I just want to be in California or singapore with a job as some late night show producer, have some cute little flat downtown or in little India with a dog, go out on weeknights to club with some group of friends, and just be myself. No boys, no stupid minimum wage job, no GPA to worry about, no one to make me feel like I'm worthless, and no restraints. Just me.

[wakingstarstuff]

tardisfireboltsandimpalasin221b:

Ok... So call this an experiment for checking my pheromone levels or something but please 

Reblog this if you're a guy following my blog

[j3ssiey]

i need to sort my life out because this isn't working

i won't revert back to how i was last year and be a selfish fuck and get caught up in my own problems. 

i won't become a whore and feel disgusted at myself because of it

i need to stop obsessing over my body and hurting myself in the process because it's not helping anything apart from making me hate myself even more.

i need to stay the fuck away from a certain boy that makes me feel shit all the time

i need to start being healthy again and stop pretending that it's normal what i'm doing to myself because it isn't. it makes me feel good for a second but its got to the point that i hate putting my hands even remotely in my mouth without feeling ill

..but i need to lose a stone and put my efforts into exercise and being healthy

i need to stop smoking so much, i have no money ever because of it and i wouldn't have to be so cautious all the time around my parents

i need to leave my parents, they make my mental stability so much worse when i have to focus on a levels, not making sure that they stay alive. I will not end up like them.

i need to get more organised and do my work instead of fucking around. 

i need to focus more on my friends who are the only good non-complicated thing in my life right now. they will get good presents at christmas with the money i will save on not buying cigarettes

i need to be a good girlfriend and stop thinking about a certain other cunt and let myself be happy with him. 

WHY IS THE LIST SO LONG. I CAN'T DO THIS SHIT MAN I NEED HELP. 

or a smoke.