Chapter 9 - Vous ne Cesserez Jamais de me Surprendre
A/N: If you guys know French then ofc you would know what the title means and if you don't then read to find out :)) (moreover, this is my first attempt to write something close to smut so please be generous ^^)
Warnings: smut-ish
Pairing: Clay Jensen x Reader
Genre: Lime Smut, nothing explicit
Word Count: 1.7k
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Clay on hearing the door creak immediately turned his attention towards your ears breaking the kiss and said, “So you got your ear pierced recently?”
You were so confused but understood what Clay was trying to do.
“Yeah, how are they?”
“Pretty,” Clay answered.
Both of you turned your attention to the door and saw Clay’s mom standing in suspicion. But she let it go and informed Clay that she and Clay’s dad would be heading outside for their dinner date.
“Honey, do you need me to make you anything for dinner,” she asked.
“No, mom don’t worry. She brought some drinks along with her when she came, and we got the pizza money. Enjoy your date.”
“Aren’t you generous,” said Clay’s mom looking at you.
You smiled back and she left the room and this time she shut the door completely maybe intentionally, unintentionally, who knows?
“Smooth Jensen!”
You grabbed Clay’s t-shirt by his collar and straddled his waist and started kissing him more passionately. Clay broke the kiss and said, “Wait, I don’t see Zach anywhere nearby. Why are we kissing again?”
You gave him a cold yet innocent stare and whispered in his ears “I have been meaning to kiss you for a long time now Jensen, Zach was just an excuse.”
His eyes had a spark it felt like nothing more could make him happier. He eagerly started kissing you. Your lips traced his perfectly built jaw, and his hands gripped your waist tightly. You could feel his arousal under you. He broke from the kiss and asked running out of breath “Is... uh this okay?” You nodded and he gestured towards the bed.
He took his shirt off while you positioned yourself on the bed. He climbed onto you and asked again “Is this okay, Y/N?”
“Yeah...!” you whispered.
He pulled the hem of your shirt and looked into your eyes for consent, you nodded and let him take the shirt off.
There you were lying under Clay Jensen almost naked. As he took your t-shirt off, he gleamed as he saw you and exclaimed “You’re so beautiful Y/N.”
His calling you beautiful in his husky voice hit a different nerve. While he was glancing at your body your eyes met, and you looked at those ocean-blue eyes and wanted to sink deeper and deeper into them.
Clay was going down on you, and you held onto his arms to stop him and asked “Clay, do you um… have a condom?”
Clay panicked as he did not have any and you asked him to grab your backpack and check in the back pocket. He finally found it and climbed back onto the bed, “These days you just don’t know right? You have to be prepared for everything,” you chuckled softly to fill in the awkward silence while he was struggling to open it.
He rested each of his hands beside your waist and positioned himself over you. Asking “Is this, okay?”
You grabbed the back of his neck to pull him closer and gave him a deep kiss. “This is perfect Clay.” You reassured.
As he thrusted in you, you let out a minor groan in pain.
“Hey, did that hurt? We can stop anytime you want to. As we can stop right now, we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.”
“Yeah, that kinda hurt. But I don’t want you to stop. Can you uh…hold my hands, please?”
He held your hands passionately. It did hurt for the first couple of minutes but eventually, you both felt nothing but pleasure. He held your hands as if he will never let go of you, and hid his face in the crook of your neck while he thrusted in.
You found it hard to believe that you were feeling vulnerable, but you enjoyed this vulnerability because deep down you knew that Clay would never hurt you.
Clay lied beside you on the bed and you put your hand against his cheek and whispered, “Thank you, Clay.”
“Thank You!”
He seemed concerned and asked, “By the way did you finish?” He was so considerate about satisfying you. You loved it.
You smiled and replied “No Clay, I didn’t. It was my first time what do you expect? But did you?”
“Yeah, but wait this was your first time?” He asked raising his volume a little.
“Yeah, why? You seem surprised…”
“Didn’t you like to date, Zach?”
“Yes, I dated Zach. I wasn’t on a sex contract with him. Yeah, I have been to the second base but never had sex. And you probably think I am slut. Wow.” You sighed in disbelief “Okay, this makes everything much less awkward. I think I am gonna go.”
As you raised to get out of bed Clay pulled your hand and said “No, Y/N. I don’t think any of that. Trust me, I was just a little insecure, but now I realize that talking about exes in bed, is not a great idea.”
You giggled at his innocence and lied back to him.
“I am just glad that I am your first and you’re my first.”
“No way in freaking hell! Clay that was your first time?” you exclaimed.
“Uh… now why do you seem surprised”?
“Oh. My. God. Wow. I have heard that it’s not that long the first time.”
“Yeah, I’ve been practicing,” said Clay awkwardly.
“Vous ne cesserez jamais de me surprendre”
“What does that mean?” he asked.
“Well, someone’s missing his French classes, It means you never cease to amaze me, Clay.”
You ran your fingers in his dark brown locks and he said “I always wanted you, like not only for sex you know, like to be with you and hang out with you. But you were always busy looking at other guys, so I had to shut my feelings down.”
“I don’t know Clay; it has been, so easy with others. But with you, I feel vulnerable. I had all these insecurities that you will judge me, or you’ll just want to be with me because” you rolled your eyes “well, because I am hot, and you would only want from me what other guys want. I was always worried about various other things. That is why I never asked you out.”
Clay kissed the top of your head and brought you closer to hug you. Clay made you feel safe and loved at the same time. It was for the first time that you were experiencing these emotions but you felt good, sometimes it is just easier to bring your walls downs and let people in and Clay was just the person to do that for.
“Y/N I would have never judged you or anything. I always wanted to be your boyfriend. I mean no pressure; you don’t have to be my girlfriend or anything. We can keep this completely casual and keep having sex, wait that sounds wrong I didn’t mean it that way…”
You chuckled at his innocence and cut him off “Stop talking Clay, you’re not making this any better and for the record, I would love to be your girlfriend.”
You both cuddled for a while until you drifted off to sleep as you had a pretty long day. You woke up suddenly and panicked, your phone suggested that you were extremely late. You had a mother waiting for you to come home under the curfew timings. You got up putting your pants on. Clay was still in his sleeping mode “Hey, stay a little longer, please.”
“I wish I could Clay, but I have to go. I got a mother whose orders I have to respect.”
You gave a quick peck on Clay’s lips telling him bye and he pulled you back and gave you yet another peck. You couldn’t help but blush.
“You know what, as you always wanted you can borrow my hoodie.” Offered Clay.
You grabbed one of his maroon hoodies “Thank you so much Hoodie!”
As you walked out of the door you heard Clay’s parents coming into their house from their date and you certainly didn’t want your first impression as Clay’s girlfriend to be sneaking out at this hour of the night when your sole purpose was to study. You went into his room again “We have a problem.” You announced.
Clay got out of bed and started thinking of a plan to get you out without being noticed. As you both were thinking your eyes pondered upon the window of his room and then you looked at Clay.
“No no no no no, do not even think about it. That’s a bad idea. You can get hurt and I do not want that, there has to be a better way, let me think.”
“Oh, come on Clay. How high can this be? I can easily do it.” You questioned what you just said inside your mind, but you had to be at home in time and there wasn’t much left. “See Clay, I have to reach home in time otherwise my mum will ground me. Trust me I can do it. You just go downstairs and make sure none of your parents are in the backyard and none of them sees me jump or fall and yes please take care of my jacket it is my favorite one.”
“Okay…” you could hear the skepticism in his voice. He pulled you and kissed you “Okay.” Said his husky voice. His husky voice always got to you, and it seemed so sexy at that time, but you did not have time for this. You opened the window and made your way to the roof figuring out a way to jump in a way to get the least hurt.
Meanwhile, Clay was downstairs distracting his parents, you finally jumped though the landing wasn’t so smooth, you were alive and in one piece. Clay peeped through the window as you waved at him and he watched you go away. It was a hell of an experience, you always wanted to sneak out of your house like that someday but how does it matter if it was your boyfriend’s house or yours? On your way back home, you smiled like a freak, but you couldn’t help. Being a hopelessly romantic rom-com girl, you realized that your experience was nothing like movies. It was better because it was real.
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