okay, I think I've got my gaming/study area layout finally figured out !!!
i was able to make a considerable amount of room on my desk, so now im able to actually comfortably take notes + type on my pc :')
so, im doing my undergraduate in sociology. my goal is to become a therapist. when i was younger, therapy saved my life. it made me who i am today, and i want to help people the same way my therapist did all those years ago
however, im not sure how sustainable therapy is in our current era. will it be enough to make a living? will i enjoy it? being a psychiatrist has always interested me as well, but, man... medical school. some of us are not able to do the things we want to do because of the lives we were given </3
psychiatrists make so much more than therapists, so i know i'd live comfortably if i did make it as one. but i do prefer the act of therapy more... ugh, its so unfair how we can only do one thing in life, isnt it?
i try to remind myself that money isnt everything. i always tell myself that id rather be doing something i absolutely love with average pay, than do something i dont like as much with a lot of pay
but its hard to tell yourself that when all you've known your entire life is poverty, and all you want is to get out of it.
to medical school, or not to medical school... that is the question
in the meantime, i'll focus on my intro to astronomy class. its keeping me sane. kind of.
