Okay. Personal post time. Read under the cut if you really wanna know about my financial crisis because, holy shit, I'm actually in some serious fucking trouble.
Two months? Three? She should be fine by February when I leave so I can help out, right?
She said she's probably got a month left until everything starts snowballing and she can't get herself out. So, here I am, frantically running around so I can figure out what to do. I even asked my petty officer if I could leave earlier so I can help my mom out, but he's yet to get back to me on that.
My followers who are reading this, you guys know that I'm a laid-back guy who is normally stress-free. But this? This is stressing me the fuck out because it may get to the point where my mom is gonna have to start selling shit in order to stay afloat. Shit that's needed. She also said that if the shit hits the fan, we're gonna lose the house.
I...I just don't know what to do anymore. I wanna help, but I don't know how. I mean, I'm just a kid. What and how the fuck am I supposed to help out with this? I'm beating myself up over this because I don't want my mom to suffer but, holy shit, I don't wanna see my family drown in debt and not manage to get ourselves back out. I mean, if my mom hadn't left the Philippines, we wouldn't be in this situation. But she hated the people she worked with so she left for personal reasons. Money was good, but it doesn't mean anything if you don't enjoy work.
I hope she finds something soon. Seriously.
