May 28, 2017
‘No. You fucked like a virgin,’ said Damen, ‘half the time. The rest of the time -’
‘Like I knew what to do?’
‘Like you knew what you were used to.’
He saw the words impact. Laurent swayed, like he’d been dealt a blow.
It’s just interesting Laurent goes for ‘knew what to do’ and Damen goes for ‘what you were used to.’
Laurent had no plan the night they slept together. He didn’t expect to be given affect. To be treated tenderly. He had no idea how to act in those situations. He only knew how to deal with the situations where Damen got off. He didn’t expect to enjoy it.
Just ouch.
