okay so prepare to hear a story about how my life has been going for the last couple of months. so i startet my summer job back in june, best job i have ever had, it’s at an amusment park and i love it. i’m usually very positive and happy at this job, even if my depression and anxiety has been weighting me down for many of the days. anyhow, this summer was very special. as i stood at one of the rides (we have a system where you have a person 1 and a person 2 and so on), i stood there with this new girl whom i’d never seen before. we had a blast. she asked for my sc #21century and ofc i gave it to her. she was really cute and funny and everything was awesome. fast forward a bit and she asked me if i wanted to watch got at here place with her after i drove her home after work. obv i said yes, cuz its got and she is awesome. this was when we started getting intimate and i realized that i actually like this girl. she truly is awesome. but as always, there has to be a problem and here it is: her ex/best friend. they still hang out and talk everyday and i was totally fine with that, until he gave her and ultimatum; him or me. she had told him how much she likes me and apparently he had gotten very upset and started guilting her into going back to him. she was in a really difficult position and i told her just what i thought: that he was an asshole who was just bringing her down and that what he was doing was not okay. she spoke to her other friends and they all said basically the same thing, they all said that she should chose me and not him because i make her happy. and after thinking about it a bit she sent me a message saying something like “i’ve thought about it, and i chose my happiness. and you make me happy, so i chose you”. i got really happy ofc, and i still am, but she’s haveing a rough time rn cuz she kinda “broke up” with one of her closest friends (i mean sure he was like poison to her but still, it hurts). we’re going to lunch today and i actually see a very bright future with her. now itäs just the thing that i need to start learning how to fully trust people. i really am crazy in love with this girl....