summary: clark misunderstands a phone call and thinks his world might be ending. it isn't.
word count: 1.2k
author's note: is this an old school trope? yes. was it perhaps overdone? maybe. do i care? absolutely not. what can i say, i like to make men cry a little. let me live. i hope you like it <3
The wind bites into Clark’s skin, just a little. He doesn’t mind it. After all, he’s on his way home, on his way to you, and he would do anything for that.
He hasn’t seen you in far too long, and he’s almost nervous. His stomach flutters with butterflies he hasn’t felt since way back when, when you had first gotten together. He’d spent a beat too long changing before he’d left Washington. He had considered his hair–curly, windswept. He had thought about his shirt–an older flannel, but soft, one you love.
Besides, the pair of you have plans–dinner, flowers in his fist.
And, he hopes kisses, lots of them. He’s daydreaming about cuddling–you curled up next to him, bedsheets that smell like you surrounding him, your soft hands scratching patterns along his back–when his phone rings.
He smiles when he sees it’s you. He takes it, though he’s at an elevation that he probably shouldn’t have cell service anyway.
“Hi, baby.” There’s a grin in his voice, he can’t help it.
He misses you. Desperately. It makes him feel impossibly soft.
“Hi.” He can hear the smile in your own voice, and it warms something in him despite the cool air. “Where are you?”
“Close,” he says. “Maybe twenty minutes.”
“Great.” There’s a beat and then “–almost ready…done when you…”
He tilts his head. “What?”
“Dinner,” you start, “…ready…miss…”
“Baby, I can’t hear you.”
There’s a beat before, “must be…think…breaking up…can’t anymore…”
Clark’s heart stutters in his chest. There’s wind in his ears, but he’s sure of what you just said, still he asks.
“What?”
Then, again, you rip his world off it’s axis. “…breaking up…get home…”
Then, a click, and nothing.
Clark stalls in the sky, nearly drops the flowers. Everything seems to slow–time, his feelings. His ears feel like they’re stuffed with cotton, his skin seems to burn.
Breaking up? You’re breaking up with him? On the phone?
He waits for his phone to ring again, for you to say you made a terrible mistake. He waits for you to tell him to come home, promise hugs and love and that you’d make him forget you ever said you didn’t want him anymore.
You didn’t want him anymore.
It’s ridiculous, he knows that. You’d never been careless with his heart before. But the silence stings. The last words echo.
It feels impossibly real.
He holds the flowers, still careful, still gentle, but with less joy. Eventually, he starts to fly again. Unsure what else to do, he keeps heading for home.
Well, maybe not home, not now. Maybe just to you.
x
He lands softly on your fire escape, slips in through your window in the way he always does.
Always did.
It’s cold inside, not in temperature, but in anticipation. He braces himself. The air feels heavier than it did a minute ago, like it knows something he doesn’t.
He hears you in the kitchen, spoons rattling in pots like dinner still matters.
Maybe, to you, it does.
He carries the flowers with him towards the sound of you, figures he can at least give them to you before he goes.
He stands in the doorway for a beat too long, just looks at you. He tries to commit you to memory–like he hasn’t done it a thousand times before. But, this is different. This is the last time. The thought makes something bubble up in his throat, a sad little noise burst out.
You turn, grin at him in a way that makes no sense. “Hi, honey.”
“Hi,” he mumbles. Then, quickly, like he has to run away. “I bought you these.” He gestures with the flowers. “I thought…I thought you might like them,” he finishes, quietly.
You quirk a brow, but don’t push. “Thank you. That was really sweet.” You reach out, take the flowers, press a kiss to his lips that almost makes him cry. Clark waits while you put them in a vase with water, like something important.
He watches you. The curve of your shoulders, the way you hum to yourself when you’re focused, the gentle care you use even with something as simple as flowers. It hurts. It all hurts.
When you finish, he clears his throat. “I’ll be going then.”
“What?”
He only shakes his head, trying so hard not to break down. Not before he can get out of here.
You step closer, into his space. “We were going to have dinner.” Sensing something is wrong, in the way you always do, you hook a finger under his chin, bring his eyes back to yours.
“What is it?”
Clark bites his lip, tries desperately to keep it in.
But, just like always, he can’t. Not with you.
Quietly, he says, “You broke up with me.”
Your mouth drops open. It opens and closes a few times, like you’re trying to find words that won’t come.
Then, you bite your lip. Like you’re holding in a laugh.
He steps back a bit, huffs. “You don’t have to laugh at me just because you don’t want me anymore.” Then, lower, “I don’t find it all that funny.”
You step forward instantly. “No, Clark.” Your hands find his chest, settle there with a gentle pressure. Grounding. “That’s not what happened at all.”
“Sure what it sounded like,” he mumbles.
“The call,” you start, “the call dropped. We didn’t have good service. I said the call was breaking up. Not us.”
He only looks at you.
You step further into his space, and he lets you. Gently, your hand brushes along his jaw, curls around his cheek.
“I’d never do that to you,” you murmur. “You’re everything I’ve ever wanted. I wouldn’t leave you. Especially not like that.”
Clark breathes out, a shudder more than a sigh. Slowly, the tension that had wound itself into his shoulders as he flew home unwinds.
Tears spring to his eyes, unbidden, like he can’t hold them back any longer. He surges forward, cheeks wet, and wraps his arms around you.
“Oh, baby,” you murmur, hands scratching up and down his back.
“I thought I lost you,” he whispers. “And, I couldn’t do anything about it.”
“Never,” you murmur. “You’re stuck with me.”
A laugh bursts free before he can stop it. He squeezes you tighter.
Finally, when his eyes dry and his heart feels less like it’s in pieces in his chest, he murmurs, “Can we still eat dinner?”
You laugh, press a kiss to his skin. “Of course we can.”
You pull away, wrap your hand around his, lead him to the table.
“Do I still get points for bringing flowers?”
You stop, turn on your heel. “Yes. Bonus for emotional devastation.” You kiss him, something soft and kind and the sort of thing he wants for the rest of his life.
He holds your hand a little tighter.
“I’m glad I still get to come home to you,” he mumbles against your lips.
“Me, too.” You smile. Then, serious, “Forever.”
Clark grins, slow and lazy. That word–forever–settles into his chest like a heartbeat.
And this time, when he sits beside you, when he feels the warmth of your arm against his, the soft laughter as the pair of you eat, he knows exactly what home means.
i wake up screaming from dreaming (one day, i'll watch as you're leaving)
summary: you're...a lot. you know that. clark never flinches. he even seems to like it. who knew.
word count: 1.3k
author's note: so i felt the slightest hint of rejection yesterday and here we are. this has a short mention of skin picking (fingers) but it's not integral to the plot or anything. i hope you enjoy! us too much girlies (gn) have to stick together <3
You’re generally a nervous person. Clark knows that.
Many times over the years, you’d picked your fingers until they were raw, bleeding. But your anxiety had settled as you’d grown. Become a visitor instead of a constant companion.
Still, sometimes the urge was too strong, and Clark would find you, fingertips covered in band aids and aching. He would kiss your forehead, say kind words without judgment in his tone. He would stay.
He didn’t seem to mind it. He didn’t seem to mind any of it. Your unsettling questions, your incessant need to touch him—all fine.
It made you suspicious.
You worried that even now, after all your years together, the rug would be pulled from beneath you. That it would really all be a joke. Or—worse—that’d you’d wake one day to find you’d driven him away.
But every time you looked up, there he was—still there, like staying was the most natural thing in the world.
x
Clark hums to himself in the kitchen.
You don’t recognize the tune—something old, probably, something warm and worn in. From Kansas, maybe. It sounds like fall evenings in Martha’s kitchen.
He’s in pajama pants and a hoodie with the sleeves pushed up, curls still wild after his shower. You don’t think he even knows he’s swaying a little.
You’re curled up on the couch, half-listening to the sizzle of something in the pan.
“Do you think it’d hurt if someone peeled off their own fingernail?”
Clark doesn’t even flinch. Doesn’t miss a beat. Just gives the pan a little shake and answers, “Yes. A lot.”
“Even quickly?”
“Even then.”
You nod like that makes perfect sense. It does, in your head. “What if it was by accident?”
“Still hurts.”
You shift a little, picking at the edge of your sleeve. “I read this thing online where a girl did it just to see what would happen. She thought she’d stop when it hurt too much, but then she didn’t.” You pause for a beat. “Do you think her body was insulted? After all it does for her?”
Clark doesn’t turn around when he answers. “I think the body forgives faster than people do.”
You blink. Sit with that.
He keeps stirring.
“Do you ever get curious about stuff like that?”
“Sure,” he says easily. “Not in a fingernail way, but…yeah.”
“What way, then?”
He shrugs, finally glancing back at you with that soft eyed expression he always wears when he looks at you. “Sometimes I wonder what would happen if the moon just…wandered off.”
You stare at him.
“What?” he says, turning back to the stove. “You asked.”
You don’t answer. You just watch him, a warmth curling low in your chest. Not relief, exactly. Just…recognition. Safe, familiar strangeness.
Dinner smells good. You don’t remember what he said he was making. It doesn’t really matter.
x
You may have gone a little overboard. As you tie the last letter to the balloon string, nerves light in your stomach like acid bubbling.
The living room looks ridiculous.
Balloons float lazily near the ceiling—blue, black, and a deep purple you told yourself was space-adjacent, so it counted. The pillow fort is structurally sound, somehow, thanks to a questionable number of throw blankets and Clark’s complete inability to tell you no. There are fairy lights. A themed snack table. A Star Wars marathon queued up on the TV—chronological order. Clark had told you once that there was no other way to watch them. You had remembered.
You took the day off. You didn’t tell him. His actual birthday had been Tuesday—just a quiet dinner and a grocery store cupcake. He had told you it was perfect.
You believed him, though it paled in comparison to the birthday he deserved.
So, now it’s Friday. And you’re nervous. And this might be too much.
You hear his key in the door.
Panic flares in your chest as you leap to your feet, brush nonexistent crumbs off your leg, and stand awkwardly in the middle of your own surprise like you just broke into someone else’s house to decorate it.
The door opens.
Clark steps inside, one hand running through his wind-mussed hair, and freezes halfway through removing his jacket. His eyes go wide.
You say nothing.
He blinks once, then again, taking in the chaos—the pillows, the lights, the balloons gently bumping the ceiling. His gaze lands on you last, like he’s still processing.
You lift a hand in a weak little wave. “Surprise?”
He drops the jacket.
“You didn’t have to—” he starts, but cuts himself off when he sees your face. Recalculates.
Tries again. “This is the coolest thing anyone’s ever done for me.”
You snort.
He walks toward you, shoes half-untied and forgotten.
He stops in front of you, eyes soft. “You’re out of your mind.”
“Little bit.”
He smiles, all fond and slow. “Good. Wouldn’t want to be in love with someone boring.”
And he leans down and kisses you, right there, with a balloon string wrapped around your wrist and cookie crumbs on the coffee table and a Death Star piñata swaying in the hallway.
x
The first movie’s halfway through. Clark’s settled against the pillow fort wall, legs stretched out in front of him, arm slung behind your shoulders. He’s relaxed. Laughing at the dumb bits. Quoting the dramatic ones under his breath like a dork. Just…being him.
And you’re not watching the movie at all.
You’re watching him—and the panic creeps in slow, like smoke under a door.
What if he’s pretending to enjoy this? What if he’s tired, or overwhelmed, or would’ve rather just come home and collapsed on the couch alone with takeout? What if you made this all too much? You didn’t ask. You just decided. Like you always do.
Your face falls, only for a second, but you know Clark clocks it.
He doesn’t say anything right away. Just turns slightly toward you, gaze still on the screen but attention locked fully on you in that eerie way of his—like he’s listening to your heartbeat shift.
Then, casually—so casually—it might almost be nothing, he says, “You know you’re not gonna scare me off by loving me too loudly, right?”
It knocks the breath out of you.
You blink at the screen like it’s blurry, then look over at him.
“I mean,” he says, shrugging, “the snacks help. But I was already yours.”
You open your mouth, then close it again.
“I like your kind of too much,” he adds after a beat. “It matches mine.”
He turns his head just enough to catch your eyes, voice low and steady.
“You’re never going to be too much for me. Not now, not ever.”
You want to believe him. You want to lean into that promise so badly your skin itches.
Maybe you will. For once. Maybe you’ll fall into him. Trust him to catch you.
The urge to bite him flares up suddenly—soft, almost desperate. You want to chew on him. Not because you want to hurt him, but because you don’t know what to do with the affection that suddenly flares in your chest.
Your shoulders loosen, the tight coil inside you slowly unwinding.
“That’s the first time you’ve believed me, isn’t it?” Clark murmurs, voice full of soft awe. Like he can’t imagine you still doubting him.
You don’t say anything. You just curl tighter into his side, fingers scratching idly at his tummy.
You finally give in to the urge, teeth barely grazing the soft skin of his side.
Clark jumps, then laughs—a full, bright sound that fills the pillow fort. “Hey! Starting an attack now?”
You grin, breath warm against his skin. “Just checking if you’re real.”
He reaches out, fingers curling around your wrist, tugging you closer. “I’m real. And I’m not going anywhere.”
You rest your head against his chest.
Even with all your strangeness, all your overthinking, he stayed. And somehow, that made the whole world feel a little lighter.
“Thank you,” you whisper.
Clark’s smile is soft but sure. “Always.”
The movie plays on, but you barely hear it anymore. Because here—in this messy, perfect little fort—everything feels exactly right.
summary: you show clark slowness. and softness. and weird little trinkets. in the middle of it, he falls in love.
word count: 3.5k
author's note: this is just fluff with the shortest beat of angst. i hope you like it <3
It starts with a coffee. A hot one.
He runs for the elevator—late, as usual—and his foot catches on the threshold, sends him tumbling forward. The coffee in his hand gets forgotten as he throws his arms out, braces himself on the back wall of the elevator. Which is fine—technically—if you ignore the scalding coffee that now soaks the front of his shirt.
He sighs, mumbles under his breath, “Really?”
He steps out of the elevator, white shirt stained brown. Weaving his way through the already bustling bullpen, he finds his desk. He tosses his bag on it, throws his now useless coffee mug in the trash can, and makes his way to the break room.
He’s wiping at his shirt with a paper towel when he hears your voice.
“Rough morning?”
Clark looks up. You’re standing by the counter, leaning one hip against it like you’ve been there a while. You’re holding a box of donuts, lid open, half a jelly one in your hand.
There’s no teasing in your voice. No laugh or sideways smirk. Just a simple question. And it catches him off guard more than the scalding coffee did.
He blinks. “Yeah. Just—clumsy.”
You glance down at his shirt, then back at him. “Looks like you lost the fight.”
Clark huffs a soft laugh, rubbing at the stain a little harder.
You look at him for a moment, then hold the box out toward him. “You want a donut, Kent?”
He hesitates. There’s something unexpectedly intimate about it—being offered a donut while feeling like a disaster. But you don’t say anything more, don’t try to explain it or soften it. You just keep holding the box.
He reaches in and takes one. “Thanks.”
You nod like it’s nothing, but he watches as you tuck the lid back over the box and move past him, back into the bullpen.
x
Later, when he returns to his desk, there’s a napkin sitting just beside his keyboard.
“Next time, wear a darker shirt.”
Written in Sharpie, slightly smudged. He stares at it for a long moment, then huffs out a quiet laugh.
He folds it once, carefully, and slides it into the back of his top drawer.
He doesn’t really know what just happened.
But it feels like something.
x
A few days later, he stands in the lobby coffee shop staring at the menu like it’s written in Kryptonese.
He doesn’t know what you usually drink. He’s seen you hold a cup, sure—but not the label. And it changes. Sometimes it’s iced. Sometimes it smells like vanilla. Once it had foam shaped like a cat.
He tries to guess.
Hazelnut latte. Almond milk. Light cinnamon. It sounds close enough.
When he sets it down on your desk, you blink at it like it’s an unexpected package.
“I thought you might need caffeine,” Clark says. “Or sugar. Or…both?”
You raise your eyebrows, but accept it, lifting the lid to peek inside. You take a sip without comment. Then another. You smack your lips thoughtfully.
“Bold move with the cinnamon.”
His heart stops.
“Oh—did I mess it up?”
You shake your head, smiling around the rim. “No. It’s terrible. But it’s endearing.”
He laughs, a little too loud. “Endearing. Terrible. Good to know.”
You tap the side of the cup with your fingernail. “Don’t worry, Kent. I’ll return the favor.”
Later that afternoon, when he comes back from a meeting, there’s a pencil topper perched on his keyboard. It’s a neon green frog with googly eyes and bendy legs, clinging to a tiny sign that reads “Stay Ribbiting.”
No note. Just the frog.
He glances over. You’re at your desk, pretending to type.
He picks it up, holds it between two fingers. “This for me?”
You don’t look up. “For good luck. Or frog luck, I guess.”
He bites back a grin and slides it onto the top of his pencil.
It stays there the rest of the day.
Then the rest of the week.
Eventually, it just becomes part of his desk—like it’s always been there.
x
It starts with a duck.
Not metaphorically. A literal duck. Ceramic. Possibly cursed.
He’s on the train home when his phone buzzes. It’s a photo from you—blurry, taken from a distance, like you didn’t want to get too close. The duck is tucked into a shop window display beside a mannequin foot and what looks like an old CPR dummy.
You:
You in pottery form.
He stares at the screen for a second. Then he snorts.
Clark:
Haunting. Accurate.
You don’t reply right away. He thinks that’s it—just a one off joke—but the next day, you send him a photo of a novelty candle shaped like a screaming clown. The caption just reads:
You:
Your vibe after deadline.
He scrolls back to the duck, then the clown, and starts a new folder in his phone.
From there, it becomes a thing.
The ugliest salt shakers in the window of a bodega on 43rd. A sock monkey with one eye. A velvet painting of a cat playing poker. You send each other photos like breadcrumbs—tiny, ugly reminders that you’re thinking of each other when the city gets loud and messy and heavy.
And Clark? He kind of loves it.
It’s the kind of joke you only make with someone who knows you. Or wants to.
One afternoon, walking past a souvenir kiosk in Midtown, he sees it: a keychain shaped like a corn cob, wearing sunglasses. Embossed on its rubber body:
NEBRASKA — A-MAIZE-ING.
It’s horrible.
He buys it immediately.
He doesn’t leave a note—just sets it on your desk when you’re in a meeting. When you return, he watches from across the bullpen as you pick it up, examine it, and slowly break into a grin.
You don’t say anything.
But the keychain goes on your bag.
And that’s more than enough.
x
He’s been staring at the same paragraph for half an hour.
The words blur, swim, reform in different shapes. He doesn’t even remember what the article is about anymore—just that it’s due, and he’s behind, and his head aches like he skipped breakfast.
Which he did.
And lunch.
He’s about to force himself to power through when something slides into the corner of his vision.
Half a sandwich. Wrapped neatly in wax paper.
You sit on the edge of his desk like it’s nothing. Like you do this every day.
“You eaten?” you ask.
He blinks. “Uh. Not really.”
You nod like that tracks. “It’s turkey. Sorry, no mustard. I don’t trust the office packets anymore.”
You don’t wait for him to say thank you. Just hop down and walk back to your desk, already mid-conversation with someone else like handing him food wasn’t the kindest thing anyone’s done for him in weeks.
Clark unwraps the sandwich slowly. It’s not the food.
It’s the fact that you noticed.
It’s the fact that you cared enough to share something small, without asking for anything back.
He chews quietly, watching you laugh at something across the bullpen. The ache in his head starts to fade.
A few days later, he leaves something folded on the corner of your desk.
It’s a napkin from the break room. On it, a careful ballpoint pen drawing: your name, hidden inside a tiny, sketched city skyline. Fire escapes. Rooftops. A water tower. A coffee cup drawn on the roof of one building like a beacon.
You pick it up during a lull and glance across the room.
He looks up just in time to see your expression shift—confused, then fond.
You hold up the napkin with one brow raised.
He shrugs, sheepish. “I got bored.”
You roll your eyes. But you don’t throw it away.
You tuck it into the notebook you always carry.
And Clark spends the rest of the day smiling, just a little.
x
It starts in the middle of a deadline week, when everything’s buzzing and no one’s getting enough sleep.
You’re typing like your life depends on it, eyes narrowed, lip caught between your teeth. Clark glances over, barely even aware of the hum at first—just a low, rhythmic noise, almost under your breath.
It takes a second to register.
Dun dun.
Dun dun.
Dun dun dun dun—
“Are you humming the Jaws theme?” he asks, incredulous.
You don’t even look up. “Helps me focus.”
“That’s…worrying.”
You grin without turning around. “Don’t knock it. This article’s not gonna bite itself.”
He laughs—fully, helplessly—and you keep humming, just a little louder now. Like it’s a joke only the two of you are in on.
After that, it becomes a thing.
Any time you’re working intensely, the humming starts. Sometimes dramatically. Sometimes obnoxiously loud. Once, Clark walks by your desk and you snap at him: “You distracted me, Kent! I was mid-attack!”
He brings you a granola bar in surrender.
A few days later, he finds a small plastic shark sitting on his desk.
Its mouth is open wide in a cartoonish grin. It’s painted a bright, almost offensive blue. Clearly from a dollar store, possibly meant for a fish tank. The tag still dangles from its fin: “Jawsome!”
No note. Just the shark. Proudly perched on top of his stapler like a tiny aquatic guardian.
Clark holds it up, smirking.
You glance over from your screen. “You’ve been officially marked.”
He places it right back on the stapler. No one is allowed to touch it after that. Not even Perry.
He never says it, but that dumb shark means something.
A shared joke. A private language. A piece of your brain carved out just for him.
Clark thinks, softly, barely there:
This is how it starts, isn’t it?
x
He feels like he's made of concrete.
Every limb heavy. Every breath slow.
He doesn’t remember sleeping. Not really. Just flashes—his apartment ceiling, the blinking streetlight outside, the steady loop of everything he couldn’t stop thinking about.
It shows on him. He knows that. He didn’t even try to hide it this time.
His tie’s crooked. His eyes are dull. His shirt is wrinkled enough that Lois made a noise when she saw him, like she was personally offended by the fabric.
He trudges through the bullpen, keeps his head down. Reaches his desk.
And freezes.
There’s a cup waiting for him. A paper to-go one, the lid slightly askew. Still warm. He stares at it.
You look up from your computer without saying anything.
He lifts the lid and takes a sip.
It’s cocoa.
Perfectly made—just enough sweetness, not too thick. A sprinkle of cinnamon. Exactly how he likes it. Exactly how he needs it when the weight gets too heavy.
“How did you…?” he asks, voice still rough.
You shrug. “You always want it when you’ve had a bad day.”
Clark doesn’t have an answer for that.
Just stands there for a beat, cocoa in hand, wondering how someone could know him so quietly. So well.
Later that day, when you’re in the copy room, he leaves something on your desk.
It’s tiny—barely the size of your thumb. A small glass bottle, stoppered at the top and filled with fine silver glitter. Tied around its neck: a piece of folded paper.
When you open it, the message is simple, scrawled in his neat handwriting:
For emergencies.
You don’t say anything when you return.
But when he looks up, you’re holding the bottle up to the light, watching the glitter swirl like a snow globe.
You smile.
And Clark feels something shift in his chest—gently, deeply.
Like maybe, just maybe, he’s allowed to be held, too.
x
The walk home becomes a ritual.
Sometimes you talk. Sometimes you just exist next to each other, sharing the quiet hum of the evening.
One night, you tell him about your weird high school poetry phase—scribbled lines hidden in notebooks, awkward rhymes about stars and loneliness.
He tells you about Ma—how she believed in things bigger than just right and wrong, and how she taught him to find light even in dark places.
The city softens around you. Streetlamps flicker to life, casting pools of gold on cracked sidewalks.
At one point, you stoop down and pick up a rock, smooth and shaped vaguely like a heart.
You hand it to him with a grin. “This is a metaphor. Don’t drop it.”
He slips it into his coat pocket without a word but promises himself he never will.
Clark is in love. Probably.
He hasn’t necessarily had that much experience with it, but the feeling seems right. The pull deep behind his ribs feels like love. It makes him want to write poems. Things like “Ode to the Shape of Wet Footprints Outside the Shower” or “Sonnets in the Key of Enamored”.
He’s not a writer, though. Not like that.
Still, he thinks he should tell you. Something. If not all of it, at least the way his heart stutters in his chest when you get him cocoa without asking. Like you know he wants it—needs it sometimes.
And, besides, Ma always said secrets hurt you more than they ever hurt the other person. She was talking about rumors, but, still, Clark thinks the logic holds.
Maybe it’s time he stopped hiding.
x
You pitch it like a joke, like you’re half-serious, half-trying-not-to-care.
“What if we went on vacation here? Stayed in some little hotel? Went swimming and ate greasy takeout?”
He blinks, not expecting you to actually want to do it. But when you look at him, waiting for a “no,” and he doesn’t say it, you smile.
So, he nods. “Yeah. Yeah, let’s do that.”
It feels like the first time he’s agreed to something without overthinking it. No mission, no deadline, no hero stuff. Just you and him, being stupid and normal.
And somehow that’s exactly what he needs.
x
The hotel isn’t fancy. Just a room with a tiny pool, a bed too small for comfort, and enough quiet to feel miles away from everything.
You jump in the pool even though the water’s freezing. You laugh like a kid while he tries to hold his breath underwater, failing miserably. You splash, make dumb faces, and forget the world for a little while.
Dinner’s takeout—messy, greasy, and nothing like what you usually eat. You both sit on his bed, share fries like thieves, teasing each other over who’s the better snack bandit. It’s ridiculous. It’s perfect.
It all seems to go sideways when you start to leave, go to your own room.
You linger in his doorway, lean against the doorframe like there’s something you want to say.
Instead, you only lean forward, press a kiss to his lips.
And, it happens too fast for him to catch up, to kiss you back. You’re gone before he can even realize he wants to.
“I'm sorry,” you mumble. “I’m sorry. That was…” You trail off, shake your head. “I shouldn’t have done that.
“No,” Clark starts, but you’re already turning, already running down the hall to your own room.
You leave him standing barefoot on the hotel carpet, feeling for all the world like a fool.
x
The room feels off.
Too still, like even the air’s holding its breath. The leftover takeout is cold now, fries gone limp in their box. Your laughter clings to the walls like chlorine from the pool to his skin—fading, but not gone. Not yet.
Clark sits on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, staring at nothing in particular. His hair’s still damp, and the pillow behind him is proof he didn’t think to dry off before collapsing back here.
It all replays on a loop:
You, jumping into the pool without hesitating.
You, with fry tusks and that ridiculous grin.
You, standing in the doorway, looking at him like you meant it.
And then—
The kiss.
Soft. Quick.
Enough to undo him.
He hadn’t expected it. Not really. He’d hoped for it—somewhere deep and unspoken—but he didn’t think you’d actually do it. And when you did, when your lips touched his, it felt like gravity flipped sideways.
He didn’t kiss you back. Not because he didn’t want to—he just froze. His whole body went still except for his heart, which was suddenly trying to punch its way out of his chest.
Then you were apologizing. Backing away. Already gone.
He didn’t chase you.
He should’ve.
Now, all he has is silence, chlorine skin, and a pit in his stomach that won’t let him sleep.
x
He doesn’t know what he’s doing.
He’s standing in front of your door, hoodie sleeves pulled over his fists like armor. It’s late. Or early. The hotel hallway hums with that weird, too clean quiet that only shows up at 3 AM.
He raises his hand to knock. Pauses. Drops it again.
Tries to find the version of himself that doesn’t mess this up. Fails.
Then he knocks—soft, but definite.
When you open the door, he forgets everything he practiced on the walk over.
Your eyes are tired. Or maybe just surprised. He can’t tell which.
“Hi,” he says, stupidly.
You don’t say anything at first. Just wait.
He swallows. “I couldn’t sleep.”
You nod once. Still nothing.
He shifts his weight, tries again. “About last night—I didn’t kiss you back. I know. I didn’t move. And I’m sorry if that made you think I didn’t want to.”
He takes a breath, lets it out slow.
“I did. I do. I just panicked. It hit me out of nowhere and I froze. But it wasn’t a no. It was never a no.”
You open the door a little wider, and Clark’s heart stumbles. He doesn’t take a step in. Not yet.
“I’m not really good at this,” he says. “Feelings. Or saying them. But I’ve been sitting in that room trying to figure out what to do, and I kept thinking—what if I don’t say anything and you think I didn’t care?”
He looks down. Then back up.
“I care.”
Three small words. Heavy in his mouth.
He means them.
He stands there, waiting. Hoping. Braced for whatever comes next.
x
You don’t say anything at first. Just look at him like you’re still trying to figure out what to do with the pieces of last night.
Clark holds your gaze. It takes everything in him not to look away. Not because he’s scared of you—he’s scared of hope. Of getting it wrong. Of wanting too much.
Then, slowly, you step closer. Close enough that he can see the tiny crease between your eyebrows ease up.
You reach out—fingers brushing his hoodie like you’re asking permission.
And he nods. Just barely. But it’s enough.
The kiss isn’t dramatic. It doesn’t need to be. It’s not fireworks or movie scores or a grand sweeping anything.
It’s quiet. Steady. The kind of kiss that feels like a beginning.
When you pull back, you’re both a little breathless. But more than that—you’re calm. Like the world has finally taken its foot off your chest.
Clark lets out a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding. The nerves curled at the base of his spine uncoil.
You smile. Just a little.
He smiles back.
And that’s it.
Two people standing in the middle of a hotel hallway, choosing—maybe for the first time—to stop running.
x
It’s nothing special.
Just a Wednesday. A lunch break long enough to breathe, sitting on the concrete ledge outside the office, the two of you watching pigeons fight over half a bagel someone dropped.
Clark doesn’t say much. He doesn’t need to. The air between you is easy now—careful, still, but not tense. Like walking on soft earth. Like something just beginning to take root.
You’re telling him a story—something about a printer jam and someone trying to fix it with a spoon—and he’s nodding along, grinning at all the right parts, but mostly?
He’s focused on what’s in his pocket.
He pulls it out without ceremony.
A tiny plastic astronaut. The kind you’d find in a vending machine. One arm melted just slightly, like it got too close to a candle or someone’s hair straightener. Its face is a shiny gold bubble—no features. Just space.
He sets it beside your coffee cup.
“I saw it and thought of you,” he says, like it’s nothing.
You look at it. Then at him. “Because I’m brave and heroic?”
He shrugs. “Because you launched me into emotional orbit and then abandoned me in deep space, obviously.”
You laugh—the kind of laugh that catches you off guard. That full-body kind.
And then—without even glancing down—Clark reaches for your hand.
And this time, he doesn’t hesitate.
His fingers brush yours. You curl them back.
The astronaut sits between you like a witness. Slightly melted. Slightly ridiculous.
Exactly right.
Clark looks over at you. You’re still smiling. Still here.
No fanfare. No grand declarations.
Just this:
A shared bench. A new trinket. Two people willing to try.
And for once, Clark doesn’t wonder if he’s messing it up.
summary: at the end of the world, you and clark come back together.
word count: 10k
author's note: this is my 300th fic and i really wanted it to be something cool. but i've also never written action or anything this long so. i'm pretty nervous. exes to lovers, world ending stakes, light angst, happy ending. i hope you enjoy it <3
Clark wakes before his alarm.
No crash. No scream. No call for help.
Just a shift–subtle, low in his chest.
Like everything had tilted an inch to the left.
He sits up in bed, his heart beginning to gallop under his skin, lets the quiet settle around him. The Metropolis skyline outside his apartment window is hazy with early morning light, but the air…
It isn’t right.
He steps barefoot onto the balcony, still in his too soft, old pajama pants. He closes his eyes.
A shiver runs through him, goosebumps pricking his flesh.
The air tastes different. On the wind, there’s a scorched taste–metallic, sharp, like the edge of a scream never let out.
The last time he felt something like this, he was thirteen, waking from a nightmare about a planet he didn’t know he came from yet.
Under the pulse of the city, the ground hums. To anyone else, imperceptible. To him–impossible to ignore.
Something is changing.
And not in a way the planet can afford.
x
By the time he’s showered, he’s sure–something is coming. He can feel it in his gut. He gets dressed, pulls on a faded flannel, and starts the coffee maker.
The mug he grabs is chipped–blue ceramic, gifted to him by someone who once laughed at him when he burned his tongue. He doesn’t throw it away. He never has.
He runs a hand through his curls, nervous. He paces a bit, listens to the machine gurgle as it starts to make his coffee.
He's too nervous, energy buzzing through him like a live wire.
He can’t stand still.
Clark pauses, lingers in front of his refrigerator. Still, despite everything, there’s a picture of the two of you stuck to it with a little heart magnet. He had taken down the rest of them–though he hadn’t wanted to. But, he couldn’t hide them all.
You were gone, sure, but, Clark still needed you around. Somehow. He shook off the feeling–the ghost.
By the time his coffee had spilled from the machine into his cup, the message came through. A coded ping in his phone, short and sharp.
“UN emergency advisory. Science and defense brief. Summit at 1100. Attendance required.”
He exhales through his nose.
It was the kind of meeting that didn’t happen unless someone was scared.
Deep down, somewhere between his ribs, he thinks they have a reason to be.
He pours his coffee from the mug into a thermos, hardly tastes it, now. Already, his mind is cycling through possibilities: tectonic stress, magnetic fluctuations, solar interference.
But, he didn’t need to guess.
Whatever it was–he’d know soon enough.
By the time he lands in Geneva, the sky is pale and glassy, clouds like puffs of cotton candy. The air still holds that charge.
Like the whole planet is holding its breath.
Clark does it too, like he can’t help it.
x
The conference center is quiet in that purposeful way–like the walls have seen too many hurried meetings, chaotic discussions–and had stopped trying to pretend to be something it wasn’t. The room is too cold, air conditioner on full blast. The air is sterile, clean.
Empty.
Security is tight. Guards mill about like ants, trying to be useful in a situation where they couldn’t possibly. They check people’s identification, try to keep things in order, Clark can tell.
Not that it really mattered. Clark without his glasses reads Superman, no matter how unequipped he feels for whatever is beginning.
His suit opened doors–whether he wanted it to or not.
He nods at guards, gives tight smiles.
In the center of the room, a general is speaking low to a group of advisors. Scientists hover over screens, murmur about seismic grids and temperature spikes in the Pacific Rim.
And then there’s you.
Impossible, gorgeous, love of his life, you.
Standing near the center table, half-turned toward a holographic display of the Earth’s crust. Your voice–soft, certain–cuts through the air.
“It’s not geological. The patterns aren’t random, and they’re not native. These readings look Kryptonian.”
Clark stops walking.
Everything in him freezes, muscles begging to turn, run away. But, he keeps walking anyway.
Doesn’t have a choice, really.
You don’t look at him as he finds a spot across the table. But you’re not surprised. He sees it in your shoulders–the way you don’t flinch.
You must’ve known he’d be here–had to have at least guessed.
Of course you did.
He wishes he’d had the same chance.
He makes his way toward the display, towards you, hands loose at his sides, fingers flexing over and over around nothing.
You still haven’t looked at him. Not really.
Voice low, he murmurs, “No one told me you were consulting on this.”
You glance at him, finally. Cool. Focused. Detached in a way that stings him, even now.
“Maybe they thought you wouldn’t come if they had.”
It lands harder than he would have expected. He blinks.
“You know that’s not true.”
You shrug. “I don’t know anything.”
You turn back to the display, nodding toward a cluster of glowing glyphs at the Earth’s core on the projection.
“The relic started waking up six months ago,” you start. “But, it wasn’t until last week that it began building. It’s tapping geothermal pressure. Drawing energy. Fast.” A beat. “There’s writing buried in the signal.”
Clark frowns. “Kryptonian?”
You nod. “Some form of it. The dialect…I’ve never seen it before. But the syntax is close enough. The structure–”
You stop. Tilt your head slightly–the way you always had when you had a new train of thought.
“You should see this.”
You pull up a layered schematic. One symbol clearly circled several times, blinking faintly.
“It’s repeated everywhere,” you say, softly. “Always alone. Like a title. Or a name. Zora.”
The glyph flickers, a sharp curl intersected by three vertical lines–like a crown tipped sideways, or a warning etched in fire. Clark doesn’t recognize it. But the sight of it makes his stomach twist like he should.
You look at him again, but it’s different this time. Quieter. Softer.
“Does it mean anything to you?”
He shakes his head. “No.”
But something about it curls behind his ribs. Like déjà vu. Like something he’d almost remembered.
He looks at the glyph again, lets his eyes unfocus just slightly, and…
There’s snow. Not real, not now–but the memory of it, hard-packed and dry under his boots, wind biting at his cheeks. He’s standing somewhere near the edge of the Fortress, watching static bleed across a half-functional console while Jor-El’s projection glitches in and out like a broken film reel. He’d spent days trying to decode symbols not meant for human minds, sifting through echoes of a world lost before he was born.
And, somewhere in that blur of data, in some forgotten strand of corrupted archives, he had seen that shape before.
He thinks.
Maybe not.
His hand twitches at his side, nerves aching to reach out to you.
He presses his palm flat to the edge of the table instead.
Next to him, you’re frowning–not at him, but at the projection, fingers hovering near the console like you’re resisting the urge to touch it. To work faster.
Clark knows that look.
He knows what it means when you press your lips together like that, when you go quiet and still and sharp behind your eyes.
You’re scared.
He’s seen you afraid before. The day Metropolis nearly fell into the sea, when alien spores cracked through the bedrock like roots made of glass. You’d been bleeding then–bottom lip split, ribs cracked, but, still, you had been trying to usher pedestrians towards ambulances, offer help where you could. But even then, you weren’t like this.
That’s what chills him.
That, and the fact that you still haven’t said his name.
It’s been eight months.
He hadn’t counted. Not on purpose. But his body had. In little ways. The twitch in his fingers whenever he walked past that bakery you used to love, the dull ache in his chest whenever he flew past the library’s rooftop where you’d once fallen asleep against him, arms curled around a folder of half-finished research.
His body had kept the calendar–marked the days in the places it hurt.
And now you were here, across from him, the same and not. No ring. No gentle touches to his arm while you talked. No small soft smile that used to curl up uninvited when you caught him looking at you.
Just cold professionalism.
Just Zora, blinking on the screen, burning a hole in the silence between you.
His hand finds the thermos on his belt. It’s still warm. He unscrews the lid, even though he doesn’t want the coffee. He drinks it anyway.
The taste brings him back to that morning, a heartbeat ago. The chipped mug. The picture on the fridge. He thinks, absurdly, of the magnet–a little plastic heart, cracked at the top. You’d found it at a street fair, once. Said it “just needed love” and insisted on using it for the most important photo: the one where you were both soaked from rain, smiling like idiots, your hands looped around his neck.
He almost threw it out, when everything fell apart. His fingers had run over the little crack, considering, then he had stuck it back to the refrigerator.
He hadn’t thrown away anything that reminded him of you. Not the things that really counted.
He wonders if you’ve kept anything.
Wonders if, buried somewhere in your overstuffed laptop case or tucked into the back of a drawer, there’s still some leftover fragment of him.
Stupidly, he wonders if you still have your ring. If you ever put it on, walk around your home, and wish he was around.
Like he does, sometimes. With his wedding band.
He wonders if you miss him.
Not Superman. Not the cape. Just…Clark.
“Does it ever say anything?” he asks, voice a little rougher than he means it to be. He nods at the glyph. “The relic. The signal. Is it speaking?”
You hesitate, and that hesitation lands harder than any answer.
“Not yet,” you say. “But it’s trying.”
He shifts closer, automatically–not enough to be inappropriate, not in this room, not now. Just enough to make it easier to read the screen, easier to see the small strain behind your eyes. The kind of closeness that once meant nothing between you.
Now, it feels like trespassing–like he doesn’t belong in your space anymore.
You don’t move away. But you don’t move toward him either.
You speak again, quieter this time. “If it’s a failsafe…if it’s something Krypton left behind…we don’t know what kind of activation protocol we’re looking at. Or what it’s waiting for.”
His mouth goes dry.
It’s not a leap, not really. There were rumors buried in the Fortress code. Defensive measures, contingency plans. Autonomous vaults. Living weapon caches.
Earth had always been a second choice. Krypton’s afterthought.
What if this relic didn’t see it that way?
What if it was waking up now because it had finally recognized something it was built to obey?
Or worse–something it was built to destroy?
He leans in a fraction more, barely audible. “Why are you really here?”
You look at him then, sharply. Not angry. Not unkind.
Just honest.
“I asked to be.” A beat. “When I saw the language, I knew I had to be.”
“That’s not what I meant,” Clark murmurs.
Your lips press together. The silence stretches. Clark watches the gears twist in your mind, watches you settle on honesty.
Then, softer, “Because if this is Kryptonian…if this is part of your legacy…I didn’t want anyone else translating it. I didn’t trust anyone else to.”
He exhales through his nose. The answer shouldn’t feel like comfort.
But it does.
It makes him feel safer. Even now.
Even after everything.
Before he can reply, the general clears his throat. The murmuring room stills. Orders begin to cascade outward in clipped tones. Delegates start moving.
You step back from the console.
So does he.
But not before one more glance between you. Not before your fingers twitch, just slightly, like maybe–for half a second–you’d almost reached for him too.
Almost.
And then you’re gone again, pulled into the tide of personnel and protocol.
Clark lingers a moment longer. Just long enough to let his fingertips brush the edge of the table where your hand had been.
Just long enough to remember what it used to feel like–before the world started cracking open beneath your feet.
Before you fell apart.
Before Zora.
Before this.
Whatever this is.
Whatever comes next.
The world keeps turning. For now. But, Clark stays in front of the screen, watching the glyph pulse.
Whatever it means–whatever is waking beneath the Earth’s crust–he knows two things for sure:
It is Kryptonian.
And it isn't going to stop.
x
The plane ride is quiet, charged with the sort of frantic energy Clark doesn’t want to touch.
You sit across from him.
The cabin is dim, overhead lights casting the only glow. It makes him feel like a kid again–a teenager, coming home late on the band bus after reporting on the football game for the school paper.
There’s something about that hazy sort of glow. It makes him feel unguarded again. Like he always was when he was with you.
He wants to reach out, touch you–maybe curl his fingers around your own. Small. Grounding.
He doesn’t.
The engines hum around him, a steady, rhythmic sound that could lull him to sleep in a different situation.
Clark steals glances at you, when he can.
When he isn’t going to get caught.
You’re the same, mostly, in all the ways that make his stomach twist, nervous butterflies come to life.
He thinks of the day you got married–how he’d known you for half a lifetime, but had still gotten nervous when he’d seen you in white.
He shakes it off. The seat belt strap digs into his neck. He looks out the window, clouds like pulled cotton. Snow comes down in spits. As they near the site, it falls thicker and thicker.
The plane lands with a start, jolts all of you forward in your seats.
The silence doesn’t break so much as shift, like something exhaling beneath the floor.
A moment later, the back hatch opens with a hiss of pressure. Cold air rolls in–sharp and metallic, edged with snow.
It's the kind that doesn’t stick, isn’t pretty. It just sweeps sideways in the dark and stings your skin like pricks of glass.
Clark stands and follows you down the ramp.
The tarmac below is glazed in a thin sheen of ice, cracked faintly where boot prints haven’t melted. Overhead, floodlights cast long shadows in pale blue. Beyond them: the vague outline of a facility tucked into a low ridge, mostly buried in snow.
Clark shivers.
He steps beside you, close enough that your coat brushes against his. Just for a second.
You don’t lean in, but you don’t move away either.
Clark doesn’t look at you. But he feels it, that hum in his nerves whenever you’re close.
The wind kicks harder across the open field. Beneath it, deeper, quieter–he feels the buzz again.
That impossible hum.
Clark can feel it in his teeth. It rattles him, shakes his insides.
He clenches his jaw.
Beside him, you seem to notice. “You okay?”
He nods, clipped, tight. “M’fine.”
He follows you across the snow-packed field, the wind biting into his cheeks. It’s colder than it should be for this time of year, even at elevation. The kind of cold that seeps under his skin and coils in his chest.
The crunch of his boots against the ice echoes too loud in the stillness. Everything feels too quiet–no birds, no engine hum behind them, just the wind and the faint crackle of something distant and wrong.
They’re high in the mountains, but the earth looks like it’s been split open and left to scar over. Wide fractures snake across the snow covered ground, some shallow, others like deep wounds in the ice. The terrain feels unhealed.
As if it remembers being torn.
Clark slows when he sees the first glyph.
Etched deep into a flat stone, half-buried under a drift, it pulses with a faint bluish light. Not bright, just enough to catch the edge of his attention. His eyes scan further, and then–he sees another. And another.
They’re everywhere.
Carved into rock faces, etched along the edges of ice sheets. Some are random, but others repeat–again and again. That same curling symbol intersected by three vertical lines. It stirs something in his memory. Something old. Forgotten.
“Do you see that?” he murmurs.
You glance over, eyes tracking the glyphs, but your brow creases. You nod. “Zora. Again.”
He stares at you, distracted. “Can you…can you hear that?”
You shake your head, a little cautious now. “Hear what?”
He doesn’t answer. The hum’s stronger now–under his feet, in his chest. Not loud, but present. A vibration that settles in his molars, tightens his jaw, sends a curl of nausea through his gut.
Whatever’s under them–it’s awake. Or waking up.
He pulls his jacket tighter around his body, protection against more than the cold.
The air has changed. It’s not just wind anymore. It feels like standing too close to a thunderstorm just before the strike.
He looks down at the repeated glyph, the curling one with the lines.
It’s not just decoration.
It’s a message. A message he has to understand.
And, quickly.
x
They’re given rooms inside the outer station–old mining housing long since converted into a scientific outpost. The sort of place designed for experiments or learning.
Not this.
The place smells like dust and heating coils and something faintly metallic. The walls hum like the relic does. Less alive, but not quite dead.
Clark drops his bag in his room but doesn’t bother unpacking. He’s back out in the corridor a minute later, drawn by the faint sound of your voice.
Just like he always was.
He finds you in one of the common rooms. The light is low, only a few lamps turned on, and the rest swallowed in shadow. Books are everywhere–half open, stacked, spilling across the table in a way that makes it clear you got frustrated trying to stay neat and gave up halfway through.
He sees your handwriting in the margins of one of the printed reports, looping and careful, a habit from before you typed faster than you wrote. He feels a strange ache in his ribs at the sight.
You don’t look up right away. You're cross-referencing something in two of the books at once, lips pressed together in that way you do when you're thinking too fast for your hands to keep up. He leans against the doorframe.
“You’ve made a mess.”
You glance over, tired, not annoyed. “It was already a mess.”
Clark steps in, picking up one of the tomes. He flips a few pages, though the text isn’t English.
He can read it anyway.
“Zora again,” he murmurs.
You nod, tapping a spot in the open journal in front of you. “It wasn’t designed to be destructive,” you say slowly. “But…its purpose–it’s warped with time. Forgotten. Abandoned. Maybe unfinished. Now…” You glance up at him. “It’s expanding.”
Clark watches you. The light catches on your skin, highlighting the redness of your eyes, the tiredness. He wonders how much sleep you’ve lost lately.
How much of that was because of this, and how much of it was because of him.
You gesture to another passage, and he sits beside you, leaning in. Your elbows brush. Neither of you pulls away.
The conversation fades, but the work continues. Books shift between hands. Notes are added, rechecked, argued. His presence beside you starts to feel familiar again–comforting, like some old rhythm he used to know by heart. He can almost forget what they’re here for, what’s growing beneath them. Almost.
When the hour turns late and the heat kicks on again with a thump, you both pull back. You rub your eyes. Clark stretches and stands.
“I’ll see you in the morning,” you say.
There’s a pause–too long, just long enough.
Loaded. With what, Clark couldn’t say.
He nods, awkward. “Yeah. Night.”
You hesitate like you might add something.
But you don’t.
You only slip out of the room.
x
He wakes to your voice at his side.
Just a whisper, “Clark.”
He jolts upright before he’s even conscious, still tangled in the blanket. For a moment, it doesn’t feel real–just a dream bleeding out of sleep. The sound of you, the urgency in it.
Like another morning, in another life.
Maybe you want breakfast.
He rubs his eyes. “What do you want, baby?” he mumbles, not meaning to say it aloud. “Waffles?”
Then he blinks. The dim shape at his side is you.
You stare at him, wide eyed. Not angry. Just surprised. A little stunned.
“Sorry,” he says, sitting up fast. “I–sorry.”
“It’s okay,” you say softly.
He runs a hand through his hair. “Did you…did you need something?”
That’s when your expression sharpens. “You should see this.”
x
Outside, inky black tendrils cut through the snowy landscape. Bioluminescence glows purple on some of them. Some of them are simply plain.
“What…”
You nod. “I know.”
“What’s happening?”
You cross your arms over your chest. “I think it’s…I think it’s using the Earth. It’s draining energy from the core. Getting stronger.”
You turn towards him, body angling just so that it makes your skin touch his.
It makes him feel a bit like a time bomb–worse than the threat outside could ever do.
“And the planet–the sink holes, the glyphs on rocks…it’s like Earth is rebelling. Resisting.”
Clark doesn’t answer right away.
He watches the tendrils writhe in the distance–slow and deliberate, like they’re tasting the air. Some of them pulse with that unnatural purple glow, while others move with quiet purpose, curling around the bases of trees or sinking into the cracks in the ice.
The wind stirs, but It doesn’t carry snow this time. Just cold. Clean. Empty.
Your shoulder brushes his again. He doesn’t move away.
If he leans a little closer, well, that’s nobody’s business but his own.
He swallows hard, throat tight. “How long do you think it has?”
You don’t speak for a while. Then, “It’s already started.”
The words settle in his chest like weight, like frost. He thinks of Metropolis. Of Smallville. Of his Ma and Pa. Of everyone going about their lives, unaware. Of everything he’s supposed to protect–everything he might already be too late to save.
And still, what rattles him most is how calm your voice is.
Not cold. Not detached. Just…resigned. A little scared. Like you’ve been holding this truth alone for longer than you should have.
You look up at him, and your expression softens.
“I don’t think it means to hurt anyone,” you say. “But it will. If it keeps going.”
He nods, slow. It’s all he can do.
You shift beside him. Your arm still pressed lightly against his, your eyes searching his face like you’re trying to find the boy you used to trust. The man who could stop anything.
And Clark–he isn’t sure what you see.
But, he hopes you still believe in him.
Even when he doesn’t.
x
The ground pulses faintly beneath his feet.
It’s subtle–just a shimmer beneath the frost-laced stone, almost too gentle to notice. But it’s moving, alive in its own slow rhythm. Every time he tries to focus on it, the light dulls slightly, as if aware of being watched. He keeps walking anyway.
Tendrils seem to curl out of their way, make the path more plain.
The path leads them to a half exposed rise in the landscape, where the snow has melted back just enough to reveal smooth stone, carved deep with symbols. He slows as he approaches, gaze sweeping across the surface.
ZORA.
It’s carved into nearly every panel–delicate, curved strokes, some nearly worn away, others glowing faintly through thin layers of ice. It shows up in the interfaces too–hovering symbols and glyphs, flickering displays buried in cracks and walls, pulsing with dim energy.
Clark crouches, one hand hovering over one of the lit panels.
The air around it feels…hesitant. Waiting.
He presses his palm to the surface.
The light responds, but only briefly. It flashes once–sharp and cold–and then goes dim again, folding in on itself like a door closing. Not hostile, exactly. Just unreadable. Like it doesn’t know what to make of him.
He pulls back, thoughtful, watching as the glow recedes. Then he looks up.
You step forward without hesitation. Place your hand on the same spot.
The change is immediate.
The glyphs flare softly beneath your touch, spreading outward in circular ripples. The interface comes to life, casting patterns into the air–maps, perhaps. Coordinates. Threads of alien text bloom across the display, and you study them in silence, eyes narrowing.
Clark watches you quietly, not with envy, but with something closer to awe.
This place responds to you like you’ve been here before.
He half expects the door to open, invite you in, but he doesn’t interrupt.
He just stands beside you, listening to the quiet hum of the air around you and the faint, pulsing warmth that seems to radiate from the relic only when you’re near.
Whatever this is–whatever Zora means–it’s chosen you to hear it first.
And Clark, for now, is content to stand in the stillness and learn what he can.
x
The room glows low with the light of scattered lamps. It’s late. Quiet, but not still. Wind taps softly at the windows. Pages rustle. Books are stacked three and four deep across the long table. Ancient Kryptonian, early phonetic translations, renderings frozen mid-loop. It’s all there. A mess only the two of you could navigate.
Fitting, in a strange way.
You sit across from him. Elbows on the table, sleeves pushed up as you trace a repeating sequence in one of the scanned pages. Zora.
The word appears everywhere. Carved into stone, embedded in interfaces, inked in the margins of older, less stable texts. It’s starting to feel like a pattern–not a name, but a thread. A concept.
“A place?” you murmur. “Or a person. Or maybe…” You pause, frown slightly. “A return. Like a…cycle. Something coming back.”
Clark doesn’t answer right away. He’s looking at you again.
Not in the obvious way. Just quiet, steady, remembering. The slope of your shoulders in the lamplight. The way you rest your chin in your hand while you think. It’s nothing new. He’s seen it a hundred times before–late nights, early mornings, on the couch you’d picked together.
The one you’d left behind.
Zora. He mouths the word, barely audible. Tasting it.
You glance up.
He looks down.
There’s a notebook in front of him. It’s mostly empty. He hasn’t taken as many notes as you have. He hasn’t had to. He keeps rereading the same phrase anyway, turning it over in his head.
It feels like something buried in his chest. Just out of reach.
You reach for one of the books between you at the same time he does. Your fingers touch–just the barest brush–but neither of you pulls back right away.
He wonders if you can hear his heartbeat.
Your eyes meet. There’s something unspoken in the look–something worn and quiet and complicated. Not just memory. Not just distance. Not just the ache of what broke.
A rhythm. One that's still there, beneath the weight of everything else.
You turn back to the page eventually, hand retreating with a quiet sort of care. Clark shifts back in his seat and exhales through his nose, like it might settle something in his ribs.
The word shines again on the screen: Zora.
He doesn’t know what it means yet. Not really.
But in the soft space between you, he starts to wonder if it has less to do with a weapon or a warning–and more to do with something gentler.
A place.
A promise.
x
It starts like a heartbeat.
Clark’s in the secondary wing of the outpost, hunched over a console that hasn’t responded to anything in hours. The interface flickers under his hands, fussy and half broken. Static curls at the corners of the display.
Then the tremor rolls beneath his boots.
Subtle at first–like a shift in pressure. A change in the air. But then it hits again, stronger, enough to rattle the table. Enough to make him stand.
He listens.
No alarms. No warning. Just silence–and underneath it, that rising hum. Low, electric, almost imperceptible, except in the way it winds through his molars and settles in his skull like a threat he can’t name.
He glances toward the hallway.
You’re not here.
He doesn’t hesitate. He just moves.
Clark runs fast through the narrow corridors, the overhead lights flickering once–twice–as he passes under them. Somewhere deep in the structure, metal groans. A monitor screen fuzzes to static and dies. The hum is growing louder.
When he reaches the main chamber, he sees you.
You’re standing at the far end of the room, near the table you’d both claimed for your research. Papers are scattered, the datapad in your hand vibrating faintly, reacting to something neither of you triggered.
He slows only slightly as he crosses the space between you.
“You felt that?” he asks, voice low but urgent. Like he has to be sure he’s not crazy.
You nod. “It’s not seismic.”
The floor beneath you shudders again–sharp, a fault line fracture–felt more than seen.
And then it happens.
From the far wall, just beyond the sealed partition, something stirs–dark and jagged, snaking through the cracks in the metal like veins. Tendrils. Biomechanical, moving with purpose. They press against the wall like they’re listening. Or learning.
Clark steps in front of you before he can think.
Then–without warning–the hum breaks like a wave.
And a voice, not heard but delivered, fills his head.
“You are not the end we were promised, Kal-El.”
It’s not angry. It’s not kind. It just is–cold and knowing and impossibly old.
The tendrils freeze.
The hum fades–slow, reluctant, like it’s only retreating for now.
Clark doesn’t move.
You’re breathing hard behind him. The datapad screen is white with static, pulsing once every few seconds.
The quiet stretches.
Then, gently, you speak. “Clark?”
He turns, and in the glow of failing lights and paper-thin fear, all he can think is:
Please still believe in me.
Because I don’t.
Then, your voice, quiet, but sure, “I think we’re out of time.”
You look at him, and for a moment, neither of you moves. The tension is brittle–like glass pulled too thin. His eyes are sharp but unsettled, jaw tight in that way it always gets when he’s scared but trying not to be.
Then–a sound.
Low. Distant.
A grinding crunch that vibrates through the floor. Like stone shearing against metal. Or something larger than it should be shifting far too close.
You both freeze.
Then another sound, closer this time. A deep, warbling groan, like the earth trying to speak through fractured lungs.
Clark turns sharply toward the door.
“Come on.”
You run.
The hallway lights flicker as you sprint through them, datapad still clutched in your hand. The hum is rising again–not in his ears this time, but in the air itself. Everything tastes metallic. The cold bites deeper.
The moment you step outside the outpost, the sky seems to bend.
It’s not night, but the clouds have thinned into strange, high streaks. The air feels charged–like it does before a thunderstorm.
Then he sees it.
Out in the snow covered field beyond the ridge–where the initial seismic reading had first pinged on the scans–the ground is breaking open. A deep, jagged split has formed, and from it, light spills out. Not warm. Not welcoming.
Cold, blue-white, searing and rhythmic.
And the relic–if that’s what it is–is rising. Or assembling. It pulses with energy in waves, tendrils unfurling like limbs, wrapping into place with mechanical precision. Not like something waking up. Like something returning.
Clark moves beside you, breath caught tight in his throat.
From somewhere beneath it all, from no mouth and no speaker, a voice echoes again. This time, not into Clark’s mind–into the world:
Zora.
The name–half warning, half promise–reverberates through the ice.
The wind kicks up hard. The snow lifts in sheets. The ground vibrates so sharply his teeth rattle.
Clark grabs your hand.
Not because you can’t run.
Because it’s starting. And, something deep in his chest has to touch you.
Because this is the moment neither of you can turn back.
Your eyes meet for just one second.
And then the world begins to change.
x
“Clark,” you say, voice thick with desperation. “Come on. You can’t just go off half-cocked and alone.”
“I’m the only one who can.”
He weaves through the hallways, heading for the exit with missile like focus. You follow behind him, hoping to make him change his mind, he’s sure.
You catch up to him, fingers wrapping around his arm. The contact sends a jolt through him–familiar and grounding in a way he almost can’t handle, not now.
He knows what you’re doing.
You’re trying to pull him back. Make him see reason. But he can’t let himself pause for long. Not when the relic is pulsing louder by the minute–reshaping the land, shaking the earth, pulling energy from deep underground like it’s breathing for the first time.
A nearby officer steps forward, tense and weary. “Sir,” he says, voice rough, “this is…it’s a suicide run. The insertion point’s too narrow. It’s collapsing. Once you go in, that’s it.”
Clark stops and faces him. “I’m the only one who can survive the initial push. The relic…it responds to me.”
“It’s been responding to me more than you,” you snap, breath uneven. “You know it has.”
He meets your eyes–knows you’re right. He’s felt it too. The way the relic seems to pull toward you, the warmth it gives off when you’re near. It should be you going in. But if something goes wrong–if the path closes behind you–he won’t risk it.
He can’t.
Not you.
“This has to be done,” he says, quieter now. “Before it’s too late.”
The officer doesn’t argue. Just gives a short nod. “We’ll provide cover from here. But make it fast.”
Clark turns toward the exit, ready to go. The air feels thin in his lungs. His pulse is steady–but beneath that, there’s something trembling. Not fear. Not quite.
You step closer, blocking his path. Your jaw tight, your eyes still storming. “Can I speak to you alone?”
He exhales slowly, nods once.
Because even now–even when the world feels like it’s tipping toward the edge–he’d still stop for you.
Always.
Even at the end of the world.
x
He follows you out of the operations hallway, past the low hum of panicked voices and flickering monitors, until the sounds fade into a hush.
You lead him to a quiet overlook above the field, the snow reflecting a sickly light from below–where the relic pulses like a second heartbeat beneath the ice.
The cold bites at his skin. He barely notices.
You stop a few feet from the ledge. He keeps his distance at first, then closes it–just enough that your breath could reach him if you turned.
“Say what you need to say,” he murmurs.
You glance down at the shifting glow. “You’re going to go in there. Alone.”
He nods once. “I have to.”
“You always think you have to,” you say, quietly, but it cuts all the same. “Like no one else ever could.”
He swallows. “That’s not fair.”
You turn then, sharp. “Isn’t it?”
He exhales through his nose, tries to keep his voice steady. “If something goes wrong in there–if the space collapses or the relic lashes out…you don’t come back. I can’t let that happen. Not to you.”
There’s a flicker in your expression–anger, maybe, or something softer, buried deep. “That’s not your choice.”
“It is,” he says, and this time his voice breaks a little. “It always is. That’s the problem.”
He runs a hand through his hair, turns away from the relic’s glow. “You think I want this? I don’t. I never did. I didn’t ask to be Kryptonian. I didn’t ask to be some...last-hope emblem for a planet that’s already dead.”
You don’t speak. You let him go on.
“I couldn’t save Krypton. I couldn’t stop Earth from falling into this…” He trails off, chuckles bitterly. “Whatever that thing is. And I couldn’t stop you from leaving.”
The silence after that is brutal.
He looks at you again, eyes tired. “I keep thinking...if I do this right–if I fix this relic, save the world, hold the planet together with my bare hands–maybe something will feel different. Maybe it’ll feel like I’ve done enough.”
You stare at him for a moment. When you finally speak, your voice is calm. Too calm.
“You don’t owe Krypton anything.”
He flinches, barely. You step closer.
“You’re not their weapon.”
The words land like a strike. He drops his gaze.
“You’re not Krypton’s redemption, Clark.”
The air between you pulses. Not with energy, not with relic-born static–but something older. Something broken.
He’s quiet for a long time. Then, softly, “Then what am I?”
You reach out. You don’t touch him, not yet, but your hand hovers near his. Close enough he could take it if he wanted.
And, he does. Desperately.
“You’re a good man,” you say. “You’re the man who brought me tea when I was sick. Who left notes in my coat pockets in winter for me to find later. Who said I do with stars in his eyes.”
He swallows hard. You’re not done.
“You’re a survivor. You’re someone who gets up even when the world tells you not to. Who keeps trying, even when you’re tired. Especially then. And you’re the man I–” You stop yourself. Rewind. “You’re the man I believed in. Who I still believe in.”
He lets out a shaky breath, like the weight of the past months–years–finally breaks something open in his chest. His eyes are damp.
“This thing down there,” you continue, nodding toward the relic, “it’s trying to twist you into something else. Into the last son of Krypton. Into a legacy. But that’s not who you are.”
He looks at you then, eyes searching, hollowed by exhaustion and grief and guilt he’s never known how to set down.
“That’s not who I loved,” you say, quietly.
There it is.
He presses his hand over his mouth, breath catching. Not to hold back tears–he’s past that–but like he’s holding in the answer to a question you didn’t ask.
He finally speaks, voice raw. “If I don’t make it back…”
“Don’t,” you cut in, firm. “Don’t say it.”
You step in, just enough that your shoulder brushes his. The contact startles him, soft and immediate and grounding.
He leans into it.
You let him.
“I’m coming back,” he says, half to convince you, half to convince himself.
“You better, Kent.”
You glance at him, your expression still tight, still unreadable.
“I’m coming back,” he says, half to convince you, half to convince himself.
“You better, Kent.”
You glance at him, your expression still tight, still unreadable.
And for a second, he thinks that’s it. That this is where you leave him–again. That you’ll walk away and he’ll go down into the unknown with your silence hanging in the air like a verdict.
But then you move.
No warning.
No lead-in.
You grab his collar and pull him in.
The kiss lands like a punch. Desperate. Ungraceful. Your lips crash into his like you’re trying to bruise something loose in both of you. There’s nothing delicate in it. No perfect angles, no soft violin swell. It’s breathless and raw, clumsy with emotion and the taste of everything you never got to say.
He doesn’t hesitate.
He kisses you back like he’s drowning. Like you’re the only thing tethering him to the surface.
Maybe you are.
His hands come up instinctively–one curling into the back of your coat, the other splayed wide across your back. Holding you like he’ll lose you if he lets go for even a second.
Maybe he already has. Maybe this is just a dream dressed as a memory.
But it’s real enough that his knees feel unsteady.
You make a sound in the back of your throat–somewhere between a sigh and a sob–and pull back first.
He chases after the space you leave, forehead finding yours before he can stop himself.
You’re both breathless. Unspoken words coil in the cold air between you, heavy and close.
He can’t say it.
He wants to.
He wants to tell you he still loves you, always did, never stopped–not for a second. But the words lodge in his throat, strangled by the weight of what comes next.
So instead, he just stays there. Breathing against your skin. Eyes closed. Letting the moment last one second longer than it should.
When you finally pull away, you just look at him for a long moment, and in that look is everything you couldn’t fit into the kiss.
“Something to come home to,” you murmur, almost a promise. Then, “I’ll be in your ear.”
There’s no room for debate. You turn on your heel, walk away.
Somehow, though, knowing you’ll be at his back, comforts him.
He watches you go. Not because he wants to.
But because he has to.
This–you–have always been the part of him that made the fight worth it.
And now, he realizes, maybe this whole time…he wasn’t trying to save the world.
Maybe he was just trying to get back to you.
x
The wind howls high above the outpost, but down here, everything is still. Still and waiting.
Clark hovers just above the snowy ground, his cape caught in a slow, unnatural current that doesn’t match the wind. Before him, the mouth of the relic yawns open–a hole in the earth itself, rimmed with black, biomechanical tendrils that pulse with dim light.
It opens like something alive. Like something hungry.
“You seeing this?” he asks, quietly.
Your voice crackles in his ear, calm and clear. “We’ve got eyes. Confirming pattern shift on the outer walls.”
It shouldn’t calm him. But it does. The line between you two, this tenuous stretch of signal and trust, is the only steady thing he has left.
He clings to it like you’re really here.
He exhales, then drops.
The descent is fast–and then suddenly not. Gravity bends. Light swirls. The walls around him shift and roll like oil on water, their surfaces laced with threads of bright veins, pulsing, flickering. For a second, they close in too fast–hostile, violent–and he braces, arms up.
Then they recede.
Not welcoming. Not even neutral.
But…watching. Noticing.
Recalibrating.
He lands on a platform that wasn’t there a second ago. Behind him, the entrance seals with a bone-deep thunk. His comms flicker. Static. Then:
“Clark?” Your voice again, settling over him like a warm blanket in a cold room.
He breathes. “I’m here.”
The HUD in his visor distorts. Readouts bend sideways. Symbols flicker across the glass–some in Kryptonian, some in something older. He squints, trying to focus.
You guide him, your voice steady. “Left corridor. Follow the glyph pattern that looks like a curl intersected by three vertical lines. It’s repeating.”
Zora. It’s there again. Subtle, then sharper. Flashes on a panel beside him. Pauses. Waits.
He presses a hand to it. It warms slightly–then dims. Non-hostile, but not for him.
For you. For the you in his ear and his heart.
The air inside the relic is thick, syrupy. It buzzes in his bones. The silence is complete–so total it becomes a sound of its own. And deeper in, something shifts.
He turns a corner and stares.
A memory waits in the space ahead–shaped in light and movement and impossible physics. A room that no longer exists. Krypton. He knows it instinctively. It thrums in his marrow.
And in the center of the projection: his mother.
She turns. Her expression is wrong. Nothing like the video. Frozen in pain. Then she dissolves.
The floor pulses red.
Clark sways.
“I’m seeing–” he tries to speak, but the words don’t come out right. “Something…”
The comms cut again. Your voice vanishes, and with it the last thread of his bravery.
And all he has left is the echo of you, somewhere in his chest.
He’s deeper now. The maze tightens around him.
His powers stutter. He tries to fly and instead falls–slows, floats, glides to a hard landing. The air bites at him. Not with cold, but something…wrong. Something that doesn’t belong to Earth. Or Krypton. Or anywhere he understands.
His hands tremble. He doesn’t know if it’s weakness or fear.
He thinks of you.
Of your voice in his ear. The only thing that’s felt solid in days. Weeks. Maybe years.
He remembers the night you left.
He remembers how you kissed him that last time–not angry, not cruel. Just…tired. Defeated. Like you couldn’t wait for him to come home anymore.
He touches the side of his head, trying to will your voice back.
He misses you.
Instead: static. And beneath it, the low thunder of something waking.
He stumbles forward. Walls bend. His vision splits.
Then a voice–not yours–speaks:
“You are not the end we were promised, Kal-El.”
The sound fills the space, not with volume but with weight. Like judgment. Like history pressing down all at once.
Clark drops to one knee. Tries to breathe.
The light around him dims.
And he realizes, with a sudden, cutting clarity–
He’s not going to make it out.
x
Suddenly, the wall splits open behind him.
He doesn’t see it at first. He hears it–the sound of tearing metal and rushing breath.
You step through with the light of the outside world haloing your silhouette. Your chest rises fast. Your eyes lock on him–wide, stunned, desperate.
Then suddenly, you’re there, kneeling at his side, throwing his arm around your shoulder.
He blinks. “You…?”
You hold him, bracing more of his weight than you ever should. His legs don’t want to work right, but you don’t hesitate.
Right now you feel like the only solid thing in the entire world.
“The hell are you doing here,” he mumbles.
“Is that not obvious?” Your voice drips with sass.
But it shakes.
He leans into you. Lets you take some of the weight.
The relic feels it–your presence. The space calms. Glyphs flicker. The walls soften, almost imperceptibly.
What he doesn’t know–what he’ll never see–is the fear in your eyes when he went dark. How your hands had trembled over the comms console. The way you’d run from the room, ignoring generals, techs, all their well-meaning shouted warnings.
“He’s gone,” they had said. “There’s nothing we can do.”
“Well,” you started, voice thick with unshed tears. “Then, I’m not gonna let him die alone.”
You’d flown with fire in your veins and love in your heart–not because you were sure you could save him, but because you’d promised you wouldn’t let him go through this alone. And you don’t break promises.
Not when he had never let you down. Not really.
Now, here you are.
And Clark can’t even breathe.
He looks at you like he’s still trying to believe you’re real. That you’re not some vision his mind conjured up from the better part of his life.
You look at him.
“I told you I’d be with you.”
Like it’s simple. Just a fact.
He shakes his head, dazed. “You didn’t have to.”
You look away. “I couldn’t let you die alone.”
He swallows hard.
There’s so much he wants to say. None of it fits in his mouth.
So instead, he just stands there with you in the impossible quiet, letting you hold him up.
Letting himself hope–for the first time in a long time–that maybe this isn’t the end.
Of the two of you, or the world.
x
You move through the shifting biomechanical corridors of the relic beside Clark, your minds syncing in a delicate dance between desperation and hope. The walls pulse faintly, casting ghostly shadows as you scan the glyphs etched across surfaces–fragments of Kryptonian language tangled with something foreign, survival code woven into an ancient digital heart.
Clark guards you fiercely, though his side aches, his head throbs all the way to his brain.
He uses his body as a shield against the hostile architecture that bends and warps unpredictably with his presence.
You feed him steady translations as you go, your voice the tether keeping him grounded. His HUD flickers and stutters, but you push through, fingers flying over your datapad as you unlock command sequences and decipher the labyrinthine script.
Every so often, the relic lashes out–walls folding aggressively, disorienting the space around you both.
Clark is beginning to think that grief is why the relic responds to you. The grief you feel for him, for the life you shared.
He feels it too.
Then, together, you spot it again: the glyph for Zora. It pulses softly, a beacon in the chaos, familiar and heavy with meaning neither of you fully understands yet. The relic’s terraforming sequence accelerates–a countdown clock to catastrophe clicks away in Clark’s mind, an unstoppable force fueled by ancient will.
You seem to realize there’s no brute force solution at the same time he does. This is not a machine to be fought, but a spirit to be reasoned with. The answer lies in speaking its language, on its own terms.
A flash memory flickers unbidden–a quiet night on the couch, Clark sharing a whispered bedtime story from long ago, something from Krypton no normal child would have remembered, a child’s word hanging in the air: Zora.
The promise of return. The hope of home.
The one who brings you back.
“It’s home,” Clark croaks, voice scratchy. “Zora. It means home. Coming home.”
The relic’s energy surges around you, the air thick with tension as systems overload and the structure trembles on the brink. Lights dim to twilight, and the once menacing hum softens to a breath.
“That’s it,” you murmur, something clicking into place that Clark can’t see.
You squeeze his hand tightly. His eyes meet yours, the unspoken weight of the moment settling between you like a fragile thread.
With calm certainty, you step forward, voice steady in the electric silence.
“Zora.”
Time fractures–everything freezes.
The glyphs still. The walls ripple softly, like a flower closing at dusk. Tendrils of energy retract, the rising hum cutting off suddenly, as if the world itself exhales.
The relic folds inward, a dying star collapsing gracefully into peace. The AI fades, no longer a force of destruction, but a memory gently laid to rest.
Zora. Return. Completion. The end of the cycle.
You glance around as the walls close in. “We’ve got to get out of here.”
Clark nods, quick. “I could try flying.”
He’s not sure he can, not sure it will work.
“Okay,” you murmur. “Make it quick, Kent.”
Like you still believe in him.
With his last burst of energy, he wraps an arm around your waist, surges towards the sky.
x
The air outside tastes real–uncorrupted by the alien machine’s pulse. The humming is gone.
“It’s over,” Clark says, voice full of disbelief.
“It never needed to conquer,” you murmur, shrugging lightly. “It needed to let go.”
Clark lands with a soft thud, groans at the impact. Instantly, you reach for him, throw his arm over your shoulder again.
“Come on, farm boy.” You tease. “You need a medic tent.”
He shakes his head, matches your pace. “M’fine.”
You glance at him. “Did it sound like I was asking?”
He looks at you with a new kind of understanding–something like longing mixed with a deep knowing.
“No.” He chuckles. “I guess it didn’t.”
x
People crowd around Clark the minute the pair of you come into view, but you don’t let him go.
It makes his stomach flips. Your quiet determination.
He’s half-carried into the medical tent, his suit cracked and scorched, cuts staining the fabric beneath. He’s stiff, but clenching his jaw to mask the pain.
You stay at his side, brushing off medics who reach for you instead.
“I’m fine,” you say firmly. “Help him.”
One medic insists you sit, but you shake your head, eyes locked on Clark.
He tries to joke through the pain, voice rough but teasing, “You’re really not gonna let me look cool, huh?”
The laugh is brittle, and it cuts through you sharper than any wound. You reach out instinctively and take his hand–he doesn’t pull away.
His breath is shallow, uneven, but his eyes stay fixed on you, as if you’re the only real thing left in the chaos.
You whisper, “I couldn’t let you die alone.”
Anybody else wouldn’t have heard you. But, Clark–even without enhanced hearing–had always heard you.
He heard you in his heart.
His eyes close briefly. When they open again, the faintest hint of a smile ghosts across his face. “You didn’t. You brought me back.”
The camp is quiet now, the fire low and sputtering. Clark rests on a cot near the flames, patched up but pale, eyelids heavy.
You sit close, unwilling to leave his side, hands wrapped around your knees, thoughts tangled.
His voice breaks the silence, barely audible, “Zora…”
You lean in, curious. “What did that mean to you, back then? When you were a kid? I remember the story, but…”
He blinks slowly, a faint smile playing on his lips. “Bedtime stories. A place…a person…a promise. The one who brings you home.”
You nod, understanding more deeply than ever before.
“That’s what you were in there,” he murmurs, eyes searching yours.
“You were my Zora.”
You look at him for a long time. “Well,” you start, “you were always mine.”
Clark’s throat gets tight, thick with emotion. He can only nod. Then, he takes a breath.
“And, it can mean come back...but only if you really mean it.”
He looks at you, hope in his eyes.
The silence stretches between you, thick with everything unsaid. Finally, he breathes out, barely a question, “Would you let me?”
You blink. “What?”
“Come back.”
The words linger, a promise and a plea.
“Maybe,” you murmur. “If you meant it.”
He turns his head toward you, eyes clearer now but still heavy with uncertainty. His voice is low, almost unsure, but he can’t not ask you. Not after everything.
“If I asked again–would you say yes?”
You don’t answer right away. Instead, you study him–beyond the bruises and cracks, to the man still standing beneath it all.
Then, you settle on honesty.
“I never stopped wanting you to.”
He reaches out, unable to resist. His hand finds yours–slow, steady, grounding.
You say nothing more. You don’t need to.
The pair of you have already said everything.
x
For hours, you’ve sat at his side. You had finally relented, let a medic check you out, but as soon as you were cleared, you were back.
Now, the moon hanging high in the sky, Clark scoots over on his medical cot.
“Come up here,” he murmurs.
You glance up. “What?”
“You can’t sleep on the floor.”
“Of course I can.”
He looks at you, painfully fond. “Well, I don’t want you to.”
“Fine,” you murmur. “Fine. We wouldn’t want to upset Superman.”
Clark laughs, bright and wonderful. “No, you wouldn’t.”
You settle beside him in the way you’ve done a million times before. Still, it’s something new, now. Something he’s missed, desperately.
It sets sparks along his skin.
You both look up, the stars above you glisten and glow. Clark just enjoys it. He feels the quiet certainty of your hand in his, steady and warm.
You whisper–no longer a plea, but a promise, “Come back, hm?”
A thought settles quietly in his chest:
He was Krypton’s last son, and maybe that meant something, to some people.
But, to him, you’re his return.
His home.
He never wants to leave it again.
x
He’s been standing outside your apartment for a few minutes, heart pounding more and more with every passing second. One hand holds a flower–wild, picked outside his apartment from a beautiful community garden–the other conceals a small box tucked in his coat pocket.
His mind replays the moment from the medical tent–the way you held his hand, laid beside him, the way you never said no.
“If I asked again,” he had said, “would you say yes?”
The question echoes inside him.
He told himself to wait longer. Give you space. Let you come to him.
But a week was too long. He couldn’t stay away. Not any longer. Not with the memory of your fierce protectiveness, your gentle cuddles, resting in his heart.
He raises his hand and knocks.
The worst thing you could say is no.
And, really, the worst thing would be never asking again at all. Never knowing. Never having.
You’re barefoot, holding a mug, caught somewhere between surprise and something softer–acceptance, maybe.
Clark’s heart stutters. You’re real. Alive. Here.
He offers the flower like a peace offering. You take it without hesitation.
He watches your eyes–the place where love used to live.
Looking at you now, he thinks it still does.
He doesn’t kneel. Doesn’t make a speech.
He simply pulls the small velvet box from his pocket and holds it out–closed.
“It’s not the same one,” he says softly. “I didn’t want this to be about what we lost–the past. I want it to be about what we still could choose.”
He takes a breath, but he doesn’t ask yet. He lets the gesture hang between you, open-ended and full of possibility.
You ask quietly, “Why now?”
He answers honestly, eyes steady.
“Because I meant it. When I asked before.” He holds your gaze. “I want to come back–come home. To you. Because, no matter what, I’ve never stopped loving you.”
There’s no rush. Just the truth–the kind you only say when you’ve been broken apart and still want to try again.
He smiles, soft and steady.
You step back–just enough. Not an invitation, but permission.
He walks in. The door closes behind him with a gentle finality.
The sound feels like a beginning.
He sets the ring box down on the kitchen table–beside the keys you still hang on the same hook.
You sit. He sits. He doesn’t touch you–not yet. He waits.
Then, you lean over, press the softest kiss to his lips.
“I never stopped loving you, either, farm boy,” you murmur.
Clark grins.
And, for the first time in a long time, he doesn’t feel like he’s running out of time.
and i wonder if you know (how it feels to let you go)
summary: clark needs you. he calls, though he doesn’t think you'll show up. you do.
word count: 1.7k
author's note: a little angsty to start but it ends fluffy. i hope you enjoy <3
Clark can see the twinkling lights of the city outside his window.
If he listened, he could hear the chaos—the sounds of life and love and heartbreak that everyone spends their lives going through.
He doesn’t want to hear anything, though.
He sits on the floor in his living room. You had taught him that—sitting on the floor—you’d said sometimes all you needed was to be closer to the ground. Sometimes it helped.
It wasn’t.
His back is against the couch. One leg stretched out, the other pulled up. He’s still in his suit, mostly. The cape’s gone. He thinks maybe it caught on something. He doesn’t remember taking it off.
He catches sight of his phone on the coffee table. The screen lights up, but there’s no notification. Just his own reflection for a moment—drawn, older than he should look.
He grabs the phone before laying down. The hardwood digs into his spine, sharp and grounding. He scrolls through nothing. Opens and closes messages. Leaves some unsent.
He scrolls again. Pauses. Your name is still there—hasn’t changed. You never blocked him. He never got rid of the heart beside it. He doesn’t know if that makes things better or worse.
He presses it. Doesn’t let himself think. Just…presses.
The ringing nearly undoes him. He’d thought maybe you wouldn’t pick up. That would’ve been easier. That would’ve been fair.
But then:
“Hello?”
Your voice. Soft. Cautious. Not angry. Just…tired.
He almost chokes on it. Doesn’t speak at first. When he finally does, it’s a whisper. Like he’s afraid the wrong word might break the whole thing apart.
“It’s me.”
You don’t answer right away. He hears a breath—yours, maybe. Maybe not. He has no right to know anymore.
“I—I know I shouldn’t have called.” His voice cracks. He tries to steady it. Fails. “I’m sorry. I just…I didn’t know what else to do.”
Still nothing.
He rubs a hand down his face. Feels the ache in his jaw again. The pressure behind his eyes.
“I tried not to,” he admits, voice raw. “I tried not to call you. I really did.”
A pause.
“But I kept hearing your voice. In my head. And it was—it was the only thing that didn’t hurt.”
He hates how quiet he sounds. How small. But he can’t stop now.
“Please.”
A breath.
“Will you come?”
x
It’s late. The kind of late that softens the city, makes everything seem farther away than it really is. Half the lights are off. One of the windows is cracked open. There’s a bruise on his ribs. Another on his jaw. They’ll be gone by morning, but for now, he lets them ache.
He breathes.
And then—
The door opens.
Quiet. Like you were trying not to wake him. Like you weren’t sure he’d want you there after all.
Silly. He’d want you in any circumstances. Always. At the end of the world.
He looks up, elbows leaning on the floor.
It’s been months.
Years, maybe, depending on how you count it. If you use Clark’s sleepless nights and red rimmed eyes, it could have been a lifetime.
You don’t say anything.
You just set your bag down.
He watches your hands. The way your fingers curl slightly around the strap before letting go.
Then he says it—small, like he doesn’t trust the sound of it, “You came.”
You’re still by the door. You could leave. You probably won’t.
You answer—voice quiet. Worn.
“You called.”
He blinks. Like he doesn’t quite believe you’re real. His body shifts like he wants to stand, but doesn’t.
“I didn’t think you would,” he says.
“I almost didn’t.”
“But?”
“But I heard your voice.” You pause, shrug. “It sounded like you needed me.”
Something in him breaks then, but not loudly. Just the way a breath escapes all at once. The way he presses a hand over his eyes.
You cross the room. You don’t touch him.
You go to the kitchen. You fill the kettle. Your hands move like they’ve done this a hundred times.
You make cocoa.
You sit beside him.
You don’t need to talk yet. Not really.
The fact that you’re here is already speaking louder than anything else.
x
The cocoa’s gone cold between you.
You’re sitting close enough now that your shoulders brush. It’s not a touch so much as a shared weight—like maybe, if you both lean a little harder, you won’t tip over.
He hasn’t spoken in a while. You let him sit in it. He needs to choose the words this time.
When he finally does, it’s quiet. Barely a breath.
“I had a dream.”
You don’t look at him yet. Just let the words settle between you.
“You were leaving. You didn’t say anything, you just…walked away. Like it was already decided. Like I wasn’t even part of it.”
A pause.
“I tried to call after you. But I couldn’t say your name. Couldn’t move. Just stood there and watched.”
He exhales, long and slow, like the memory is still lodged in his lungs.
Then, quiet, “It’s not the first time I’ve had that dream.”
You still don’t look at him. He keeps going.
“I brushed it off, before. Told myself it was nothing. Just…just dealing. But today—”
His voice falters.
“Today was different.”
You glance at him, finally. He doesn’t see anger in your eyes, or even annoyance. Instead, it’s something like affection.
He goes on.
He’s looking down at his hands like they’ve betrayed him.
“I was responding to a collapse. Just a standard call. I pulled someone out of the wreckage, and they were—”
He stops.
Shakes his head.
“It wasn’t you. I know that. But for a second, I thought—”
He rubs a hand over his face, jaw tight.
“I just got scared. Not of the building. Not of dying. That’s never really been the fear.”
Finally, he looks at you.
And this time, it sticks. He holds your gaze as he says, “I’m scared I won’t know. If something happens to you. If you need me. I’m scared I’ll be somewhere else, saving someone else, and—”
He swallows hard.
“And I’ll miss it.”
His chest aches.
Because you know this fear. Because in a way, it’s the one that ended you.
He was always trying to be everywhere. For everyone. And you were never going to ask him to choose.
But there were nights you needed him. Really needed him. And he wasn’t there.
And maybe it wasn’t his fault. Maybe it wasn’t yours.
But the hurt? It stayed. He knows that.
“That’s what it always was, wasn’t it?” you say softly. “Not that you didn’t care. Just that you didn’t know to how be both.”
He doesn’t respond right away. His silence is answer enough.
“I should’ve asked you to stay,” he says. “Back then. I should’ve said something.”
You nod.
“I would’ve. If you had.”
The silence returns—but it’s different now. Not empty. Not bitter.
Just full of everything neither of you said, and everything you still might.
Then, quietly, “I don’t know if I can fix it.”
“I’m not asking you to.”
You shift closer. Just enough that your knee presses against his. Grounds him.
“You called,” you remind him. Then, a sort of shrug. “I came.”
Like it was a foregone conclusion. Like you always would have, no matter what.
x
You don’t say you’re staying.
You don’t have to.
When you follow him down the hall, when you don’t hesitate at the doorway—that’s more than enough.
The bedroom is the same. Which is to say: it’s still missing something. He’s lived in it like a man in a hotel. Sheets washed, bed made, lamp fixed when it broke. But nothing added. Nothing changed.
You disappear into the bathroom with a shirt he forgot he still had. The sound of the door clicking shut is soft—too soft for anyone but him to notice. But it cuts through his chest.
He sits on the edge of the bed and exhales into his hands.
He’s not sure what he expected tonight. A conversation. A fight. Maybe silence.
Not this. Not the weight of you in his space again, quiet and steady like a promise.
The door opens. You return.
And for a second, he can’t look at you.
You’re wearing his shirt. Not one of the new ones. An old thing, faded and soft from too many washes. It still fits you the same.
You slip into bed beside him like it’s the most natural thing in the world. And it was, once. It could be, again. But he doesn’t know the rules anymore. Doesn’t know how to reach for you without asking too much.
So he stays still.
Breathes slowly.
Waits.
“It used to be easier,” he says. The words slip out before he can stop them.
You don’t move.
“What did?”
“Sleeping. When you were here.”
You don’t answer.
He lies back, facing the ceiling. His hands are still on top of the blankets. Still and useless.
The quiet between you stretches. Not heavy. Not empty. Just...full.
He wants to touch you. Not out of hunger. Just to remind himself you’re real.
He shifts slightly, just enough for his hand to rest palm-up on the mattress—between you. Not reaching. Just available. An option.
You take it.
And something in him eases.
Your fingers fit the same. He didn’t realize how much he remembered that shape—how many nights he spent mapping it out in his head, trying not to forget.
Then, in the dark, he speaks.
He doesn’t know why. Maybe because you’re not looking at him. Maybe because you’re in his bed again, a memory made real.
“I think I could do it now,” he whispers.
His voice feels too loud, even though it barely fills the space between you.
“I think I could hold you and look after the world.”
He means it. For the first time, he really knows it.
You don’t answer.
You don’t need to.
You squeeze his hand.
And before he can stop it—before he can shame himself into silence—he adds:
“I miss you so bad.” His voice breaks on the last word, betrays how sad he really is.
There’s a long moment where he thinks maybe he shouldn’t have said it. Maybe it was too much. Maybe you’ll shift away.
But instead—
You move closer.
And he lets out a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding since the moment you walked in.
When sleep comes, it’s soft.
For the first time in a long time, he doesn’t fight it.
summary: something’s growing in smallville. it wants you. clark’s not giving up.
word count: 4.6k
author's note: so this was my first attempt at something spooky. i'm entirely sure how the spooky turned out but. the longing is a+. vague allusions to depression but only if you squint.
Voicemail 1
Monday, 3:42 AM
[soft, rhythmic ticking of a wall clock; the faint hum of a heater or air conditioner]
“This is weird, right? Us not talking?”
[brief silence]
“I keep thinking you should be there when I come home. You never are. Dumb, right? It’s just…I miss you. Makes me feel like a little kid, sometimes.”
[soft rustle of Clark settling into a chair]
“I can’t sleep without you. I’m not saying that to guilt you. I just wanted you to know.”
[quiet breath]
“Speak soon?”
Beep.
Voicemail 2
Saturday, 4:15 PM
[distant sounds of a neighborhood: birds chirping, a dog barking faintly, a car driving past]
“It’s me. But, you already knew that, huh?”
[pause; the faint sound of footsteps on pavement]
“If you’re even listening to these. I think—hope—you might be. I can almost feel you on the other side sometimes.”
[soft wind rustling leaves]
“I heard one of your favorite songs in the grocery store. Made me wish you were there with me. It’s funny—you miss the simplest things when you lose somebody. I miss the space you took up in my life, more than anything else.”
[soft exhale]
“I still love you. I always will.”
Beep.
Voicemail 3
Wednesday, 1:32 AM
[quiet tapping of rain on a window]
“Hey, baby. I guess I shouldn’t call you that anymore, but…sometimes I can’t help it.”
[brief silence]
“I was thinking about you today.” A dark chuckle. “But, what’s new about that, hm?”
[pause]
“I had this dream the other night. You were still here. I woke up and for half a second I forgot the truth. I expected you to be in the kitchen, making coffee. You weren’t though. You’re still here, honey. You’re still in my heart. You have a place there that will never belong to anybody else.”
[soft sigh]
“Anyway, I guess I just wanted to ask…are you still my girl?”
[pause]
“…Even if you’re not, I think you’ll always be the one I talk to when it’s quiet.”
Beep.
Voicemail 4
Friday, 6:45 PM
[sound of a news broadcast playing faintly on a TV]
“I saw the news about Smallville. And Ma called—of course. Nobody’s gone missing there in…I don’t even know how many years.”
[quiet click of a remote]
“I hope you’re okay. I know you probably are—we didn’t know the guy or anything, but, still. If you’re…if you’re scared, or nervous, you can…you can call me. You can always call me.”
[soft whisper]
“Please.”
Beep.
Voicemail 5
Tuesday, 7:30 AM
[morning birds chirping faintly outside]
“I’m almost to work, but I saw their was another disappearance. Are you alright? I mean…Ma says you’re fine—not that she’s watching you or anything just…I asked her.”
[pause]
“Could you…could you call me back? Please? We don’t even have to talk about us. I just…I just want to hear your voice.”
Beep.
Voicemail 6
Wednesday, 8:00 AM
[static buzz, then a click]
“This number has been disconnected.”
[long silence]
[sound of Clark exhaling shakily]
[distant sound of keys hitting a table, maybe a zipper closing]
Narration:
Clark takes a week off work without hesitation. A small bag. No itinerary. He’s halfway to Smallville by 10:00 AM.
x
[Kent Farm — late morning, overcast]
“Ma?” he calls, one foot in the doorway of the house. “Ma!”
“Clark?”
She steps into view from the kitchen, drying her hands on a dish towel. Her face tightens when she sees him.
“I tried to…” He pauses, voice thinner than usual. “I tried to call. There was no answer.”
She doesn’t say anything right away. Just walks over and lays a hand briefly on his arm, grounding him with the kind of quiet comfort she’s always known how to give.
“You look tired,” she says softly.
He doesn’t respond. Doesn’t need to.
She offers tea. He doesn’t answer, and still she puts the kettle on. The silence that settles between them is familiar—not heavy, just lived in. The kind that came sometimes when he was little, sad and scared.
When the mugs are full and the steam curls between them, she gives him a look. Not questioning. Just knowing.
She sends him to your place, sharing his worry in a quiet way he doesn’t want to think about.
He thanks her without saying the word.
By the time he’s back in the truck, the sky’s gone from overcast to something heavier. The road ahead feels thin. And longer than he remembers.
There’s a crack in the sky—thunder, far off.
It feels like a sign.
x
[Your house — afternoon, heavy clouds, soft rain]
Clark pulls up slowly, eyes scanning the driveway and yard. At first, nothing seems out of place. The old porch swing creaks faintly in the wind, swaying like a slow heartbeat.
He steps out, gravel crunching under his boots. The front door is closed, windows dark—no sign of life inside. The mail sits untouched on the stoop, a thin layer of dust settling like a quiet alarm.
He reaches for the door handle—cold metal, heavier than he remembers. It gives way with a soft creak.
Inside, the air is stale, untouched. The faint scent of coffee lingers, but it’s old, cold—like a ghost of a morning long past.
Clark moves through the rooms slowly, every step careful, reluctant. Chairs pushed in, books stacked on the table—everything frozen, like time paused and forgot to restart.
A sudden creak echoes from upstairs.
He freezes, heart tightening.
He climbs the stairs quietly, each step careful not to disturb the silence.
At the end of the hall, a door stands slightly ajar.
Clark pushes it open.
You’re on your knees, leaning over the edge of the bathtub, eyes fixed on the still water inside. Your expression is distant, unreadable.
You don’t notice him at first.
The house feels heavier here—older, memories layered thick in the air.
Clark clears his throat softly.
You blink, then look up, over your shoulder, and for a moment, the world tilts.
You haven’t changed. Not really. But, there’s a hollowness in your eyes, a distance. Like you’re somewhere far away.
Clark doesn’t waste time on pleasantries—doesn’t see the point. Not with you.
“Are you okay?”
Clark kneels down in front of you, eyes steady but searching.
You lift your head slowly, gaze unfocused for a moment before settling on him.
“How’d you get out of the water?” you ask, voice soft but edged with something unreadable.
Clark blinks, caught off guard by the question. He swallows, then shrugs like it’s the easiest thing in the world.
“I don’t know,” he tries, hoping for the right words. “I guess I just kept trying,” he says, voice low.
You watch him, waiting, but say nothing.
After a beat, Clark leans in just a little. “Look at me.”
It takes a moment, but you blink, and the haze around you starts to crack. You shift, like your body is stiff, like you’ve been asleep for a thousand years.
“Clark,” you say, a flicker of annoyance in your tone, “What are you doing here?”
He runs a hand through his hair, tired but steady. “You disappeared. Your number went dead. People have been vanishing around town. The weather’s been strange—stormy, unpredictable.” He pauses, shrugs a little. “I was worried.”
You study him carefully, the weight behind his words settling in.
There’s a long pause—then you say quietly, “It’s not disconnected.”
Clark’s eyes widen in surprise. He asks because he can’t help himself, “You’ve been listening?”
You only nod, look away.
A small, almost relieved laugh escapes him. “I feel a little less silly,” he murmurs.
You let out a breath, almost smile at him, and the tension between you softens just a little.
“We should figure this out,” Clark says, voice steady, full of quiet resolve.
You hesitate, the distance still there but shrinking. Then, slowly, you nod.
“Together.”
x
[Your kitchen — evening, thunder cracks in the distance]
It starts with five words.
“It’s been happening more and more.”
Clark glances up from where he’s pouring hot water into mismatched mugs. You’re not looking at him. Just staring at the table, like the words came out on their own.
He doesn’t say anything—just brings you the tea, sets it down gently in front of you. You wrap your hands around the mug, but don’t drink.
“I’ll be doing dishes,” you say, soft now, “and I’ll look up and it’s dark out. Hours gone. Just…gone.”
Clark stays quiet, afraid to move too suddenly—like noise might break this fragile moment open. You’re not really talking to him. You’re just…letting it out.
“Sometimes I’m not even washing them. Just standing there, staring into the sink. Watching the water.”
You huff a breath—part laugh, part something else.
“It’s like I think it’s going to speak to me, or swallow me whole. I don’t know what it is…I just can’t stop staring.”
Clark’s hands tighten around his own mug. It’s still too hot to hold, but he doesn’t notice.
You glance up at him for the first time since you sat down.
“I stopped doing them altogether. Couldn’t tell what was clean. Couldn’t stand the sound of the faucet. Couldn’t stop thinking…”
“Thinking?” Clark prompts, gentle.
You shake your head. “Nevermind.”
He doesn’t push. He isn’t sure it’s still his place.
He nods—just once. Enough to say I hear you, to say keep going, to say I’m not leaving.
“Something cracked when I came back,” you murmur. “Not just in me. In the town. I don’t think it started with me, but…” A pause. “I think I brought something with me.”
Clark wants to ask what. He wants to ask how long. He wants to reach across the table, take your hand, and make it stop—whatever this is. But he doesn’t move. Doesn’t push. He knows the difference between someone opening up and someone bleeding out.
You shake your head, the movement small.
“People are disappearing,” you add, voice small. “And we’re forgetting them. Like they were never here.”
Clark feels a chill that doesn’t come from the rain.
“Why didn’t you tell anyone?” he asks, though he wants to ask why you didn’t tell him.
You meet his eyes. Yours are glassy but calm—the calm of someone who’s already made peace with being believed or not.
“Would you have, if it were you?”
Clark swallows hard. Doesn’t answer.
The kettle ticks as it cools. The rain hasn’t stopped.
Finally, he says, “Then we figure it out.”
You look at him—tired, uncertain. But this time, you nod.
It’s small. But it’s everything.
x
[Your house — early morning, light fog]
Clark shows up again before noon.
He’s got a duffel bag slung over one shoulder and two coffees in hand.
You’ve already cleared off the table by the time he walks in. The sink is full—untouched from the night before—but the counter’s stacked with old notebooks, borrowed library texts, and a few printouts that look like you forced the town’s internet to cough up whatever secrets it still has.
You slide one of the books toward him without a word.
He takes it.
The next few hours stretch thin and slow, like honey on a cold spoon.
Clark reads until the words blur. Names, dates, strange newspaper headlines. Every other article is half remembered tragedy or rumor. House fire. Vanishing pet. Weather events with no meteorological explanation. One article is just a blurry photograph of a lightning strike no one remembers happening.
You barely speak. Occasionally you pass him a note, circle a date, make a face at the margins of someone’s handwriting. He catches himself smiling once when you correct his spelling on a post-it.
At some point, he says, “This can’t all be nothing.”
You look up from your notes. Eyes tired, but clear.
“It isn’t.”
The clock ticks on. The day gets heavier.
There’s a point—around mid-afternoon—where Clark realizes he’s been staring at the same paragraph for ten minutes. He rubs his eyes, leans back in the chair, and mutters, “I swear, everyone in this town kept a diary but nobody learned how to write.”
You snort—actually snort—and he files that sound away in his chest like something important.
To him, it is. Always was.
Later, as the light outside shifts toward gray, he catches you zoning out. Your eyes unfocused, head tilted slightly toward the window. Like you’re listening for something far away.
“Hey,” he says gently.
You blink. Come back. Shake your head once.
“Sorry,” you mutter.
Clark doesn’t ask what you saw. He just passes you a sticky note and a pen.
“Your turn.”
You smile faintly and take it.
x
[Your house — late afternoon, gray sky]
By late afternoon, the table’s covered in notes, articles, and half empty coffee cups. You sit across from him, red pen in hand, drawing careful circles on a map of Smallville and its surrounding roads.
“Look at this,” you say, voice full of the quiet awe of epiphany. “It’s not random.”
Clark leans in. The pins—the disappearances—form a rough ring around town. Not perfect. But not chance, either.
You tap one spot. A red dot, smaller than the rest.
“That old farm on West Ridge. No one’s lived there since we were kids.”
Clark knows the place. Everyone does. The roof collapsed sometime in the late 2000s. The fence is long gone. He remembers a tractor left rusting in the field, slowly sinking into the ground like it was trying to vanish.
You’re already grabbing your keys before he can speak.
x
[Your car — quiet rumbling of tires against the road]
The drive is quiet.
The kind of quiet that feels loaded—with what, Clark isn’t sure.
You argue, briefly, about the music. He reaches for the dial, you swat his hand away. Something familiar in it—the old rhythm, frayed but still there.
Then the silence returns.
Not hostile. Just worn in.
Familiar.
Clark almost smiles.
Clark watches the trees blur past, but his stomach’s tense. The road curves more than he remembers. The sky is getting heavy again—not storming, just… watching.
“This place gives me the creeps,” he mutters.
You don’t answer.
Not until the gravel shifts under the tires and the farm comes into view.
x
[Jones Farm — Smallville, West Ridge, the clouds crack open, rain pelts down]
It doesn’t look like anything.
The barn is collapsed in on itself—splintered wood, rusted nails, the suggestion of something long dead. The field stretches out around it, tall grass waving in a wind Clark can’t feel.
And then there’s the pond.
Still. Ordinary. No ripples. No reflection. Just…there. Unsettling in it’s quiet.
Clark steps out of the truck slowly. The air feels strange—too thick. Like the sound’s been dampened. His boots sink into the wet Earth beneath him.
You’re already moving. Walking toward the pond like you've forgotten he’s here. Like something called your name and you’re answering it.
“Hey—” Clark jogs after you. “Hey. Wait.”
You don’t stop until you’re right at the edge.
He touches your arm gently, urgently.
“Look at me.”
It takes a second. Then your eyes flicker toward him, like surfacing from deep water.
“I’m fine,” you say.
A beat.
“Just…got too eager.”
Clark doesn’t believe you. Not even a little. But he nods anyway.
Because something about the pond makes his skin crawl, and he doesn’t want to stand here any longer than he has to.
The wind picks up. The trees seem to lean in.
You both walk back to the truck without another word.
On the drive home, neither of you turns on the radio.
x
[Your house — night, black sky overhead]
It’s past midnight. The table’s a war zone—maps, notes, half-empty mugs of tea going cold.
You’re sitting cross-legged in your chair, elbow on the table, thumb pressed to your temple like you’re trying to hold your thoughts still.
Then you say, “They were all grieving.”
Clark looks up.
“The ones who disappeared.” You gesture toward the names on the board. “His wife. Her sister. That girl’s mom. They all lost someone before they went missing. All of them.”
He stands slowly, crosses to look over your shoulder. The pattern’s been there all along. It just needed a name—needed your eyes.
“You’re sure?”
You nod once, tight.
Then, softer, “I think it feeds on it. The sorrow. Like it knows when we’re weakest. Or maybe that’s the only time it can reach us.”
Clark feels the weight of that settle in the pit of his stomach.
You lean back in your chair, eyes distant—staring at a spot on the wall instead of him.
“I came home after everything fell apart. I thought I was just trying to get quiet again. But I think—”
You stop. Swallow. Try again.
“I think I was the breach.”
Clark doesn’t speak at first. He sees it now—not guilt, not fear. Just this gnawing certainty that something used your grief like an open door.
You look at him like you’re waiting for judgment. He just shakes his head.
“Then we close it.” His voice is certain, leaves no room for debate.
A pause.
“Together.”
Your breath catches—a barely audible sound. But you nod.
And that’s enough.
x
[Jones Farm — night, gray clouds, inky black sky]
The pond hasn’t changed.
Still. Silent. Waiting.
You park the truck farther back this time. Like distance might protect you. Clark knows better.
He doesn’t wait for you to move. He walks toward it first. The barn groans in the wind behind them, like it’s remembering something.
At the edge of the water, he stops.
“If it wants something,” he says, “let it take me.”
He says it with more bravery than he feels. Monsters, aliens, falling buildings: he gets. It’s the unseen growing entity that scares him.
Then your voice, sharp. Cutting through the stillness like a blade, “No.”
He turns. You’re standing a few steps away, arms crossed tight over your chest.
“It doesn’t want a sacrifice,” you say. “It wants absence. You’d only make it worse.”
He ignores the implication that you might miss him—might miss him so much it could tear the whole town open.
Clark wants to argue. He’s ready to—he’s already bracing for the words.
But, you’re right. He knows it. He feels it, low in his bones, the same way he feels danger before it strikes.
The pond ripples once—just slightly. Wind? Maybe.
Maybe not.
You both stand there, caught in the same stillness. The same realization:
You are being watched.
And it’s not by the trees.
x
[Smallville — diner parking lot, 2:04 AM, fog rising]
The streetlights glow faint through the thickening fog. The damp smell of pavement and cold coffee hangs in the air.
Clark leans against the truck, watching you step inside the diner. You sit down, holding a mug but not drinking.
He should stay. He wants to. But the witness agreed to meet only with him.
Sliding into the booth opposite you, he tries to keep his voice easy.
“It won’t take long,” he says.
You look up, eyes tired but steady.
“Good. I’ll be around.”
He nods, asks a question he isn’t sure he’s allowed to.
“You doing okay?”
You meet his gaze, a quiet strength in your eyes.
“I’m managing.”
There’s a pause. He wants to say more, but the words don’t come.
He stands, jingling his keys.
“I’ll be back as soon as I can.”
You give a small nod, smile at him.
“I’ll see you then.”
It’s simple. Quiet. Enough.
x
[Your house — early morning]
The door creaks as Clark steps inside.
It’s quiet—too quiet. The kind that settles deep in your bones.
No lights on. No TV murmuring in the background. No music, not even the soft hum of a fan.
The house is swallowed in shadow.
The air feels wrong.
Heavy.
Thick with a silence that doesn’t just linger—it presses. Like grief in physical form.
He exhales through his nose, a shallow breath, and shuts the door behind him with a soft click.
The coffee maker blinks on the counter.
Still running. Still mid-brew. But no aroma.
Just water dripping mechanically, indifferent.
That bitter, familiar smell— the one that always greeted him when you were home—hasn’t filled the kitchen yet. It should have by now.
His gaze shifts.
Mail sits in a tidy, untouched stack on the table, dust softening the edges of the envelopes.
Each step echoes as he moves deeper inside.
The floorboards groan faintly under his weight. The refrigerator hums quietly. The air conditioner kicks on—then off. But nothing feels alive.
Then he sees it—the bathroom door. Slightly ajar. Just enough to be wrong.
He approaches, slow. Like the air might break if he moves too fast.
Fingers reach out. Push.
The door creaks, just like the front one did.
Inside, the tub is full.
Still.
Not warm—not cold. Not steaming. Just…full. Like someone meant to get in, or just got out.
Clark stares.
Something’s not right.
Not just wrong—off. Like the moment after a nightmare, when the shadows still cling to your skin.
His heart sinks.
He knows.
You’re not here. Not anymore.
And something deep inside him—something primal—whispers that you didn’t just leave.
You vanished.
x
His fingers tremble as he dials. Shelter hotlines. Friends.
Smallville PD.
Each call ends the same.
No one has seen you.
No one noticed you leave.
No one knows anything.
He stands at your kitchen counter, the voicemail screen open on his phone.
The words feel too big for his throat, but he speaks anyway. He has to.
His voice breaks like thin glass.
“Please…if you can hear me… come back.”
Silence.
No reply.
He stares at the phone, as if willing it to ring. As if your voice might fill the room again.
But the dread creeps in instead. Slow. Cold.
A kind of hopelessness that doesn’t scream—it settles. In the chest. In the bones. In every inch of him.
Nothing.
x
Clark rifles through your notes—half-scribbled thoughts, scattered across the kitchen table like abandoned breadcrumbs.
A photograph catches his eye.
The pond. Blurry edges. A smear of shadow just beneath the surface.
Scribbled in the corner: “inside?”
He steps back, eyes scanning the corkboard pinned above the desk—lines drawn, names circled, dates clustered around Smallville like storm clouds.
Then he sees it.
Every missing person.
Every unexplained sorrow.
Tied to loss. To longing. To something deep.
All of it leads here.
To this place.
To this pond.
And suddenly, it’s not just a theory.
It’s you.
You’re still here.
Not gone.
Not exactly.
Just trapped. And Clark is running out of time.
x
[Jones Farm — night, gray clouds, inky black sky]
He arrives at the farm alone.
The sky hangs heavy with clouds, dulling the sun to a quiet gray. A breeze carries the scent of rain that hasn’t yet come.
Clark doesn’t rush. Doesn’t call out. He walks slowly, as if any sudden movement might scare the truth away.
At the pond’s edge, he pulls out his phone. Taps a playlist.
Your favorite song drifts into the air, soft and slow. A melody that always made you hum under your breath.
He lets it play. Lets it fill the silence between his heartbeat and the still water.
Clark kneels, fingers trailing in the mud, drawing thoughtless shapes.
He can’t feel you yet. But he hopes. Hopes that maybe, somewhere, you’re listening.
His voice comes low, hoarse.
“I missed you…more than I’ve ever missed anyone in my life,” he murmurs, gentle. “I hope you know I’ve never stopped loving you. Not for a second. And…if you’re in there…if you’re listening… please come back. We could try again,” he whispers. “I know we could.”
The wind shifts. The pond stays still—for a moment.
Then the surface ripples.
Just once.
Like breath returning to lungs.
He doesn’t hesitate.
Clark steps forward. Boots sinking into the muddy bank. Water rising to his knees, then hips.
It’s cold. Not biting, but ancient. Like something that’s always been waiting.
The deeper he goes, the less the world feels real. The light dulls. The edges of everything blur.
Then, one more step.
And he’s gone.
x
He’s somewhere else now.
Not underwater. Not on land. Not in a dream, but close.
The air is thick with memory—familiar, muted.
And there you are.
Across the space. Sitting, still. Wrapped in silence so tight it almost feels like armor.
You look like you’ve been here a long time. Even though it’s been only hours.
He doesn’t speak right away. He doesn’t need to.
He simply sits beside you.
Lets the quiet stretch.
You don’t flinch—but you don’t look at him either.
Until, softly, he says, “Please come back. We don’t…you don’t have to have everything figured out.” He pauses, hand finding yours. “But, we can do it together.”
Your eyes flicker.
Recognition stirs.
Then, slowly—like thawing ice—your hand moves.
You squeeze his hand.
And Clark squeezes back.
Fingers meet.
Everything shudders.
x
The world begins to crack—a quiet, shattering sound like glass under pressure.
The dream space around you swirls with light and water. The pond above begins to pull you both upward.
There’s no rush. Just motion. Just return.
And then:
A gasp.
Air.
Earth.
Sky.
You break the surface, together.
Alive.
Back on solid ground, the field is quiet again. The pond seems to fold in on itself, disappearing until there’s only Earth in it’s place.
Clark lays on his side in the wet grass, chest heaving. He’s soaked. Mud-streaked. Cold. You must be freezing.
He rolls over, closer to you. His arm curls around your waist—familiar, old—pulls you close. He rubs hurried hands up and down your back, trying to warm you.
“You still my girl?” he asks into the night, heart too soft to stop it.
Then, soft, but sure, “Always.”
x
The town breathes again.
Storms pass.
Skies clear.
The weather settles into calm.
Wrapped in a blanket on the porch, you sit side by side, watching the last light of day slip beneath the horizon.
You glance at him, a playful glint in your eyes.
“So,” you hum. “Before the world went sideways…someone was flirting with me at the store.”
Clark raises an eyebrow, smirking.
“Rookie move.”
You both laugh—not loudly, but freely. Like the world remembered how to exhale.
A pause. Then, “You think there’s room for me in that big city of yours?”
Clark doesn’t even blink.
“There’s always room for you.”
“Yeah?” you murmur.
He nods, wraps an arm around your shoulders and presses a kiss to your temple.
x
Back in Metropolis, life stitches itself back together, gently.
Two toothbrushes in the cup.
A mug returned to its old spot.
Shoes by the door—two pairs again.
On his phone: a single voicemail, saved.
Voicemail 1
Sunday, 10:12 PM
[faint rain outside, low city noise—a car passes, slow and distant]
“Hey.”
[pause, soft laugh]
“You’re probably already brushing your teeth or pretending to do something important on your laptop.”
[a little quieter now, fond]
“I just…I don’t know. I was standing in the kitchen and I looked over and your shoes were by the door, and I got hit with this feeling like—oh. We made it back. Somehow.”
[small exhale]
“It’s not perfect. Still feels a little weird when it’s quiet. But it’s ours. The quiet, I mean. It doesn’t scare me anymore.”
[brief pause—like you’re thinking]
“I don’t think I ever said thank you. Not really. For finding me. For waiting. For coming in after me when I didn’t even know I was gone.”
[a smile you can hear in your voice]
“Anyway. You’re probably rolling your eyes right now. Or grinning. Or both.”
[pause]
“Just—come to bed soon, okay? It’s warmer when you’re here.”
summary: you see clark. even when he doesn't want you to.
author's note: just fluff. sweet and cozy <3
Clark’s a little tired. His side still aches from this afternoon’s fight. He wants sleep or peace or…something.
He knows he could tell you, knows he could even wake you up right now.
But, he won’t.
If he starts, if the dam breaks now, he’s not sure he could stop it again.
Instead of having a meltdown, he opens his refrigerator. Picks up a carton of orange juice. Drinks it from the jug.
He leaves the door open, lets the light cast it’s humming glow across his kitchen. His feet are cold–he’d left his house shoes in the bedroom when he’d slipped out of bed–against the wooden floor.
He almost likes it.
Suddenly, your arms curl around his waist, press a kiss between his shoulder blades. “Come back to bed,” you murmur, calling him out of his reverie.
He caps the juice, sets it down, shakes his head. “I’m fine. Not really tired.”
He knows you can hear it, the thick syrupy tone of his voice–sleepy.
You don’t call him on it.
“Maybe so.” You shrug. “But, the bed’s cold without you.”
He turns in your hold, kisses your forehead. “That so?”
“Mhm.” You nod, fingers rubbing rhythmically up and down his back. It makes him melt, just a little, into the floor.
“Guess I have to come back then.”
You shrug, fingers interlocking with his own, dragging him down the hall.
“Guess so.”
You stop, right before you crawl back into bed, put your hands flat on his chest.
“You did good today,” you murmur. “You were very brave.” Gentle scratches against his skin. “I’m very proud of you.”
Little does Clark know, you had watched him–for a bit–in the refrigerator light. You had waited to see if he pulled himself out of it. When he hadn’t, you had padded into the room, gentle, soft.
A balm for his aching nerves.
Clark flushes. He leans in, kisses your forehead.
Most people don't know that Clark is scared.
They can't tell.
They see Superman buzz past in a whir of blue and red and think–bravery. They think–someone is going to save us. They don’t think much about the feelings of the man running into the danger.
Clark knows you know better.
He knows you can see the grit of his jaw, the tremble in his lip. He knows the fear in his eyes shines to you, even if others are too enamored to notice.
Sometimes, he wishes you didn't.
He wishes you thought he was this pillar of strength and steadiness. Other times, now, for instance, the two of you cuddling–bodies so close it's hard to know where one of you ends and the other begins–he's glad you do.
“I love you,” he murmurs, into the quiet dark. It’s not a secret, Clark’s feelings. He says it often. But, tonight, it doesn’t feel like enough.
He wants to say you make his chest not ache. He wants to tell you that he can be himself with you, in a way he hasn’t been since he was a boy.
He wants you to know he couldn’t do it without you.
Your fingers card through his curls. “I love you, too.”
And he knows you do–enough to see him, when nobody else is looking.
summary: clark gets a little soft around the edges. you don’t mind.
author's note: okay call me crazy but a man going a little soft makes me happy. thus here we are. i hope you like it <3
It starts with his jeans.
The nice ones, the ones he keeps folded in the back of the closet like they’re some kind of emergency kit. He hasn’t needed them in months, but you mentioned dinner, and suddenly he’s elbow-deep in denim and misplaced optimism.
He gets them halfway up before they catch. Hips, mostly. Maybe a little at the waist. He doesn’t suck in right away. Instead, he stares down at the button like it’s personally betrayed him.
It’s not dramatic. It’s not even really surprising. He’s known. His shirts are tighter across the chest, his old flannels don’t hang like they used to, and more than once you’ve wrapped your arms around his middle and let them rest there a second too long. He’s softened. Just a little.
Clark Kent—farm boy, Superman—has softened.
And somehow, you don’t seem to mind.
He slips the jeans off, settles instead for the pants he’d been wearing to work. Dark, a little stretch to them. He finishes getting ready, excitement taking over the nerves that had begun to prick at him over his jeans.
x
Dinner’s good. Better than good, actually. You laugh too much. You eat delicious food—plus appetizers. Somewhere between the second course and the shared dessert, he forgets entirely about the jeans.
Now, back at home, it’s just the two of you again. Quiet.
His tie is discarded some place near the laundry bin. Your heels are off. You’re curled into the couch in that way you always do—knees tucked up, one arm thrown over the back like you’ve claimed the whole thing. He’s in sweats. Old ones. The kind he wouldn’t wear outside but keeps around because they fit. No buttons. No betrayal.
You stretch, casually, like you’re thinking out loud.
“Wanna split something sweet?”
He pauses. Just a second.
Not out of guilt. Not exactly. It’s more like awareness—of the jeans, of his body, of the little tug that didn’t used to be there. He presses a hand to his stomach without thinking, feels the fluff where there had been steel.
You notice. Of course you do.
And before he can say anything—before he can make a joke or wave it off—you just scoot closer, say, “Clark. You know I like you soft, right?”
That shuts him up.
Not in a shocked way. In a hit-the-center-of-him kind of way. Right in the heart.
He exhales, all at once. The tension in his shoulders slides away like it was never supposed to be there.
He thinks of late nights with you spent mixing brownie batter. He thinks of getting hibachi just for fun. He thinks of all the softness you’ve brought into his life, just by being you.
And, if that starts to show in how he looks, maybe that’s not such a bad thing.
He leans over, kisses you soundly.
“The pint of ice cream in the freezer?”
You grin. “Not if I get there first.”
Clark’s on his feet in a second, trailing after you like he couldn’t beat you if he wanted to.