#rebekah rambles

[edains]

Rick Riordan constantly trashing the movies for not sticking to his books then releasing a show in which he rewrites everything and loses the spirit of the books entirely

[twilightacespect]

well its been a good 2 years on this blog but more and more frequently i’ve thought of remaking (again) and i’ve finally went and did it

i’ll let my queue run out but i won’t be posting on here beyond reblogging this an obnoxious amount of times 

i’ve got a new url for now but i may come back to this someday i just feel for a fresh start it should be all fresh 

no posts yet but here you go

[serpentine-muse]

I miss Mathieu so much. My heart aches every morning when I wake up. Deep down I feel I've made a mistake. I love him with all my heart, and every day I make a joke or a reference that only he would understand. But we're both stubborn, and we're both hurting. We can't be what the other wants. And if I go back things will just get bad again in a few weeks. But I want nothing more than to hug him, to kiss him, to tell him how I feel, but what would it accomplish? I miss having him in my life, and talking to him every day. It still feels so strange waking up without him next to me. I'm rambling at this point, but it doesn't matter. There's nobody to call me out.

Point is, I love him, I miss him, I want things to be better.

But I don't know what to do.

[introvertia]

5 Things About Me

Tagged by a bevy of beautiful interweb frenz: @redplaid-on-redplaid @missroserose and @coffeeandchemicals - thank you! *blows kisses all around*

3 facts in 1 answer:

It pleases me to no end to say I was born in the city of angles (Los Angeles). I’ve had a fascination with angelology for many years - so much so that I have wings tattooed on my back.

What I’m thinking about:

I think sexuality is more fluid than more people are comfortable with thinking about and this is from years and years of binary thinking and expectations that have been put upon people in order to exploit them, specifically those assigned the sex and gender of women/females - our society is too fixated on controlling and assigning roles and expectations to humans, we are treated like commodities and this, to me is folly.

I hope we can grow to celebrate the individual for their deeds and traits, actions and skills without evaluating them based on their expressed sexuality or gender, by doing so I think we will strengthen and elevate our communities as a whole.

In short, Patriarchy = BAD, Feminism = GOOD, Gender Roles = BULLSHIT, Capitalism = BAD.

Lastly:

Currently I’m unemployed and my last job felt like a disaster, which bruises my ego and makes me salty. In the meantime I will write, because it makes me feel sane and also happy to create stories that can help people escape this very difficult year of 2020 for a brief while, and it also makes me feel a very satisfying kinship to yarn spinners from the distant past. Storytelling is the most tangible form of magic and spell casting I know of.

Please share 5 facts about yourself if you’re feeling like it! I won’t tag anyone because I feel like I went rambling down a philosophical road and am dragging everyone along on a ride they did not anticipate! Oops.

[totorokiicequeen]

If you make a villain that is a sassy fuck with some real good sarcasm and expect me to hate him then that’s a mistake on your part my friend

[blackjackluka--archive]

so i remade

i’ve been thinking about it for a while and i decide to remake!

i’ll let my queue run out on here but i’m going to be over on my other blog from now on so send stuff over to blackjackluka now

new blog link

[edains]

One of the things that sucks about liking an unpopular character that's part of a group is when they're excluded and ppl are just like "well they're not popular so thats why they weren't included" like "thanks! I'm well aware! :)" just keep rubbing it in my face that makes me feel so much better lol

[edains]

So a post yesterday got me thinking abt the citadel coup and I really like the subtle differences in Kaidan and Ashley's dialogue if shepard manages to convince them to stand down.

Kaidan will say "I better not regret this" effectively putting the blame on Shepard if they betray him, almost like a warning to then (as he should btw)

And Ashley says "I'm gonna regret this" which tells me she'll blame herself if anything happens, also shows her more cynical view of the world (the thought of her kicking herself for being vulnerable if smth did happen ugh)

Either way Shepard's "you won't" and face of relief always kills me