If people have accused you of transphobia and you mock them for it and draw a caricature, you’re part of the problem. You’re no better than the right at this point. Kind of thought your anons were coming out of left field but I see they had a point. You’re wretched and you don’t deserve this show.
if i am accused of transphobia (and biphobia)––especially when 1. its accompanied by a wish for me (and anyone else who fell under their demographic of choice) to die 2. the fuss is about lestat being drawn fat/beefy/muscular or with otherwise "hypermasculine" traits in lieu of "gnc features" Whatever the Fuck That Means! 3. they unironically grouped "lestat haters" with transphobia and biphobia––i, a trans person, am allowed to question it and whether or not it was raised in good faith. (it wasnt.)
even moreso when its in response to My personal interpretation of a fictional character....and that character is canonically a man.
i headcanon lestat as amab nonbinary/genderqueer. (this post is old and the headcanons have slightly evolved, but MY base hc for lestat's gender identity is still the same.) by default, all of MY depictions of the characters are of MY headcanons from MY fanon regardless of whether or not its obvious to YOU.
MY headcanons are dear to me because they are drawn from facets of MY life as a queer black person. And Yes MY Identity As A Black Person Is Fundamentally Tied With MY Identity As A Trans Person. i am openly queer irl, have been for nearly a decade, and will Continue to be for the rest of my life. when you attack my queerness you attack my blackness as well. EYE dont get to separate my blackness from my queerness when it comes to MY lived experience and im not gonna watch as yall try to do it to me. i will remind you at every turn.
anyway, i dont care to give the benefit of the doubt when someone is openly wishing death on me and others, regardless of how indirect or coy they want to be about it after being confronted. im not playing these games. their beef is with me.
the reason im being called transphobic is because people >>>assumed<<<< that that "caricature" (aka an illustration with my character design for the fictional vampire lestat de lioncourt) was depicting lestat as a trans woman.
(insert the screenshot of someone saying "no cis man is referring to himself with feminine pronouns" and i think they said cis men dont do drag either? which. like. ????? how can you have the gall to eat up trixie and katyas iwtv reaction video and then turn around and hold/agree with a sentiment that completely invalidates their identities as drag queens??? 😭)
but its not [depicting lestat as a trans woman.] it is depicting a genderqueer lestat in drag in a self-indulgent costume of my choice. this isnt up for debate.
if you want to continue to assert otherwise then that is not a reflection of me but a reflection of how YOU view not only trans women, but gender nonconformity in tme people
im not going to entertain the no nuance numbskulls pretending to give a shit about trans women (or trans people in general); pretending that theyre not the next-coming of kiwifarms users; pretending as if this shit is anything more than another attempt in the so-far 2 year long harassment campaign against me.
you can have your fanon, just do not make Your inability to separate fanon from canon my problem.
[🚨🚨🚨🚨SARCASM🚨🚨🚨🚨] but yeah, im [🚨🚨🚨🚨SARCASM🚨🚨🚨🚨] no better than the entirety of the right wing political sphere [🚨🚨🚨🚨SARCASM🚨🚨🚨🚨] as a black trans person bc i dared [🚨🚨🚨🚨SARCASM🚨🚨🚨🚨] to interpret lestats queerness differently and wasnt scared to tell people that their assumptions were wrong;[🚨🚨🚨🚨SARCASM🚨🚨🚨🚨] i am definitely going to take this seriously. [🚨🚨🚨🚨SARCASM🚨🚨🚨🚨]
anyway peep the design rationale board
"i dont deserve the show?" oh well. im still gonna be watching it til the day it ends and will be supporting the cast all the way.
the autographs are from the season 2 screening in 2024 🤨 where i bought tickets and went with my best friend and hung out with my #MUTUAL because we are Fans Of the TV Show Interview With The Vampire. you know that show with like Multiple characters and Actors Where louis is the protagonist for the first 2 seasons and is led by jacob anderson?
i am a fan of the cast in general but particularly jacob. i wanted to be there to support the cast of color especially and make sure delainey knew she was being welcomed with open arms (aka i saved my loudest cheers for her.) not everything is about sam jesus christ yall are so paranoid and dumb and why yall will continue to be called antiblack racists.
i asked sam for an autograph (and photo) after getting jacob and delaineys cause he (and the others) was going to each and every fan at the barricades after the event ended... and i was there too. after i got my mandated fan interaction i didnt wanna bother him, so i #MindedMyBusiness......until he invited me into another photo that i was in the bg of. severely caught me off guard but it is a #CHERISHED moment in my memories. sam is a really sweet guy
anyway, enough with the crackpot theories and coke fueled rumors about me. i like sam, i like the cast of interview with the vampire. stop letting lies and hearsay dictate your opinion, especially if you have the gall to spout lies about me TO my face
Eat glass bitch you’re a straight girl pretending to be queer for clout and clogging up the vampire lestat ticket queue with your fat ass. Sam would have an anxiety attack if he saw you and you would ruin the night for all of us.
trying to deny my queerness so you can feel righteous and guilt-free about taking part in harassing me isn't going to change the fact that i am trans, id still be queer even if i were cis bc im not straight, and that this harassment is extremely racialized bc youre coming down on me hard for slighting a white man while black 😭
just own the fact that you dont like depictions of queerness that dont treat gender nonconformity as strictly [man-lite] - [androgynous/gender neutral] - [woman-lite] and that youre fine with being transphobic to trans people when you dont like them.
anyway, sam was fine the last time i saw him, i think he and the rest of yall will be a-ok!!
@ other anon: don’t bother. They’re clearly in the gaslight phase because SDCC is coming up again and I bet they’re planning another doxxing. If you’re smart you’ll watch this space for clues because they don’t feel bad about the last one.
are yall seeing this 😭 preemptively planning to frame me in my own damn inbox
Literally why do you draw mixed couples if you think they can’t be happy together. What you said about Claudia picked Madeline to be her companion, and if you forgot Louis and Armand both committed more atrocities against her than Madeline ever did. I see you’re committed to the idea that a white partner and a non white partner can’t ever be happy together but in that case, why don’t you go ship something else. Leslou is a weird first choice also
^So called "gothic fans" when a REAL enjoyer of gothic dynamics wants the romances in the gothic romance show to be gothic
You ship loustat loumand and danlou so you on the Jumbotron making your black lady man lead suck and fuck wife beating incest fan 42069 rape enthusiast 1000 and unapologetic racist #10
you are Not living up to the username of your burner. this aint even magnificent bait i get told this at least once a month
Your colors look a bit muddled and too dark. I think you should try lighter ones or not going so heavy. It makes Armand look like an overcooked hot dog
Thanks for the criticism, unfortunately i will be taking none of this into account
