Hey, I just, would like to say I’m sorry. I never stopped caring about you, and I shouldn’t have blocked you on discord and deleted my entire tumblr. I panicked, and was overwhelmed and hurt by things you said. I know I shouldn’t have done that. And I’d just like to say I’m happy that you’re okay. And that I just want to tell you that I never stopped caring for you. I don’t own the blog you used to know me as and I don’t know if I’m comfortable giving you my main blog due to the fear I feel from your reaction to this.
You don’t have to forgive me, and nor do you have to even answer this. I just thought you should know that I know I fucked up and overreacted. And I know I hurt you. But I want you to also know that I am okay, and if you truly wanted it I could give you a blog you can contact me on if you ever want to talk this out. But like I said, you don’t have to. But the only condition I have is that you don’t immediately get angry at me, and that you listen to my side of the story too. I’m going to give the blog you can contact me on and I hope that if you decide to contact me you will try and stay calm, and if you don’t then you can disregard this message.
I am not going to yell at you, and I’m not upset with you for being upset at me. But I hope you receive this in kind regards anyways. I hope you have a good day/night.
-(previously known as not-so-hollow) reclusiveregret
The way I treated you is one of the worst things I've ever done.
Honestly I don't feel like it means much now, but I am sorry. I'm not going to try and make any excuses for my actions but I can tell you that... A lot has changed for me and how I think about things. The regrets run deep and wide at this point. With you and others....
I don't know why you've chosen to contact me, but thank you. I've missed you but not felt.....worthy to do much. I'm more than happy to talk things out and no, you don't have to worry about me attacking you on anything. In all honesty speaking at all will likely be difficult because.... I am ashamed.
I am so very sorry,
Raven
P.S. I forgave you a long time ago, not long after I realized how badly I fucked up.