I hate being seen, like I don't mind people looking at me but I can't look at myself in the mirror because it doesn't look like me, it's not me, and I can't think about how people see me from the outside like an alien and they see me as something I'm not but I don't even know what I am in the first place, I'm so confused idk what's causing this and it scares me idk
Hey anon,
there are a number of things that could be causing this, such as dissociation or psychosis. Personally, I get something similar due to my gender dysphoria.
I would highly recommend talking to a professional about this to figure out the cause and potential treatments/coping mechanisms.
You’re going to be ok, though, anon.
--roboraptor










