hey i had abdominal surgery last month for an organ trying to explode, and i'm having THE worst time with my media choices like here's a cartoon about being stranded on an alien planet by the way alien parasites make your organs explode mirroring my own organs just being disgustingly inflamed, here's an alternate history book where it turns out doctors put some kind of freaky sampling device in your abdomen and just leave it there feeding the small paranoid voice in the back of my brain about stuff left in me, this actualplay show has a fight scene inside the body of a zombie bear making me aware of the incisions in my own skin, etc etc
like maybe the problem is my genre is scifi i wouldn't run into this in regency romances probably? idk
anyway I am looking for sff recs (preferably audiobook or podcast at the moment) which contain ZERO of the following:
there's something physically inside you
actually let's just say surgery in general
sadly also transhumanist/cyborg implants are off the table for me right now
hm. also dietary restrictions
eating people alive. like i wouldn't have guessed this would set me off until it definitely did, I have GOT to stop listening to "from the creators of welcome to night vale"
and I mean. I still want to be listening to sci-fi/fantasy. so idk does anyone have a rec for a good interstellar political thriller or something