#recurring pattern

[bathask]

ASD光るもの興味DSM-5診断基準エンボス壁紙の繰り返す幾何学模様,過興奮性過覚醒。大人の発達障害やアスペルガー症候群等自閉症スペクトラム概念無い50年前小学生の頃,映画や演劇で顕著に光感じる体育館真っ暗で心踊る。還暦の高齢者で感覚過敏鈍るも冬型の気圧配置の繊細微妙の曇天の暗さ加減に驚愕も

[stacysloft]

Attention Lapses

Dream Diary: May 15, 2022

I had another long dream which made me oversleep. Although the scenario may be different in length and style, the highlight pattern seems to be recurring in my dreams. It was filled w/ realistic scenarios where I had attention lapses, missed stops and loss track of time or objects. It also highlighted my selective attention for favorable things and purposeful aversion and avoidance towards negative things. Seems, I have to figure this out or it will keep on recurring.

[yearofselfdiscovery]

07/22/18   Growth

Describe a recurring pattern in your life you’d like to change.

My urge to sleep all the time. I always have this addiction to sleeping all day and not wanting to do anything. 

[domidextrus]

So I noticed a recurring pattern in my dreams. That pattern being that I have a bigger tendency to cry over disappointments happening in a dream than in real life.

In my most recent dream, I was at this place that offered chocolate easter eggs for free. When I got my bag of easter eggs, I compared them with others and noticed there was one bigger egg missing from mine. When I went to the people who gave me the bag to tell them about it, they asked me for the bag... and I didn’t have it on me anymore. It was missing. I desperately tried to keep my cool, but I still regressed into a crybaby. In any dream where this kind of thing happened, this was usually the point where I woke up.

This isn’t the first time that even a slight setback has made me lose all control over my emotions in a dream. As I said, this seems to be a recurring pattern. I wonder if there’s any meaning to it.