#redding hill

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You fucking asked for his hahaahhaha im crying

Casey

"… It’s nice to hear your voice again. I didn’t think I would miss that so much… I can’t even remember how many times I’ve called you since it happened. At least once a day right? Somedays I don’t even remember where you are, and I expect you to pick up. And when I remember I feel like throwing up… You made me realize so many things and… You taught me that the impossible was possible when you told me you loved me and you taught me it again when I thought you would never be taken away from me. I should have remember that the world is pretty cruel to people when they’re happy right? They say love makes you blind, but everyone assumes they mean towards each other’s flaws. I think in reality they meant blind toward the world and how harsh it is. I haven’t seen your brothers since the funeral, but Caden’s tried to see me… I pretended to be out of the house. I can’t even listen to the piano anymore or focus on physics or anything… Fuck, I think I have to go. I love you. I love you so so mu-"

Connor

"Your father is a wreck, Sera. And I am too. It sounds terrible but at least you’re out of pain, right? I was so so angry when it first happened… I couldn’t think. I couldn’t breathe. It’s taking all I can have to not fall off the wagon again. I know you wouldn’t want me too… Some days I forgot how amazing we had it. It was normal, we were normal for once. Nothing could get in our way, until it did and you were gone. It happened quicker than I ever expected. I thought at least if it was going to happen I would have time to adjust to the thought of life without you… I don’t know why I keep calling you. I know you won’t pick up. I guess it’s to have a piece of you still there. But you’re everywhere to me. You are in the stars and the sun and in our house. You are in the flowers and the breeze and everything. I know you’re there, Sera. I know. And I love you so much for it. I will always love you."

Harvie

"I promised. I promised you. And I failed. I’m so so sorry. Nette, I’m so so sorry. I didn’t mean to. You… You always took me back when I fucked up and now you can’t. I fucked up so bad that you’re dead… I’m so sorry. I don’t know how many times I have to say it. I doubt I can say it enough. You’re worth so much more than a billion sorries. I don’t think wherever you are they’d ever give you back to me… It’s all my fault. It should have been me. I wish it had been me. I’m selfish and wished I had been the one who died. You were always more rational than me and you would be able to handle this. You are - were so strong. Stronger than me… I don’t know what to do without you… I’m sorry. I wish you were here so I could say sorry about something dumb and not this. I wish you would yell at me for pissing and leaving the seat up. I wish you were here to yell at me about everything. I deserve it. I love you, but I never deserved you did I? I’m so sorry, Nette.”

Jayden

“You never see tragedy coming do you? I didn’t see this coming. I didn’t see me without you ever. We went through so much and I can’t believe I’m alone now… I mean I’m not alone, but I don’t know who’s gonna come with me and Tina to the zoo to laugh at the monkeys. Who’s gonna be there when Molly says something dumb and I need someone to make fun it to. I know you never believed it, but you were worth more to me then basically everyone… You know, Tina’s been asking about her other Mommy. And I don’t know how to tell her. I wish I could say you’ll be back soon, that you’re just on a quick vacation. Then there’s hope you’re coming back. But when I wake up alone, I’m reminded every morning there is no chance of you ever coming back. I’ve never had good luck, but with my bad luck, you always stuck with me and now I have no one to have by my side all the time… Some days I don’t go to class, because I remember you won’t be next to me and I can’t breath. It’s like when I had my first allergic reaction to a bee and you were the only one to see I couldn’t breath. But no one can see me now. Everyone else is blind to the fact I haven’t taken in air since you’ve been gone. You were always worth it and I wish I had seen that sooner.”

Logan

“Look, Val, I know you won’t be happy when you find out. But I took some. And I know I shouldn’t have. You always said that coke was bad, but I have to tell you it might be the best thing ever because it makes me almost as happy as you do. But coke leaves too quick. I guess you left too quick too. It’s like a blink and you’re gone. But the thing about coke is when it’s gone you can just buy more! With you, when you’re gone, you’re gone forever. Even though I love coke, I loved you a lot more. So I don’t get why you could have left me when you stayed for more than an hour and didn’t cost a fuck load of money. You were my everything and all I have to fill that blank space in my life is these drugs but now I’m broke and they leave too soon. And I just wish it would all stop. I wish that I would go with the coke and I would be with you. And I know you don’t want that but I do. And I’m allowed to be selfish okay? You can’t judge me if you’re not even alive.”

Topher

“Do you know how some days food just tastes really bad, like even really good food? Well, that’s how life is without you. And I know we weren’t ever officially dating or together or whatever, but you meant everything to me. Without you I can’t see color. My cupcakes are terrible and I can’t even stand looking at a notebook. I haven’t been back to our apartment in three weeks. Been living with my mum, hoping that if I go back there soon, you’ll be standing there ready to yell at me about the fact nothing is cleaned up. But we both know that’s not happening. I might quit. I can’t stand being there without you. My chest hurts everyday and I went to the doctor because I thought maybe it wasn’t just heartache. And he told me with this little pitying smile, that it was just emotional stress causing my chest to hurt. He couldn’t understand that every heartbeat is agony and I can’t even fucking live without you. I can’t live without you Viv. You are my everything. And now I’m nothing.”

Wren

“I’m trying my hardest to smile and go to class and keep going. I think that’s what you want me to do. But I can’t think about classes when I know there was something I could have done, Con. I can’t walk into class knowing that I used to see you every day here and now. Now I won’t even see your parents. They avoid me and my boys like the plague and I think they might be thinking about moving house. And I all I can think is I could have done something, anything and I didn’t. You were special you meant something and I let you slip between the cracks of my fingers. And I’m trying so hard to keep going. I think you’d want me to and that’s what gets me up in the morning. The fact you would want me to continue with life even though thinking about anything is terrible and thinking about you and the future without you is terrifying. I sometimes walk listening to those sad songs I used to make you listen to with me and it takes everything I have not to lay down wherever I am and not cry. I know everyone pities me at this point. But I can’t fix that. All I can do is keep going, right, Con? I’m gonna keep going, but only because I know you want me to.”

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☢ ☛ ☆ ☂ ♥ for all the females?

☢ : Describe a thought or dream that would cause them to have a mental meltdown. 

Emese - Thoughts of losing her family or them finding out how exactly she gets all the money she send to them

Laurette - She has dreams that the doctors tell her she needs a new heart but she not eligible, which usually makes her have full on breakdowns 

Natalie - Her brother getting out of prison is something that even thinking about makes her cry

Millie - Her dad coming back home to them

Ronnie - She tries not to think about it but the fact there’s a possibility she’ll never dance again.

☛ : What is their typical response to being given orders? 

Celestia - Unless it’s her security she’ll just ignore them completely

Emese - Depends on who’s ordering her around and what they tell her to do (and if they’ll pay her for it)

Laurette - Tell them to go fuck themselves. AND if it’s Robert get really flushed and yell at him

Natalie - Do no questions

Millie - Do it but question it a little

Ronnie - She tells them to fuck off and then does it when they aren’t looking

☆ : Would they ever wish upon a falling star? If so, what would they wish? 

Celestia - She would probably wish for her and Jace to get another chance

Emese - She wouldn’t

Laurette - To stop getting sick

Natalie - She wouldn’t either

Millie - To become more stable

Ronnie - To be able to dance again

☂ : Storms or clear skies? 

Celestia - Clear

Emese - Clear

Laurette - Storms

Natalie - Clear

Millie - Clear

Ronnie - Storms

♥ : Name one thing about the way their emotions work that they despise. 

Celestia - Cele can flip emotions in a blink of an eye, which makes it difficult somedays to deal with people 

Emese - Her emotions are rather hard to differentiate, so she can’t tell if she’s mad or just mad horny

Laurette - They are rather stable most of the time but some days they flip so drastically she doesn’t leave her room at all

Natalie - Because she’s so shy she has a hard time making people see how she feels

Millie - She’s emotionally unstable so it just makes it really difficult to deal with people because she gets so embarrassed that she cries a lot

Ronnie - She doesn’t want to feel anything, but she feels them so much that she bottles them up until she explodes.

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۞ ♆ ❣ ☾ ✗ ✄ ❤ for all the boys?

۞: Are there any inner demons they can never seem to get rid of? What are they?

Casey - Honestly the way he was treated by his father and the anger problems that came with the treatment

Connor - Probably the intense fear he has of abandonment

Harvie - He will always wonder where his little sister is and always blame himself for her running away

Jayden - He really struggles with the fact he was so involved with himself and his life and problems that he didn’t see Jaz slipping again. He had promised to always be there for her and he feels like he failed her

Logan - The images of the fire and his mom collapsing will never be something he’ll forget

Topher - He used to always look for his father approval rarely getting, so he struggles with being able to prove himself.

Wren - He doesn’t like thinking about the future it makes him feel physically ill.

 ♆ : Are they prone to violent outbursts or thoughts?

Casey - Yes. He’s working on it

Connor - Not usually

Harvie - Unless he’s in the ring no.

Jayden - No he’s completely against violence

Logan - Not anymore

Topher - Not at all

Wren - No

 ❣: Describe a way that will earn affection (whether platonic or romantic) from them.

Casey - Honestly snuggles and tv and drinking

Connor - Not leaving him alone until you’re all he can think about

Harvie - Being mean lol

Jayden - Taking care of Tina

Logan - Earning his trust

Topher - FOOD

Wren - Smart conversations and beer

 ☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing?

Casey - Studying

Connor - Watching the stars

Harvie - Watching dumb late night tv

Jayden - Working on the computer or strumming at his guitar or ukulele

Logan - Drawing

Topher - Cooking

Wren - Writing

 ✗ : Explain how they portray feelings of hostility or dislike.

Casey - He typically pretends to be fine with them to their face, with a few more sarcastic comments than usual

Connor - He tells them flat out

Harvie - Just annoys the hell out of them

Jayden - He tries to be nice but eventually he’ll just tell you to leave him alone

Logan - Ignores them. Doesn’t speak to them even if they ask him a question

Topher - If he’s looking for them he makes their food gross

Wren - Kicks you out of his parties

 ✄ : Are there any reasons why they would ever think of self-harm? If so, what are they?

Casey - He doesn’t see it as form of self harm, but he punches things until his knuckles split and typically doesn’t let the scabs heal. It’s almost always his father

Connor - He wouldn’t

Harvie - He has in the past, but he doesn’t anymore. It was after his sister ran away

Jayden - He’s never been in the position where he thought about it

Logan - He used drugs and other people beating him, insteading of self harming

Topher - He doesn’t

Wren - He drinks away his sorrows when they get bad

 ❤ : Describe a physical action that shows complete trust.

Casey - Touching his hair and his neck. His dad often used to grab him from there when he was younger, so letting someone else do it is not a thing he does often

Connor - Braiding someone else’s hair, as he hates hair and touching

Harvie - Cuddling after sex

Jayden - Laying down with him, because he’s crazy ticklish and even brushing by him causes him to laugh haah

Logan - Being able to hold him

Topher - Touching his belly, he’s so ticklish

Wren - Jumping out of windows so you don’t get in trouble with your mom ;)

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all the ships for the ship meme :)

Caddie

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Addie most of the time, but Casey if is in a certain mood he’ll take over

who complains the most?:

Casey doesn’t complain all that much because he was taught not to, so I have to say Addie ahah

who’s the laziest?:

I think they’re both generally not lazy people

who wakes up the earliest?:

Case, to get his workout in and then shower

who does the chores around the house?:

Probably Case, he has a thing about everything being in place

who is the most protective of the other?:

Casey is crazy protective, but so is Addie so.

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Probably Addie

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

Best friend

Celace

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Jace, Cele is already too dominant with everything else in her life

who complains the most?:

Celestia, she doesn’t get like why she shouldn’t

who’s the laziest?:

Celestia, sometimes

who wakes up the earliest?:

JACE, somedays Cele won’t wake up until two

who does the chores around the house?:

The maids haha

who is the most protective of the other?:

Jace

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Cele but she tries to hide it

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

Medicine - Daughter

Or

My Own - Whitaker

 Cora

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Connor is, but in a very gentle way

who complains the most?:

Connor, but he tries to stop himself from in front of her

who’s the laziest?:

Connor at first, but being with her made him less so

who wakes up the earliest?:

Connor, but that’s just to make sure she’s still with him

who does the chores around the house?:

Connor, because he doesn’t want her to have to do them

who is the most protective of the other?:

Connor is very intense about protecting her

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Connor is a very jealous person in general

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

La Petite Mort - Coeur De Pirate

 Dulie

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Dustin, omg natalie is such a sub

who complains the most?:

I think they’re both not complainers, but maybe Natalie

who’s the laziest?:

Again both arent that lazy I think

who wakes up the earliest?:

I think they both wake up around the same time in the early hours of the morning

who does the chores around the house?:

Probably Natalie

who is the most protective of the other?:

Dustin omg

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Dustin, me thinks

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

Little Darling - Lewis Watson

 Emvy

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Emese, probably because she’s a little more experienced

who complains the most?:

I think Levy haha

who’s the laziest?:

Emese isn’t very lazy so maybe Levy

who wakes up the earliest?:

Emese does, so she can go on her runs

who does the chores around the house?:

Levy, Emese is messy

who is the most protective of the other?:

Levy, at least from other guys. But Emese is very if you hurt him you will find a stripper heel in your eye.

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Levy

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

Dear Maria - All Time Low

But only bc its music video was in a strip club LOL

 Lolerie

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Logan. He doesn’t really not being in control

who complains the most?:

Logan. Hes a man baby

who’s the laziest?:

Logan

who wakes up the earliest?:

Val, because Logan sleeps til like four

who does the chores around the house?:

Val, but Logan feels bad so he tries to help

who is the most protective of the other?:

Logan is very protective of Val

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Val I think. Logan thinks being jealous of your girlfriend or boyfriend for whatever reason is thinking they’ll be unfaithful

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

Run - Daughter

 Narvie

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Depends on if Harvie got into trouble or not

who complains the most?:

Harvie joking complains, but they’ve both had hard times so they don’t complain much.

who’s the laziest?:

HARVIE LOL

who wakes up the earliest?:

Nette

who does the chores around the house?:

Harvie is okay at keeping stuff clean but I think its Nette that keeps everything organized.

who is the most protective of the other?:

Harvie. He’s willing to die for that girl

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Probably Nette. Harvies mad chill

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

Trouble - Never Shout Never

 Raden

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Dude I think they struggle for dominance

who complains the most?:

I think they’re both complainy people haha

who’s the laziest?:

I’d say Caden, but only because Ronnies basically trained not to be lazy

who wakes up the earliest?:

Ronnie, she doesn’t like sleeping in

who does the chores around the house?:

Ronnie probably does. She likes things clean

who is the most protective of the other?:

I think they’re both protective, but Caden more so

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Ronnie five hundred percent

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

A Love like War - All Time Low

 Rullie

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

There’s no sex most of the time, but when there is Russ is bc Millie has no idea what she’s doing

who complains the most?:

Millie

who’s the laziest?:

Idk I think that Russ probably is at times and Millie is too

who wakes up the earliest?:

They probably wake up at the same time

who does the chores around the house?:

Millie. She likes cleaning

who is the most protective of the other?:

I think Russ is

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Millie. But because she thinks he’ll leave her at first because she doesn’t have sex with him haha

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

Dirty Little Secret - The All American Rejects

Viver

who is more dominant in the bedroom?:

Viv probably. But I think with them, they aren’t just having sex. It has a deeper meaning, at least when they officially get together, so it doesn’t matter to them who is dominant to them

who complains the most?:

Topher doesn’t like complaining, so I guess Viv?

who’s the laziest?:

Topher, probably

who wakes up the earliest?:

Topher but only because he needs to be at the Palace really early to cook everyone breakfast

who does the chores around the house?:

I think they both do

who is the most protective of the other?:

They are both very protective, in their own ways

who gets jealous the easiest?:

Viv, probably

and a song or group of songs that describes the ship:

I’d Lie - Taylor Swift

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(addie to ronnie) [MSG:] DIBS ON THE NEW GUY. & [MSG:] I was like, “um, that’s my butthole.” & [MSG:] He texted back and said he would hook up if he didn’t have a test at 8am. It’s really hard to be annoyed by how good of a student he is. & [MSG:] I would feel bad that’s he’s locked out naked, but the world should really see that.

[MSG:] DIBS ON THE NEW GUY.

[text:] NO FAIR

[text:] I WANT HIM TO DO BAD THINGS TO ME ADDIE

[text:] PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE

[MSG:] I was like, “um, that’s my butthole.”

[text:] HE DIDNT KNOW?

[text:] AREYOU KIDDINGING?

[text:] IM GOING TO TORTURE HIM WITH THIS INFORMATION

[MSG:] He texted back and said he would hook up if he didn’t have a test at 8am. It’s really hard to be annoyed by how good of a student he is.

[text:] tell him to fuck school and to come over and fuck you

[text:] nah fuck school

[text:] that test doesnt even amtter too much

[MSG:] I would feel bad that’s he’s locked out naked, but the world should really see that.

[text:] SEND ME A PICTURE

[text:] AS YOURE BEST FRIEND I NEED THIS FUCKING PICTURE RN . I NEED IT.