#redhawtcheeto

[redhawtcheeto]

feeling extra homicidal and full of rage today <3

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hello! i cant fall asleep so here’s a question: what’s the nicest thing anyone’s ever told you, and/or the best compliment you’ve ever received? i say and/or cuz they might not coincide. hope you’re doing alright❣️

☁️ anon tells me some really amazing stuff all the time. That person is an absolute treasure. It feels a little awkward talking about compliments but.. they often are very understanding and comforting towards me.

They really take the time to listen and always do their best to make me feel heard. They have told me that I am strong, patient and kind. They seem to really see my effort, my struggles, my setbacks and they never judge me for any of it. They also send me a lot of amazing posts to make me laugh/smile. I appreciate that person more than I can fully express.

Their partner is also an extremely amazing, strong, cool person. That is one wholesome duo that the world is a better place for having.

You url is great btw lol

[redhawtcheeto]

there goes my ROCD making me insane and irrational and taking things too far again!!

[redhawtcheeto]

i (finally) unlocked ginger island in stardew valley and now i couldn’t care less about pelican town and just want to find all the golden walnuts. it has consumed me.

forgot to mention, i played for at least 8 hours so my brain is like tv static right now.

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why do i randomly think of the shitty things i did when i was 17 and start crying like that was 5 years ago what in the actual fuck.

[redhawtcheeto]

i wouldn’t ever wish rocd upon even my worst enemy.. the fear of losing control and destroying your beautiful relationships is terrifying ): living in the moment and being content / present is so hard

[redhawtcheeto]

if there is nothing else to know, please, at least know this;

i am trying.

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ah yes another day of waking up to absolutely no emails from any potential employers regarding my current status. epic.