#ref adventures

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soooo....I’m like, totally a lawyer now 8)

(well, that sounds like I’m ready to start lawyering right away, nah. I don’t have a licence or anything. but I am now qualified to get one! if I so choose. or be a judge. or a prosecutor. or work for a company. or the state. whatever I want)

pretty much a live-tweet of my final exam under the cut

traveler’s issues....

the day of....!

my friends worried about me and were happy with me and generally top people

and then, the day after.....

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I realized I never ramble on here anymore about boring shit that’s happening (because I moved it all to twitter)

unacceptable. the blog needs to be filled with pointless rambling at all times.

so here’s what’s new….

in March, the grades from my December exams came in and I was….ambivalent about it

I went to LBM and met @sorrel-ly​ and @daiousamashittykawa and @paprikaschildkroete​!!! aw man. idiot idea to only do a day trip, but I didn’t have time/organisational skills/nerves for a longer abscence

I lost my mind a little bit every day trying to do a good job at my last trainee gig and at least somewhat get back into studying at the same time

work this year has been freaking bomb though; best trainee job I had out of all of them! so I’m extra happy that it didn’t really have to end when my allotted 3 months were over….

and like, I’m freaking out over the upcoming exam and I’m full of all the usual studying stress issues, but….I can hardly even imagine how much worse that would be if I didn’t have definite plans after it. like. oooph. I’m not someone who takes uncertainty very well at all. and post-exam unemployment and job hunting is like, the height of uncertainty? this way, despite real-job hunting having to happen in the next few months, it’s not as pressing a concern. and at least I know what the immediate future holds, that I’ll actively make at least some of my own money, add stuff to my resume, and so on.

in completely unrelated news lol, Michelle Branch’s new album came out and like….my inner 14-year old self completely flipped out tbh. she’s also coming on tour and I wanna go see her so badly

also, Kingsman things happened!!! (which I actually did ramble about on here, so.)

aaand after much waiting and agonizing over when I’d finally get summoned to my oral and whether or not it would give me a chance to actually have a bit of a break before I start work again, I was finally given my date last week. which is mid-May, so I get a 2-week break before work starts up again to see some friends and sort some stuff out, phew ^^”

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getting back into studying is going well so far

if going well means sitting at my desk making miserable faces and suspiciously eyeing the textbooks from a safe distance

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I won't see Sherlock until tomorrow after work oh boy I hope they let me go home early (on my first day :'D )

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exams: over

everyone: happy

my classmates: drunk

we are forcibly removed from the Christmas market

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cesttoujourslamemehistoire replied to your post “[[MOR] last night my phone was like “congratulations, you have met...”

Ahh viel Erfolg!!! ������

danke ^^ es ging schon merkwürdig los, aber was erwartet man :’D 

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rociel replied to your post “[[MOR] last night my phone was like “congratulations, you have met...”

Ich denk an dich und alles wird gut! Und ihr macht euch zu viele Sorgen, aber das ist völlig normal ;)

ja, ich dachte mir auch schon so....wenn ich mich da schon nicht drüber aufrege, dann muss der Rest es auch nicht tun :’D aber die Massenpanik reißt einen dann ja gerne mal mit, wenn erstmal alle loslegen xD

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last night my phone was like “congratulations, you have met your activity goal today”

clearly I should drag a suitcase full of law books halfway across the city more often (I could barely lift that thing, Jesus. my neighbor carried it down the stairs for me because I was taking forever and blocking the stairwell lol)

(and I separately texted 2 of my friends some dumb joke about why it wasn’t a suitcase full of magical creatures instead and how that would make me much happier, to which both of them immediately replied to climb in and check, the nerds :D <3 )

only now everyone’s freaking out about new editions and whatnot, and normally I wouldn’t care much because they can hardly expect us to have the new edition of a book when it was literally shipped out one day before the exam, (or the updates for the statutes that were shipped 2 days before, for that matter). but since everyone else is freaking out, essentially losing their shit and going out buying the new editions (for 115 € btw), well. so now I’m like, sending people out on errands for me and exchanging books halfway through and updating them between exam days because of course that’s what you have time for.

oh and of course that was also what I was lying awake last night stressing about. not exams themselves, but. this. shit.

anyway. I got 5 hours of sleep and I feel like I suddenly forgot how to write a verdict or even my name, buuuut we’ll see.