stop, start
When your mind is all a whirr because you started doing the thing you thought you always wanted to do but lo and behold you actually don’t want to do that anymore.
It feels like a tough pill to swallow because you fought really hard to get to be doing it and stopping now has the potential to feel like failure.
However, I’m taking it as a positive that I’ve come far enough in my own sense of self and identity to realise that I’m not the same person who really wanted this dream, I’ve changed and that’s perfectly alright because everything changes and instead of clinging to something that isn’t really what I want to do I am now open to finding my thing, my passion, my raison d’etre as it were.
I have a hunch of what it is so if you fancy following the journey that’d be great who knows where it’ll lead us and that is kind of the point.