as a child, she dreamt of warmth. of sunshine within king’s landing that would dull the ache, the child in her bones. daenerys dreamt of a motherly embrace, the round applause of the common people that would rejoice at her knighthood. her kingship. daenerys stormborn wanted their love. love. such a foreign concept to a child that suffered the temper of the dragon that was her own flesh & blood of a brother. a girl thrust into a foreign land where she is hated by those she has never met. what is love to an exiled fool? childish notions of banners that bare her name, people that pray to her, children that revere her, & enemies that fear her. in this foreign land, the land of her father, she expected more. the rightful heir, the last targaryen wanted their warmth. & she foolishly believed that the way to do is was with dragon’s fire.
Q: DEAR PRINCESS OF DRAGONSTONE, DO YOU KNOW THE MISTAKES OF THE PAST? ARE YOU DOOMED TO REPEAT THEIR MISTAKES?
ever time a targaryen is born, the gods flip a coin. in her foolishness, she believes that her coin has always turned upward, a golden face of a princess meant to restore peace and unity. she is no mad king — but she hears the voices. voices of the past that play on a continual loop in her head, voices that whisper obscenities, voices that breed chaos. she hears her father, her dragons, yet the most reoccurring loop comes from the half year queen in episodes that daenerys cannot ignre. [dearest rhaenyra, am i doomed to repeat your mistakes? will i repeat your wars? will i too fall into the despair of the dance of dragons?] her fingers clench, expelling the memories, expelling the history. she is not mad, she is not mad, she is not — again the words play through constantly, facing her ancestor in dream & reality [the line has blurred too far, the mirror shows daenerys, rhaenyra, aegon, viserys, again & again. suffering & winter prevail] ❝ you’re wrong — all of you, i have made it this far because i have believed in me. i have been a prisoner to lands i do not belong to, i have been a warrior in my own home. ❞ the glass in her hand shatters, a grip too tight, eyes blurry from the tears. [ I WILL NEVER BE YOU! I BELONG HERE, I BELONG ON THE THRONE. ]
A: YOU CAN RESIST, BUT ONLY THE GODS KNOW.
[ YOUR FATE IS SEALED. THERE IS NO VICTORY IN STORE FOR YOU. ]
the mirror in front of her is broken, the edges tainted with the blood of a queen, the last of the line. she has fought too hard, she has made too many mistakes. princess daenerys targaryen will never be one of them. a woman incapable of warmth freezes to death. ❝ get out of my head. please, i — i don’t know what you want from me. ❞ when she closes her eyes, daenerys is back in water, shivering in the storm. if she were meant to be free — she would have died that day.
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