Deep Questions - { accepting }
3: When you’re alone in the middle of the night and you can’t quite get to sleep, what do you think about? “Going to sleep” doesn’t count.
Trying to turn my brain off is hard sometimes. My head is full of choreo or what instrument I need to practice because I’ve gotten rusty. Other times I don’t think of anything and on some night, when I feel low I think about my sister Kat. Most of them time I try to not think as much as possible. It’s lonely in my head.
12: When you’re very scared or worried, what do you think about or do to help you feel better?
Depends on what I’m worried or scared about but mostly I think about my sister if I can’t get to her. I press myself against something solid and curl up as small as I can and stay like that until I’m tired.
13: How do you feel about what happens after death?
I honestly don’t think I’ll go to the same place as my sister so I don’t have high expectations. I just.. for me I think it’ll be like everyday life only there is no off switch, no way to find relief, it’s just constant stress and hurt and fear.
14: Would you rather live a hedonistic life full of good things that make you feel good even if they’re bad for you, or a healthy life centered around treating your body like a sacred temple and watching your health as closely as possible? Or do you not care either way?
Being a dancer I don’t feel like I have to worry too much about health, I work out plenty but I don’t eat under and guidlines. I eat whatever I want so I take care of my body only part of the way. If I had to pick I’d pick a healthy life but I don’t really care.