花 —The cool breeze from the ventilation duct encrusts the office in frigidair. The world hangs by a thread and the seat creaks beneath his weight. Headpresses against the leather cushion as his hands grip the metal arms, feelingthe icy hardness in his palms. His eyes closes.
The manila folder lays open and forgotten on the mahogany desk.Documents pertaining to embezzlement and illegal bribes stamped with brightcrimson ink. His life’s work. Everything he has done for nearly two decades hasled up to this moment in time. Everything he has dreamed of and ever wanted,more than anything. More than transient bonds of friendship, love or otherworthless everyday distractions, he wanted more than the average man. Becauseof that, he was above them.
Jin has proved himself; he’s better than them. He is standingabove them no. The flow of power has reversed, he is the one above them now.Sneering. Belittling. Crushing them within the palms of his hands. Crushingthose whose hands he once danced upon like an obedient little puppet.
Jinstill recalls where they sat on the carpeted floor of his office. Foreheadsburying into the fabric enough to cause rug burn, pleading for him to not pushthe proverbial button. Satisfaction coursed through his veins and elation lit fuchsiaeyes.
This is how it should be. Should have been. It didn’t have to bethis way.
“No son ofthe Tachibana clan would ever turn on his own blood!” His father’s bloody roarstill rings in his ears. He almost wants to laugh. This man would speak ofbetrayal when he wouldn’t even help his own son. He didn’t lift a finger toalleviate the troubles he had or mend the bruises and lacerations that madetheir homes upon his childhood skin.
“If youwere ever our son, then you would know that this not what you want. Jin,darling, just come back home. Mommy misses you.” Like nails upon blackboard,her voice drips with venomous honey. He hated her voice but what Jin hates moreare the eyes that look at him. The same eyes that stare back at him from themirror every morning.
He wantsto vomit. Gastric juices linger at his throat, threatening to spill. The womanwho never looked at him as anything but a stain upon the family so sweetly begshim now.
This iswhat he wanted. Jin makes the call while they are in the room and securityescorts the elderly couple out.
He remembers ignoring the frantic calls from his brother who wasin Hawaii at the time of this meeting. He remembers the distraught voicemail.The words of hatred that pierced his heart deeper than any dagger ever could.
The morning news report plays the front page news on repeat. “The infamous Tachibana Financial has declared bankruptcy in light of the scandals the Department of Finance found after a routine investigation. None of the chair people have responded to any media requests.”
This is how it should be. Should have been. It didn’t have to bethis way.
He has everything now. The inheritance that he never wanted. Thefamily name that never accepted him. He has his vengeance on the family whothrew him to the wolves.
Jin has everything. He tells himself that this is a happy ending.There’s a hollowness that lingers in his chest.
There’s a blow that strikes him hard in the chest, knocking theair from his lungs. He’s supposed to be happy. This was his happy ending. Hisgoal. Everything he has worked up to until today was for this. Everything hehas ever done, everything he has given up was for this moment in time. But now that he is done, what now? What goals? What other desires? Where else do his interests lie?
Then why does this victory feel so empty? Why does he feel sohollow?
What else does he have now?
Oh, what a hollow little boy. One who burned single every bridge he has stepped on and now at the precipice he stands alone. Alone and with nothing else to go on. He has burned in his rage and left himself in ashes.
This is how it should be. Should have been. It didn’t have to be this way.
-Did not establish any wholesome bonds -Did not reconcile with Ken -Did not divert to any other goals