#rejennerate

[runningtealion]

rejennerate replied to your post“3.21.15”

rejennerate

yo im slipping up and its a slippery slope and I'm going to start to do this it seems like a good idea

What from this are you referencing tho dude? 

[ofnows]

rejennerate said: celsius im assuming hahahaha

yes i guess this would be normal if that was fahrenheit  reppin canadia woooo

[dickwolfgang]

jenn followed me okay yeah

[junkiepterodactyl]

i meant triggering in the sense that shes very "ya i'm a strict vegan and i exercise a llllll the time #recovery", not "here's my scars from last night" sort of thing. How on earth is changing your url inspiring???? it takes 30 seconds, if that

At least she doesn't starve herself constantly anymore or make herself throw up as much (and before you say it, yes I know I'm going by what she chooses to divulge on the Internet but I'd like to hope it's true). 

and that's what I thought you meant by triggering anyway.

if she wants to be vegan, fine, if she exercises, fine, at least she's better than she was, at least she's trying to recover even if it isn't the same way everyone else does or says you're meant to.

people are inspired by different people for different reasons, just because she doesn't inspire you doesn't mean she can't inspire me.

changing her URL from something eating-disorder related to something recovery related shows that she is making recovery what she is about, instead of being "skinny", that change in how she portrays herself is what's inspiring. She is no longer just "skinny" she is "regenerating" into something better, re becoming who she was before this stuff happened.

the question was who do I find inspiring, not "who do i think is the best person that gets all their recovery brownie points and is the most perfect at showing what recovery is like and never actually slips up or shows a slightly unrecovery-focused side to themselves or ever acts like anything but a pro-recovery robot that is perfect". 

That is why she was on that list

[junkiepterodactyl]

how does rejennerate inspire you ? her blog is horrible and triggering and blah

Because she slips up a lot but always has another go at recovery

i personally don't find her triggering at all, I like her blog, her writing is amazing. 

she's come very far recently and she gives me hope that I could relapse several times but there is always a glimmer of hope that things can get better. She's gone from rock bottom to a much safer place and she's helped by just still being here. 

and the fact she changed her URL to rejennerate from how-to-be-a-skinny-bitch shows that she's really trying to change.

that's pretty inspiring if you ask me.

[junkiepterodactyl]

I feel like such a stalker when I have Tumblr users in my dream. Like last night Jenn (rejennerate) was staying in the same hotel as me on holiday and we met because I fan girled over her but she got angry because I was being really obvious like "AHHHMAHHGAHDD it's Jenn!! She's recovering from an ED!!!!!" and she was with people that didn't know about it and shouted at me but then they left and she came over and we became best friends... And that is why I feel stalker ish in dreams...Because i AM a fucking stalker in my dreams...