#relapse tag

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well.

i tried.

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--headlesshomo

AAAAAAAAHHHH;;;;;;;

aaaahh;h;h;hgd??????

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this is another letter to myself but much more "get your shit together" than "you can do it!!"

okay, youre feeling bad feelings. thats okay, they never really fully go away! youve done a good job the past few months pushing them away.

what you need to understand now is that you are STRONGER than this disease. not anorexia, this disease. its not just a little thing to cling to for a security blanket, it was and still is a thing that hurts you.

do you want to brush your hair and have your hair fall out again?

do you want to be so dizzy you cant walk? 

do you want to deal with your mothers look of worry and feeling that shes failed because youre like this? 

no, no you dont!! you need to take some deep breaths and drink water. do not drink until you are full. water is not substance, it has no calories, it cannot help you live. you need food. take some deep breaths and remember that there IS hope in this world. this disease is trying to get a hold of you because you feel like you lack control in your life.

you do not need to starve yourself to have control.

you do not need to puke to have control.

you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight you are not your weight 

you are strong and you can get past this. you can keep on going and not give up. you have to keep hope because its the one free thing being offered to you right now. take it and dont take it out on yourself.

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whi spers i really need this is my relapse tag im go men;;; anon if you didnt want it posted!! ill ;;; take it down but i yeAH CRIES REALLY HARD I LOVE YOU PERSON

Hey, I heard you like me, and.. I don’t really understand why, but I wanted to thank you for that. Someone like me doesn’t deserve the kind of affection you give, but it feels good anyway! But more importantly, I want you to know that I love you. You’re a really amazing talented person, and you have so much hope inside you! Even if you don’t always believe in yourself, and things aren’t always great, I know that if you have hope, you can make beautiful things happen. I love you, and all your wonderful potential!! So, happy early Valentine’s Day. Whether or not you have someone special to spend it with, know that you’re worthy of whatever you want to have and whatever makes you happy. You were born a wonderful person and haven’t stopped being wonderful since! 

— komaeda---nagito