ok so i never responded to those texts because i’m better than that but because of that i really need to get this out because of frustrations
if youre in my group of school friends and have somehow found my blog you probably shouldnt read this so ya
you are a piece of shit and everyone fucking knows it - okay, i’ve done shitty things before, but if my friends think i’m a piece of shit, they’re not my friends
you have fucking mental issues. you are fucked up and you have been pinning everything on me by fucking saying “you don’t trust me” to the point where i stopped confronting you - yeah well no fucking kidding because you didn’t trust me and it was the most frustrating thing ever to have someone i actually loved constantly fucking interrogating me. i always thought i would never let anyone control my life that much but i guess i lost sight of that. i always said i would be friends with whoever i wanted to no matter what an so said. no wonder you think exes cant be friends because you are incapable of handling conflict in a relationship.
acting weird out of nowhere after i fucking visit you? and blaming it on that fight? what the fuck is your problem? you fucking fucked up so bad and made me think for an entire month that this was MY issue - well yeah it was your fucking issue because i was fucking mad because after that it was clear that you obviously didnt trust me when youre getting mad over a fucking new tab page on chrome and getting mad over a blog i read. how did i fuck up because i needed to think about our relationship. yeah sometimes people’s feelings change but i guess you couldnt understand that.
tell me you needed those two weeks to think? really? fuck you? - yeah i did. and i wasted them so fuck you.
i did nothing to deserve this and you never deserved me - fuck you i can find someone else
and i want you to know that you fucked up big time and you fucked everything up because you can’t fucking handle not having your dick sucked you’re a fucking needy individual with fucking mental issues - well that’s a bit of a stretch considering i wasn’t getting my dick sucked by anyone but you have to come up with all these fucking scenarios of me cheating on you when i didn’t do shit. and projecting your mental issues on me. ok.
how do you expect any other girl to fucking accept your past when even i can’t even change your fucking ways you’re shit - how can i expect any other girl to? you have got to be the girl i’ve dated who is the least fucking accepting of the past holy shit what a joke.
you think you can hide from your friends what you’ve done to me? no you can’t they know what a piece of shit and they knew that before i came into the picture - my friends know i’ve been through a lot of girls. if that makes them think that i’m a piece of shit then i don’t care, they’re not my friends. and i didn’t do shit to you you’re just trying to fucking drag me cause you’re a bitter paranoid bitch.
and if you wanted to break up with me, then why couldn’t you fucking do it? because something mentally telling you that you’d feel better if i did it? you are 100000% responsible for this. - real mature to put the entire blame on me for your paranoid as fantasies. i don’t know why couldn’t fucking do it. should’ve done it sooner.
you tell me you love me or at least you told me and i don’t fucking beilieve anything. i don’t know what the fuck changed how you felt and why you act the way you do but you need fucking help - lmao ok feelings change sometimes. that doesn’t make you need fucking help. you literally need fucking help.
i actually really loved you and i cared for you like no other and i treated you so right - no you were constantly fucking interrogating me because you didn’t trust me don’t act like you’re a fucking angel.
and you treat me like this, you lie to me, YOU CHEAT on me - cheating on you is a straight up fucking delusion you have
i should have never fucking trusted you in the first place. you are a piece of shit, you did this to bianca with me, how would i not expect you to hide me from xxxx? who the fuck is she holy shit - are you fucking kidding me i wasn’t in a long term relationship with her when i met you or even a relationship at all. and hiding you? lol.
and the fact that when i saw you on the weekend and you did not say i love you to me once was a red flag - that is made up because i fucking said it even if it was meaningless.
you will never find someone like me again and fuck you for using me for sex this past weekend - you really think i can’t find someone better than you? lol what a joke. someone who can actually fucking accept the past and put their trust in someone. another girl studying arts who wants to go to law school? well i found one and she’s smarter than you too. so fuck you. and i wasn’t using you for sex but thanks for the hotel room anyways.
you know what? your dick is just as skinny as you and this may be a low blow but i don’t understand how this insignificant part of you runs your fucking life - lmao that’s not what you were saying when you were choking on it. and real fucking mature lmao. grow the fuck up. i guess i might as well sink to that level too, you’re were kinda getting fat but you have literally no ass like how is that even possible.
fuck you for lying to me, fuck you for fucking thinking that something was mentally wrong with me - there is literally something mentally wrong with you. i don’t even know what to say to that
(you are not a human being with a heart, you’re a piece of fuck) - lmao ok.
you lost the only girl that would ever love you despite your past and your decisions and your recent decisions and lies have shown me that there is no hope for you - the only girl that would ever love me. what a fucking joke lol. stop acting like you’re the greatest thing that ever happened to me cause i can easily find someone else to replace you. and you can’t accept shit that happened in the past lmao what a joke.
you’re a broken individual that needs serious help and no one can fucking help you because you’re fucked - you literally have mental issues that you need to see a doctor for that you’re projecting onto me.
go ahead pretend that this is all on me and tell people that i broke up with you because i don’t trust you - that’s exactly what happened you dumb bitch.
and go ahead and tell xxxx that you can now see her and whoever fucking else there is because i’m out of the picture - thank god.
you’re a fucking idiot. you’re stupid. - very mature.
i feel bad for your family because they have no idea who you are. nobody knows who you are - my family loves me and trusts me over some crazy bitch but ok
you are fucking sick you make me literally sick to my stomach because i fucking did love you and i did trust you and i cared for you like no other and i thought you could actually be the one OOPS - yeah same think that you were the one was the stupidest thing ever, fuck you. you didn’t trust me lmao.
haha i’m going to tell your mom that i can’t attend this weekend because her son fucking cheated on me - you have fucking mental issues not me to go to my parents house on my mom’s fucking birthday to lie about me. and you go with my fucking friend. which is a joke. clearly not much of a fucking friend. who the fuck goes and talks to someones mom like that like are you 12 or
you can’t handle being away from your girlfriend for months at a time, that’s pathetic - yeah because long distance is a fucking joke to me. i should’ve broken up with you in december because i already knew it was a fucking joke.
how do you live with yourself? you don’t deserve anything good in life - i live with myself by accepting the past and taking things one day at a time, unlike you.
you’re incapable of love - hahaha i thought i loved you but i don’t know, so maybe you have a point there.
you’re incapable of trust - that’s literally you LMAO
you have no fucking feelings - yeah i do just not for you lmao
i hope you know what you’ve lost - a broken piece of shit relationship with a paranoid bitch?
you can pretend all you want that my words mean nothing to you and you can fuck girls to not deal with this but you and i both know that you are complete shit. - grow up. and yeah, considering all the shit you’ve said to me after all we’ve been through, your words mean nothing to me now.
you are an idiot for fucking losing me. no one is going to respect you ever again - this is a straight up joke LOL
you are worthless scum. fuck you. i know that you’re going to pretend this doesn’t hurt but you and i both know that you’re a piece of shit and you don’’t deserve anything good to happen to you in life ever. - wow, i hope you enjoyed leaving our relationship off on that note. and guess what. my life is good right now. so fuck you. because good things will continue to happen to me. and when bad things happen i will just shake it off because i know how to make things not hurt me. you are a fucking immature paranoid bitch. no wonder you think no one can be friends with their ex because you are incapable of leaving a relationship without destroying it. you’re incapable of handling conflict even when it’s the smallest thing ever. you can’t fucking put your trust into someone.
i hope you enjoy being alone. because i won’t be now that you’ve released me from this joke of a relationship. i can almost always look back on my relationships favourably but not this time. you’re just another picture to burn. i should literally burn the pictures of you. maybe tomorrow cause it’s still the weekend.
