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—— and so the shade tasked with teaching the young god fighting prowess doesn’t quite smile, but he comes close. He’s so weary, this old demi-god —— but these moments with Zagreus make him feel useful again, and it’s a fine feeling, if not one strangely at odds with most his circumstance.
" Your left guard, perhaps. " The old warrior sighs; he passes his spear to his left side, taking a step back and turning the blade back behind him and offering the haft to help Zagreus up. " —— no, lad, I don’t believe you have. I think you are distracted this day. "
He’s been around for some time, and he knows what he was like as a young strapping warrior full of the need to prove himself —— days long gone, and Zagreus is far from how he was in those days, but he sees enough to remind him. There’s a look he has, and it makes him worry, dimly; he’s seen too much change in the House of Hades since the days of taking his post to be terribly blasé about the implications.
There are far too many ears in this House, and too many wily shades with a want to better their own circumstance. But it is quieter here, and he allows looser tongues here more than any other place in these Halls. " Whatever thoughts busy your mind, you must put them aside completely when in battle, or else Styx will quickly remind you of your folly. "
—— too often and without mercy. Down here, death is only a lesson; pain is a teacher. He does not lean hard into either, but he suspects Zagreus will soon enough go beyond his teachings to learn those lessons himself. He gives a look back; this little practice arena is quiet, dark, only lit with the soft glow of the lanterns 'round the edges. " And if you need to spill them to get them out, you know you can do so, lad. " And: the warrior gives a crooked, scarcely there smile. " Otherwise, on your feet for another go. "
Pleasure was to remain away of the Administrative Chamber, away of Father’s orders --- each moment passed with Achilles was a relaxation he craved the most, in which no weighting responsibilities was presented under his face for pressuring him whole. Oh, there was an understandable perception concerning reasons about what some many paperwork’s were needed concerning peacefulness of the souls, but instead to be closeted inside an office, of shades condensed within numbers, he wanted something more … concrete? Different? Totally at the opposite of the ordered method of Father? Countless parchments in which even himself cannot exploring all immensity, all density, all the stories, all the shades exposed within little lines, should have teach him to be organized --- but he honestly just wanted to do entire opposite on that matter. If rest of the soul could be imposed by just talking with them, instead to remaining sealed within administrative files, he would do it … and actually, will achieving it someday! Doing his Father’s job, carry on differently the legacy, by offering last treatments imposed of a shade though talk, though chat, in which there will no borders between two states! It would be less boring than spending so many hours into an office, with countless piles of parchments, when that mental tiredness never seemed to end … He didn’t even know how Father handled it each day.
On annoyance’s topic, when it wasn’t other shades doing some actions coming from one or two requests in which he should have anticipated exposed desire, he remained the first one of the line --- though, each day, he was attempting again, trying again. As the Prince of the Underworld, it was under his veins to embracing fully a throne in which he will never rule upon, nevertheless, having the entire Underworld to take care of --- although, he was perceiving that role in a pretty much radical manner to exploring entire Underworld and beyond since he never perceived anything else, and not be another employee in which an shade can replace him! Having constantly the perception of last moments of the shades triggered naturally a curiosity of the other side --- meanwhile shades recollecting themselves about their breathing existence, he could still wonder how it could be to be simply that, alive, from a mortal’s perspective. As much he was breathing and had a physical body, he remained under the sight of the Unseen, in same manner he was probably one of rarer souls to having such closeness with Nyx herself.
Maybe it has been tiredness that created that complete dissociation during usual fighting lessons, something he would need, if he wanted exploring more of what he was exploring. Comfort of the House never seemed to subsisted him enough, as at first, when he was younger than today, exploring every corridors but having his Father’s room close to him was fun to explore, in which he would spending his time with Cerberus … but then, with Than away inside the mortal’s realm, and Hypnos temporary going into his own realm and could commenting upon mortal’s realm on his own way, landscape seemed far more smaller and limited for his own good. As an Hades son, he should appropriate himself the Underworld, but even his Father didn’t want his kingdom been considered as a tourism landscape, as particular landscapes shouldn’t be visited, which frustrated him a big lot --- All that remaining was stories, that dreaming hope someday he would be achieving his goal.
How could be blamed to wanting more?
❝ Hm? ❞ Mental distraction of his thoughts betrayed him another time as Achilles answered him. Returned tiredness under his features generated a temporary fear to facing another lecture differently from his Father, though, compared to Father, he would be welcoming kindly such event. There was some kind of immediate comforting smile at admission he was distracted. He was. More often than usual with his common issue with his dad, but that, it was pretty much almost public knowledge to this point --- He was tired of the Administrative Chamber’s job, in which these endless piles of parchments looked like a nightmare in which he will never wake up with. ❝ Distracted by the thought to discovering more, to breathe another air than this constant office --- ❞ To be constantly lectured by Father, as he wasn’t exactly best example of obedient kid. How even expressing desires to transforming a little bit the Underworld seemed a heresy he was evoking! It seemed like a lecture, however, distraction into his face remained. ❝ Can’t I be focused and distracted at same time? Did the monsters beyond these walls are really that terrible, altought you’ve did inform me of some of them? ❞ Immediate playfulness was used in return, as closeness bond turned simple common conversations. Ah, Styx, there was a pout of the reminder. ❝ I can only hope I’m not constantly returning into that river once I’ll starting my little wanderings. ❞ If he knew. Another cheering up smile born, as manner Achilles expressed it turned kind of gentle acceptance when it was coming from him. ❝ Let’s that focusing distracted fight then! ❞ Honestly will simply betraying his lips faster than he could imagining. ❝ Father will deal with his rebellious son eager of change the Underworld from the inside another day in the office meanwhile I will be suffering another lecture, told again everything I know I should be ! ❞