Jan 8, 2015
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new fic idea
ouran
hobbit edition
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so
new fic idea
ouran
hobbit edition
I didn't sleep much. I need help. I think I'm going to get some therapy. I don't want to lose anymore friends because of my stupid head and its thoughts.
I just need a sign I'm doing things right. Anywho... Downloading game on better internet, on phone right now. I'm gonna eat then sleep then tomorrow I'll film the rest of mine craft for this week, edit it, and at night I'll film and edit evil within to upload for Wednesday and Friday. The rest of the week I'll spend uploading, and editing/filming for the next week so I'm finally caught up in footage. It's fun but I really need to catch up or else I'll continuously be exhausted :/
your hair looks sexy pushed back
huh.
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AHHH THANK YOU thatbetic! and i feel kinda bad because i'm feeling weird and don't want to tag anyone or anything right now but i might do it later so i'll save this
Rule 1: always post the rules (these rules). Rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you asked you and write eleven new ones. Rule 3: tag eleven people and link them to the post. Rule 4: actually tell them that you tagged them. Rule 5: tag/link me to them when you’re done.
1.Tell me about your favorite character who died.
AHHH BLURG. UM. Shit. This could go in so many directions... But right now, all I can think of is the end of the Cirque du Freak series... And I don't wanna spoil it. But I'm still effected by that to this day.
2. Favorite fanfiction you’ve ever read?
It used to be this smut fiction in the HP Universe that was just... Beautiful and everything I ever wanted in smut ever.
But then...
Pulse is my new favorite... I could tell you why. But I also could not. I'm leaning towards the latter. When I'm good and ready I suppose...
3. Which character do you identify most with?
Hmm... this torch has been passed amongst many characters that i've had a bond with.
recently...
i can't remember.
i guess. i know it's weird. and everyone always laughs. but it's my go to character...
in the perks of being a wallflower, the main character is a boy named charlie. i identify with him... because of many reasons. the most being i notice things when others don't. and i had a period of panic attacks. i still get them occasionally but it's not as terrible as it used to be.
and his dark side reminds me of mine.
4. Have you ever trespassed? Why?
possibly yes
because the arb at night is one of the most beautiful and most magical things i have ever witnessed
5. You’re given a day to do whatever you want without consequence. What do you do?
give my friends what they need, get some more cosplay supplies, and somehow get full access every book, comic, tv show, and movie known to man
6. Do you like your handwriting?
hmm. I guess. It's hard to explain. I like it but it's messy most of the time :/
7. Tell me about your pets, or pets you would like to have. :B
Lizard. Lizard'd be nice. 'Course I can't take of my pet plant Gaia well enough so...
8. Rain or sunshine? Cold or hot?
Both. Rain has a soothing effect, and drizzling is perfect for dancing. Sunshine is great for wonderful walks and enjoying friends. Cold is nice, gives us snow and time inside with our loved ones. Hot is great, it gives us a chance to be in water, or play squirt gun fights with peeps.
9. Your favorite pair of shoes?
My Birkenstock sandles.......
10. What movie could you watch over and over and not get tired of?
Easy A. Or anything I could watch with River... (shh)
11. Say one positive thing about yourself(and I want you to believe it, because it is true. You’re amazing and you exist and that makes me so happy).
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...I keep hope. Even when I shouldn't.
thatbetic replied to your post “damnit anxiety could you please go away i know the future seems...”
*hugs you tight* Anxiety ABC's my counselor taught me!
A: Activating event. What is making you anxious? B: Belief! What do you believe about the situation? C: Consequence. What is the consequence of that belief? D: Dispute! Would what you believe really happen?
Those things do help... It takes time to train yourself, but it does work... That and a "safe place". Close your eyes, choose a place (mine is the beach with my dog) and listen to what is around you in this safe place. I would feel the sand between my toes! The salty air in my nose... So many things! Idk if that helps, but know you're pretty rad! Anxiety is... really not a fun thing to have. Hug yourself, know you're awesome! c:
*huuugs*
Huh. I'm making a note of this post...
Mhmm!
Ahhhh. I need to work on that... I've been pretty good about it in the past but it's been far too long since I've come to one.
THANK YOU FRIEND THANKYOUSOMUCH
This will really, really help me, and I honestly needed this tonight.
Yea...
It really isn't :/
Doin' so now ^_^
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Thank you. :)
i need to have an ouran par
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SHIT PISS i forgot the rest of the lyrics
but
fuck yea.
okay that's happening