#rememberinganthony

[smidow]

Inktober, Day 9 One of Anthony's favorite songs to sing to me was Born To Love You by Lanco. He introduced me to this song, as I didn't listen to much country beforehand. He liked this song because it resonated with him. Coming from a small town in the middle of nowhere, having been to hell and back and struggling with a purpose in life. He told me he was born to love me. That if everything he'd been through led to him meeting me, it was all worth it. That just seeing me, my smile, or hearing my voice, made everything bearable. I'll always love you, Anthony. I miss you so much but I hope at least you're at peace, my love. . . #inktoberday9 #inktober2018 #inktober @inktober #rememberinganthony #rememberinglovedones #imissyou #iloveyou #youweremyeverything #youaremyeverything #restinpeace #couplesdrawing #drawing #borntoloveyou #lanco #music #serenadesareunderrated #lovers #illalwaysbeyours #illseeyouagainmylove https://www.instagram.com/p/BovjeYkAqdD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13cru6br9ixzt

[smidow]

Anthony took every opportunity to catch me by surprise with a hug from behind. Or just any embrace in general. He'd be all *gasp* Guess what?! I'd answer, "What?" He'd say, "I love you" with that goofy grin of his and nuzzle his face into my neck. He always held me so tightly, I never doubted how much he loved me. Of course, this became a trend that we would do back and forth to each other. Stealing each other's lines and moves. Although since I'm short I had to settle for back nuzzles lol. I miss you so much, Anthony. I love you. . . #inktoberday8 #inktober @inktober #inktober2018 #couplesdrawing #rememberinganthony #rememberinglovedones #ripmylove #lovers #drawing #iloveyou #imissyou #illseeyouagainmylove #illalwaysbeyours #gonetoosoon #missingyou #meanttobe https://www.instagram.com/p/BosqRgqlVN-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1b19i2cvp0icu

[smidow]

Today's drawing is from a day when Anthony and I were laying in bed together, just talking and snuggling. Being adorable as always, he asks me "So what do you want first? Kids? Or marriage?" I had a tendency to offer him nonsensical answers like here, where I said "Both." An answer, but also not! And of course, his soft laugh and warm smile in response, before exchanging I love you. I miss you so much, baby. . . #inktoberday7 #inktober @inktober #inktober2018 #rememberinglovedones #rememberinganthony #ripmylove #imissyou #iloveyou #gonetoosoon #couplesdrawing #drawing #achybreakyheart #lovers #inlove #heartbroken https://www.instagram.com/p/BoqRDLkFZw1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=abonk6d0xsl5