#reminescing

[mrlonelystoner]

[owletowo]

Ahh.... the old comic I drew 4 years back（πーπ）

Too bad I lost all the files after my old laptop died.

[oneinist]

Recap #2: Two months in fandom feels like forever?!

Ao3/Fanfiction So I finally tagged my fics properly... After reading this educational post here. I understand why tags are important and honestly I was just too embarrassed in the beginning but I overcame it.

I got my first gift, squeals, read more about that under Umino hours discord server~

I’ve posted only a few drabbles (which are not limited to 100 words in my world but maybe less than 500 words? dunno). Unfortunately, I’m currently in a writer’s block deluxe so I have taken my refuge in drawing instead, hoping that one day the block will have dissolved on its own and I can get back to writing too. Also I am starting to come to terms with that long fic is probably not my thing, regardless of how much I want to, and I should stick to oneshots... *sobs*

Tumblr/Fanart This month I have been more active on Tumblr, figuring out n00b stuff such as Asks - I got my first and second ask too! Thank you ~~~ @hades-bitch and @kaoruhana08

I even tried my hand at adding and formatting my pages with some basic html (I would love to be able to create my own theme some day). As you can see I love lists. Almost all the pages I’ve added are lists. 

The discovery of this month has been @ao3commentoftheday I am in love.  It is a gold mine and it has already transformed the way I think and interact with fanworks, my own and other’s. I cannot recommend this blog enough. Also it has this fun event-ish thing for weekdays that I followed for a week and will continue to do sporadically: Motivaiton Monday, Trivia Thursday, Work in Progress Wednesday, Thirsty Thursday, Fic Back Friday, Spotlight Saturday and Six Sentence Sunday. 

I also started drawing chibis. I even made 27 (!?!?!?) emojis/sticker, mainly Iruka sensei but some Kakashi in there too of course. I really really really want to draw like I write, meaning SMUTTY, so I have started to try at least. 

I am adopting my motto from @sweetysamaa which is when something seems like it is impossible to draw, that’s what I should draw! and also this ao3 post here on treating yourself as well as one about allowing yourself to take joy in creating and not be hung up on quality but I can’t find it...

I am also baffled by all the new followers, THANK YOU 🧡

Just some sample of past creations~~~

Events

I finally got to working on my Kakashi Summer Bingo board and managed to finish one line before the deadline~~~ I am also working on my KakaIru Maze Challenge, but my writer’s block is affecting that one negatively. I am loving the theme and my prompts, I just have to get over this darn blockage!

Umino hours discord server So, around Tumblr and on KakaIru.rocks I saw references to the Umino Hours not understanding what it was until I came across one of the invite posts. Of course it had already expired even though I saw it in real time... But then I saw that they would let new members in at a certain time. I marked my calendar and got up at 5:45 in the morning, glued to Tumblr, refreshing now and then - ready to click when the post came up. I felt like I was cueing for concert tickets!

Now a month later, I am in awe, the people who run it, the people who take part in it - it is truly amazing. I had a bit of a hard time getting used to the format (new to discord) and some days my brain can’t handle the multiple threads and referencing - but most days it can (Also I found that discord has a lot of settings you can make to have it work better with your brain!!!!! Love accessibility). 

I took part in my first server event Umino Hours Discord Server 90 Minutes To Gift Exchange you can find all the awesome fics here~ I received this wonderful gift from couturecosplay. I’ll be posting the art I did for it and also any other fanart (that isn’t a WIP) I have posted in the server after this I think. 

<3 Kakairu <3 discord server And just when I thought it couldn’t get any better, the awesome @goatbutter-writes creates a KakaIru discord server. Squeals again. You can find the invite here. Please come and hang out, talk about our headcanons be they sfw or nsfw, share fic recs and fanart and aaaall the good stuff~~~

My closing note will probably sound really sappy but I feel like the people in the fandom have filled a hole in my heart I didn’t realize I had, how very Naruto-esque. I didn’t understand how lonely I was until I was welcomed into it. Not only has Covid been a contributing factor but I also moved between countries a year before Covid hit. I have been apart from family and friends and not really ben able to form new friendships. It hit double hard in a way. But, I have my online found family now~~~ Lots of love to you all!!

[amazingsphelon]

All days from labor work folks! please enjoy my animated scene!~08/25/2017

the amazing sphelon

09/21/2021

[thelonelygiver]

If you told me you were looking for me.

And that you missed me in your arms, I would come back in a heartbeat.

[kalm5]

May the Fourth Be With you

HOOOOOOOLY SHIT I cannot believe May the Fourth be with you is upon us. 

That also means that its been a year since the conclusion of The Clones Wars!!! Those twelve episodes were definitely needed especially when the entire world went into lockdown.

I really like the first eight episodes. It was the last four episodes the Siege of Mandalore that I loved completely!!!!

The way the last four episodes played out was like the last episode of Avatar the last Airbender.

Since I haven’t watch them in awhile the thing that have been burned to memory are these. The red Clone Wars logo that made it sooooo ominous. Anakin surrendering when really it was a diversion and the poor 501st were under the bridge. Ahsoka’s very cool outfit. Rex’s final laugh when Ahsoka challenges Re getting to the landing platform.

The music deserves its own paragraph musing because it was top not. In the second to last episode I believe when they are on the bridge before order 66 was executed that gave sooo much anxiety even though we cannot get out of order 66. But the music that will be forever chilling to me is Burying the Dead. Like HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! sdanjoeirh;gbjlksbavdjfbviuahertgiuosdjvheuorig that is how I feel about how amazing Burying the Dead is.

Then moving on the chaotic cockroach Maul. Like the voice acting from Sam Witwer was top notch. Also the fight sequence between Maul and Ahsoka was like woooooow! Also super happy that they incorporated mo-cap so it was a true authentic fight. But I will not forgive what Maul did on the ship. I know Ahsoka needed a diversion but fucker.

I the final YEET you know the one.

Then onwards to the ending of the Clone Wars. I was a sobbing mess!!! Like soooo heart breaking. From the shot going into the wrecked cruiser and the burials of the Clone troopers. Rex strangely looking so young. A defeated Ahsoka leaving her lightsaber that Anakin rebuilt for her. Then Darth Vader walking and seeing said lightsaber and Moira. Soooo fucking heartbreaking.

Lets not forget the amazing voice acting from the crew. But in the last episode with it just being Ashley Eckstein, Dee Bradley Baker and Sam Witwer.

Now onwards to some new ramblings. The Bad Batch. Which will probably show up after. Unlike last year I was off for May 4th. Maybe I should start taking May 4th of every year lol. I am excited but anxious at the same time about the Bad Batch!!!

[poly-princess-pan]

Sometimes I wish I was woke enough to be Poly in high-school. Instead of having drama over who's with who, we coulda all been together 😏 man oh man. Maybe in the next life 😋😛

[shaibtheherbanlegend777]

Ngl i ask myself why is it when i was younger i find it easier making friends than it is rn i mean i got my few people that im very close to bt making new friends isnt like what its used to be maybe its due to my early perception and knowledge of friendship bt as you get older you obtain more depth to yourself nd character as well as the experiences with the wisdom that comes from it and then learning theres more to frienship than the surface level image they give us and so on bt just wanted to say something about it