So a few days ago i was reminiscing with my tutor friend. I brought up one of my dark days, which was being a stupid dog barking at a girl for stupid reasons. I look back now and see myself as a bastard (lulz i am a bastard techically anyways.) basically this girl R, was coming to my tutor, these two girls B & L didnt like, mostly B, they both told me to scare her off into not coming to tutor, me recklessly did, cyber bullied her cause i was an asshole. girl B had couldnt make up her mind, she would tell me to chase girl R off or at a time tell me to make girl R come to tutor. Girl L just told me once to tell her off. Funny enough i found her (girl R) the most joyful one with the fake smile, one time in one of my cyber bullyin session with her she told me somethin about her dad and shes sad atm, i think i stopped or not? Fear years later i found out why she was called a slut, turns out me and her (girl R) are kind friends, she was called a slut for talking to one of her friend's boyfriends. I found that ridiculously stupid and shes not even a slut at all. (sluts are girls that sleep with multiple guys or are messy) i still talk to girl R once in a while or visit her with my friend boy D. Till this day i still feel guilty and i owe her more then a million apologies. And i dont associate with girl B or L at all.