#requiem posting

[sikefrost]

most damming thing about being a system is splitting introjects/fictives who are from the most niche shit ever

[corvid-mellofficial]

local man discovers highlighter blocking and surprise surprise it actually fucking works in his favor

anyways here’s some kinda shitty requiem concepts

this mf does NOT like to be drawn ive noticed

[sikefrost]

some systems have the sentiment of 'just switch to pk' but what makes pk not an option for us is the fact you can only access it through discord, (and yes a dashboard too)

if we switch in class, it was a very quick one and done unlock phone, go to sp, log, close phone with pk, we'd have to wait for either the dashboard or discord to load, send our input to track the change, and we'd have to do this within a time limit of 30 seconds which isn't possible with some areas of our school having shotty connection

some systems won't switch to pk because of a privacy issue, or they dont want to get discord to use a resource, which is also entirely valid why do we need strings attached because we want to be grounded?

before pk or sp, we used tupper, and tupper doesnt document stuff like pk but having that was grounding, being able to log switches is grounding, it keeps us aware of our environment and from being affected from the evil ass brain fog, im sure it's like that for tons of other systems too

we fully intend to keep using sp until it forces us to stop using it

[sikefrost]

Having a fictive/introject from a fandom you are no longer in can be so damning sometimes, genuinely.

[sikefrost]

controversial system take

we need to stop making accounts or servers or wtv that is source calling

"omg you're from *source*? i have someone from *source*! yall can be friends!" or we can friends with you normally without needing all that and talking about a source we are no longer a part of

also we need to quit with the automatic assumption that a fictive has source identity at any capacity

[sikefrost]

i feel like a lot of my friends dont talk to me because im a system, and they don't know how to interact with me :/

[sikefrost]

LET ME LEAVE, LET ME LEAVEEEEE

(this is abt fronting)

[sikefrost]

Gold was makign straight POISON last night