#resetnegative

[salubyte]

hey boss permission to break my heart granted :) 💾(if u wanna) 🕯️plz from the headcanon asks

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⋞ Headcanon Questions ⋟

[🕯️] what memory do they replay when they’re alone ?

She visibly tenses, eyes narrowing. 'What do you fucking think?' is the first answer that instinctually comes to mind, the second being 'Only the single worst night of my fucking life', although she bites her tongue to keep from speaking either. She tastes blood as sharp fangs pierce it.

There had been so much blood.

She still remembers the way he looked at her as she'd come to her senses that night: concern, not for himself, but for her. She'd never known how cold a person could be until feeling the warmth leave his body. The room had been so cold.

"...... The... accident," she eventually says, looking anywhere but directly at him. It's true enough. Whether he interpreted it as the one that took her son's life, or the one that took her own life, that was up to him. "Not exactly something I'd like to think about while hanging out with you, if you don't mind, Bren."

[salubyte]

🍃 & ⚓please!! Tell me more about Willow!!

-- @resetnegative

⋞ Headcanon Questions ⋟

[🍃] do they feel like they belong ?

No. She's been told she has a place, and most of the time she can kind of believe it, but on the whole she's just waiting for the other shoe to drop. Waiting to finally be too much, to make a mistake too egregious to ignore, to be too mean, to yell a little too loudly and piss someone off to the point where she's finally told to fuck off. She's already been shunned by her parents, her community, the Camarilla, so it only makes sense that it will happen again because she's never quite right enough for anyone.

[⚓] what does “home” mean to them ?

A place that you build with someone (or many someones) you care about. Before, it was wherever her son was since she could literally live under a rock and it would still feel like home if she at least had him. Now, she finds that feeling every so often with the time she spends with her coterie, but especially in the times they drive her insane. :)

Thank you for the ask!!!