#revealtalk

[not-misha]

Thank you for Being such a nice person to all of us, regardless of you not Being misha Collins. If you say you arent then you arent, your URL says it all :) Anyway my friend Was wondering how you Took your coffee (plot twist: it wasnt my friend who Was wondering, it Was me \_•-•_/

Honestly you all are being so incredibly nice to me; I'm the one who should be (and is) thankful.

I take my coffee with almond milk most of the time but in the fall I take it as pumpkin spice lattes because they are my weakness.

[not-misha]

I think you did a great job! And for every hater there are more who loved what you did and had fun :) stay safe and happy!

Thank you. That definitely seems to be the case, which is wonderful. You as well!

[not-misha]

Can we still pretend you're Misha? or are you officially a 20-year-old girl now?

For now I'm going to stay with actual-me and let the whole Misha hype burn itself out a bit. But there seems to be a great deal of interest in pretend-Misha as a regular thing, so perhaps once I've found a way to feel properly transparent, we'll explore a return to that. 

And in the interest of full disclosure, I'm 25. 

[not-misha]

I still love you. Don't feel too bad, you're only human.

Thank you. I'm trying to be a better one at least. I love you too.

[not-misha]

Dear Not-Misha: I do understand that you aren't really Misha Collins. However, you are fun and funny. Right now I need a little magic in my life. Things aren't going great and just having the opportunity to pretend that I'm talking to someone ( cont)

(cont) as charming and funny as Misha is great fun and great stress relief. I promise I'm not crazy or weird, and I only need to play online so I will never bother you outside Tumblr. Thanks for giving me the chance to play and grab a little magic!

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to brighten your day. I hope things improve and that you find all the magic you could ever want.

[not-misha]

I don't care if you're not Misha, you're still fucking awesome

You're fucking awesome as well.

[not-misha]

Couldn't this be an RP blog?

From everything that happened, I’m a bit concerned that even if I put “RP BLOG” in twelve foot tall letters growing out of people's screens, some people would still think this was actually Misha and invest emotionally.

I'm not ruling out the possibility of going back to some sort of RP, but I need to figure some things out first it seems.

(Although perhaps the url makes that problem inevitable to some extent?)

[not-misha]

After looking through a number of your responses and reading your big reveal, I've decided I'm not mad at you for doing this -- like, at all. Maybe a lot of people will disagree with me on this, but in a weird way, I'm kind of happy that you did it. You answered each question brilliantly. Truth be told, had the illusion not been shattered, I could have gone on believing you were truly him. Your replies were certainly full of enough wit, humor, generosity, kindness, and ingenuity for it to be so.

Thank you so much for your kind words, and your forgiveness. I’m finding that far more people than I ever could have expected share that view, actually. While it certainly doesn’t absolve me, it does take some of the edge off, so to speak.

I hope I can live up to your expectations with my replies in the future.