my #serious revy playlist has five songs on it
last words of a shooting star (mitski)
and while my dreams made music in the night / carefully / i was going to live
i died in a car crash / a lifetime ago it seems / been a decade or two or three
staying up (the neighbourhood)
how can i sleep if i don't have dreams? / i just have nightmares / how can it be? / i still believe something is out there
it hurts until it doesn’t (mothers)
I felt alive for a little while / but when I died / i had the time to notice / i was crushed by the weight of my own ego / but never honest enough to say it
and take my brain, or what remains / and throw it all away / 'cos i've grown tired of this body