Round 2
(Story Post; No Art at End)
“Hey! Welcome back!” Rheni said as Camilo came through the door. “You hungry?” Rheni was in the living room on his computer. Over the past four years he’d been studying programming and found that he actually had a knack for it. About a year and a half after starting, he picked up a job online programming for a small game company based in town. With the second income, he and Camilo were able to move out to a two bedroom apartment. Camilo had finished his undergrad and started graduate school. For his work excellence and high GPA, the EID subsidised his tuition so long as he remained in the astronomy major so he was shooting for a PhD. It felt like everything was on the right track now. And yet Camilo was in no proper mood when he got home that day. Pickle ran to the door to see him but he didn’t really have the energy to engage her. “I’m not hungry…”
“That’s too bad cause I ordered Greek for you,” Rheni said pointing to the food on the kitchen counter. “Guess you can have it later? Or for lunch?” “Oh… Yeah, thanks Rheni,” Camilo said. He trudged into the kitchen and looked into the bag. “My favourite. I’ll save it.” Rheni looked away from his laptop to look at Camilo and frowned. “What’s up, babe? You don’t look too good.” “Rheni, it’s alright…” Camilo went over to him and put a hand on his head. “What are you up to.” “Work,” Rheni said as Pickle ran over and hhoppedup on the couch beside him. “Editing game code.” “Sounds fun,” Camilo said, although sarcastically. “Actually, it’s pretty fun,” Rheni said. “It’s like I get to see what the game looks like but in written form sort of.” “Uh huh…” Camilo sat down beside him and pulled his dog into his lap. He started petting her and she wagged her tail, nuzzling up against his neck. “…I’m pretty sure I’m pregnant again.” Rheni let go of his mouse and turned to Camilo. “You’re not serious.” “I am,” Camilo said. “I haven’t been feeling well, and I bought a pregnancy test after work and it was positive…” He dropped his head into his hands. “Oh god, Rheni, I don’t want to go through that again…” “Have you seen Syd about it yet?” Rheni said wrapping an arm around his partner. “They’d help.” “I told you, Syd’s in Europe,” Camilo said. “They left a couple days ago.” “Right… Well I’m sure there’s a replacement.” “Rheni, I don’t like seeing all different doctors…” “Well, what other options are there?” “We could just wait til it happens.” “You need to be checked out. It we find out early on, it might be possible to change the result.” “Change the result?” Camilo asked. “You were there. Syd said we’re not genetically compatible as parents. We can’t have kids. It’s just going to end like before. We’ll just be prepared this time.” “But what if this time is different?” Rheni asked. “What if it survives?” “Rheni, it can’t,” Camilo said. “And even if it could…” He frowned. “I don’t even want to think about that.” Rheni frowned. “Think about what? Us having a child?” “Well, yeah.” Camilo rubbed his stomach. “We can’t have kids, you and me. It’s too much.” “…Is it?” Rheni asked. Camilo frowned. “We can’t have kids. We’re both studying and working. You can’t even leave the apartment. I don’t want to be pregnant ever. Do you even know how much dysphoria I was dealing with during that miscarriage?” “Well… Okay, I get that you don’t want to be pregnant,” Rheni said. “But maybe after this, however it turns out, maybe we can adopt or something?” “Rheni, I don’t even know if we can think about that kind of thing right now,” Camilo said. “Not as we are. We already have a goal. That’s getting you into society. Maybe even getting your body back. The EID is working hard alongside our allies to look for the people that did this to you. We should be thinking about that, not children.” “…I just don’t see why we can’t think about both,” Rheni said returning to his programming. “But that’s fine… I guess I’m just getting ahead of myself.” Camilo sighed and kissed Rheni’s cheek. “…I’m not outright saying no to kids. But…If we looked at it like we were a typical couple…like two honeymooners or something…I still feel like we’re not in a stable place to raise a child. I know I’m not. I’m young and I feel really overworked these days between school and work. And if I pursue my PhD, that feeling probably won’t go away for a very long time. And you, you also have work and classes. We just don’t have that kind of time.” “Well, I… I don’t really have that much work,” Rheni said. “The programming classes could end whenever I want. I’m not bound to a curriculum… And the work is really flexible. I’ve just been doing a lot of it, because I don’t really have anything else to do. And it helped us get this apartment.” “I hear you but if I may be selfish, I can’t and don’t want to have a kid right now,” Camilo said. “As I said, it’s too much.” “Okay. I understand,” Rheni said. “Either way, I want you to see a doctor at the EID. Do you know who’s replaced Syd?” Camilo shook his head. “No, but I’ve heard Fay talk about him. He thinks the guy’s crazy.” “Crazy in a personal way or crazy in being a doctor?” Rheni asked. “What?” “Well, like you can be crazy on your own time as long as it isn’t hurting anyone, but like if he has crazy medical practice, then I don’t want him anywhere near you.” “Oh… I think it was personal crazy…” Camilo said. “Fay was going on about ghost hunting or something.” “Ooh, a ghost hunting doctor!” Rheni started wiggling in his seat. “Can he make a house call? I want to meet him!” “You’ll meet him at your next physical,” Camilo said. “I should go on my own.” Rheni pouted. “I want to meet a ghost hunter… And my next physical isn’t for another month. Syd could be back by then.” “I don’t know what to tell you,” Camilo said. “I’m gonna go by myself.” “Okay, fine…” Rheni sighed. “Maybe if I fake an injury, they’ll have to visit.” “You can’t get injured,” Camilo said. “I can too!” Rheni said. “I can get burned or evaporated or my nucleus could get separated from my body.” “Those all have simple solutions though,” Camilo said. “Add water and put your nucleus back in.” “Well… my nucleus could get damaged,” Rheni said. “Do you know what to do if that happens?” “Um, no…” “Well me neither so we’d have to call a doctor,” Rheni said. “You’re not going to fake an injury,” Camilo said. “Just wait until your physical.” “Can’t you at least tell him I want to meet him?” Rheni asked stroking the back of Camilo’s neck. “I want to know if the bathroom ghost is real.” “There’s no ghost in the bathroom!” Camilo said. “The vent is under the toilet paper. That’s why it floats.” “There’s a presence. I can feel it.” “What do you even do in the bathroom, anyway?” “Practice faces.” “You’re so immature.” “Hey I’m getting a lot better at colours,” Rheni said holding out a hand and giving it a slightly skin like peachy colour. “If I can get the shape just right, I might pass.” “As human?” Camilo asked. “Yeah. Like if I can get the shapes and colours right… Hair is the hardest. It’s so wiry… I can’t get the texture right.” “Babe… I’m gonna go lie down,” Camilo said setting Pickle down on the floor. “Not trying to ignore you… I’m just not feeling well.” “Aw, do you want me to come give you snuggles?” “Naw, you finish your work. I might be up later.” “Okay. Rest up. Take Pickle with you at least for snuggles.” Camilo gave him a kiss on the cheek then went to bed, their peppy pup bounding after him to give all the snuggles she could.
Rheni: We’re gonna get through this, you know?
Cam: Yeah…










