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my mom has brunch with kiefer sutherland over the weekend. the circles I exist adjacent to/in are wild my dudes

#he’s a friend of her friend’s ex fiancé #so they all had brunch together #there’s also another commonality but don’t feel like accidentally doxxing myself with that #riannonposts #riannonposts personal #famous people #kiefer sutherland #my life is just like this #pretty sure I’ve mentioned knowing Donna summers personally on here before #rip Donna

Almost started reading smut while in the hospital until I remembered I’m hooked up to a heart monitor that will start beeping if my heart rate gets too high and I definitely dodged a bullet there

#it was dreamling smut btw #cw hospital #riannonposts personal #riannonposts #i’m so itchy

yes I’m still at work yes it’s 10:30 pm no I don’t want to talk about it

#I just need to express it #it’s not going in the group chat because I don’t want to talk about it #riannonposts #riannonposts personal

Had hives that got worse today and then had trouble breathing so I’m in the hospital now and it looks like I have another antibiotic allergy! They’re testing to see if I’m allergic to all the penicillin family and if I am I’m gonna riot

#cw hospital #allergies #nlauh the Benadryl is wearing offf bc we forgot to mention the fast metabolism so I’m itchy again #hives everywhere #my face? yep #my ears? yep #even the bottom of my feet!#riannonposts personal #riannonposts

all that snow…. gone. over 12 hours of beautiful beautiful snow washed away by the only warm day in the next week turning it to rain. there’s a metaphor here but i’m too busy being sad about the snow.

#weather #like genuinely want to cry im so sad about the snow #riannonposts #riannonposts personal

he deserved more time

#thinking about my friend #crying in the park on a swinging bench while listening to sad music and it snows is therapeutic #just taking time to grieve a friend #riannonposts personal #riannonposts

Vent about someone else’s mental health situation under readmore

So my situationship (soon to be graduating med school, which is relevant) has been in a psych ward since Sunday. I think had a psychotic break, he was getting anxious about his future and next steps etc the last few weeks even though his residency interviews have been going fabulously and he’s been planning second looks etc. Got some texts on the weekend about issues w/ his roommates bc of cultural differences, and potentially staying at mine for a few days. Then alarming texts late at night saying he was fine he wasn’t hurt etc. Sunday, texts that he was at the hospital, thinks his roommates set him up, has some physical injuries but is mostly shaken, and can I come cause he feels like they’re not listening to him (black man). He says a bit later nvm they’re listening now. Then got calls yesterday, checked later in the day, and was him leaving vm that he was in inpatient. Talked to him on the phone last night. The doc initially diagnosed him w schizophrenia and mania but he got him to roll it back cause he knows what he’s talking about (about to graduate med school) but he deffo sounded off. He thought he’d be getting out this morning. Missed a call this morning from him saying it’s an emergency, so pretty sure they’re not letting him out.

So I want to support him, but I also was considering breaking it off when we last saw each other! I think he’s more invested than I am in the relationship, though we both then talked about two weeks ago that this isn’t long term since we’re both leaving the city likely this summer, so we could keep having fun for the next few months etc. and now this is all happening! I should be a good friend and support him. But don’t want him to be dependent on me. And part of me is worried he may accidentally hurt me. Like realistically probably not but what if. I feel bad about thinking that. But I do.

Okay that’s the vent. Sighs.

#psych ward #mental illness #psych ward cw #riannonposts personal

The adhd tax is brutal huh

#looking at my bank account and sighing #I’d have so much more money if I didn’t spend over half my paycheck on rent so I could live close to work due to the adhd tax #riannonposts #riannonposts personal