#rick rack

[queenofsquids]

Thrift bag of gorgeous unopened rick rack $4.69

Most importantly tiny

[librarychair]

I had this corkboard since middle school, and it originally had a bunch of sun fading in obvious patterns from where I originally had things pinned. I hung it and put up some of my jewelry, but it looked kind of sad, so I decided to cover it with fabric, and put rickrack in between some of the sections. I think I like how it turned out. I'd been saving that top fabric a while, it reminds me of the type of vinyl you'd see on the cushions of some rusty kitchen chairs from the 70s, likely with cracks and stains. Or an oilcloth tablecloth.

[tattydevine]

Now THAT’S what you call a haul! What’s on your #GoldenHour wish list? 🍄🍄🍄

[vstranslations]

Rick Rack - 寂しがり病 (Samishigari Byou) - Lyrics

song (spotify) Japanese/Romaji/English lyrics

title: Lonely-sickness

いつからだか身動きすら取らない程 この実に厄介な病に侵されてます 世界が私を置いて廻る様に 貴方は目もくれず歩いて行く

いつでもそう貴方に向けた言葉を 口に含んで噛み締めては飲み込んで 何処に誰と居たって同じなのさ 一人を薙げずに投げて泣いた

愛してたいと望むのは 愛されたいと願うから 知っていた筈でしょう 私は私を騙している

「見返りなんて要らない。」 また言葉を嘘に変えて 吐いては俯いている 寂しい、とも云えない儘

今ではもうこの感情を溶かす為の 微かな熱さえ此処には無い 心なんて疾うに冷え切って 蒸発出来ずに固まって行く

愛してたいと望んでも 愛されたいと願っても 恋する事しか出来ない 私の治療法は?

「貴方は何処にも居ない。」 外の世界 知っても尚 痛みが消えないのは 何故、何故だと嘆いている

心に空いた穴に響いた 浮かんでは消える貴方の声 気付いた時には手遅れでした 発症したのは 寂しがり病

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Itsu kara da ka mi ugoki sura torenai hodo kono jitsu ni yakkai na byou ni nagasaretemasu sekai ga watashi o oite mawaru you ni anata wa me mo kurezu aruite iku

Itsudemo sou anata ni muketa kotoba o kuchi ni fukunde kami shimete wa nomi konde doko ni dare to ita tte onaji na no sa hitori o nagezu ni nagete naita

Aishitetai to nozomu no wa aisaretai to negau kara shitteita hazu deshou watashi wa watashi o damashiteiru

Mi kaeri nante iranai mata kotoba o uso ni kaete haite wa utsumuiteiru samishii to mo ienai mama

Ima de wa mou kono kanjou o tokasu tame no kasuka na netsu sae koko ni wa nai kokoro nante tou ni hie kitte jouhatsu dekizu ni katamatte iku

Aishitetai to nozondemo aisaretai to negattemo koi suru koto shika dekinai watashi no chiryouhou wa?

Anata wa doko ni mo inai soto no sekai shittemo nao itami wa kienai no wa naze, naze da to nageiteiru

Kokoro ni aita ana ni hibiita ukande wa kieru anata no koe kizuita toki ni wa te okure deshita hasshou shita no wa samishigari byou

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Since when did I get so useless I couldn’t move? This really is being stretched into a burdensome illness As if the world is passing me by, you keep on walking without a glance

I bite back and swallow down the words directed to your usual self; it’s the same with saying I was with someone somewhere Without knocking anyone down, I gave up and cried

Desiring to love someone is wishing to be loved by someone I’m sure you knew that already I’m tricking myself

“I don’t need anything in return,” turning my words into lies again, I sigh and look down Still unable to say I’m lonely

There’s not even a slight fever here anymore to melt away my feelings My heart froze over long ago, hardening, unable to evaporate

Even if I desire to love, even if I wish to be loved, I can only yearn Where is my cure?

“You aren’t anywhere,” And even if the rest of the world knew, I’m lamenting why, just why won’t the pain go away

It echoed in the opened hole in my heart; your fleeting and fading voice By the time I realized, I was too late I had symptoms of lonely-sickness

[isa-ah]

[wildbeautifuldamned]

[cocoandduckie]

Rick Rack Ornaments at Coco and Duckie

[wallflowerglitter]

Some old rick rack I had. Thought this was fun.