Xizayaaa! What's new in your life? Anything interesting to share? I heard you and someone new have been getting close!
“The knee jerk reaction to call fucking socializing ‘uninteresting’ and fuck right off after that was almost too strong. Until I thought about it. I think socializing can be interesting. Making friends is.... interesting I suppose. Not going to say I ever expected people to want to hear a motherfucker talk about their hive life like that before though.”
“Reaching out unprompted is... new. Going out of my way to maintain relationships is... new. I’m always experiencing new things. The conscious effort to be a halfway decent motherfucker is always something I’ll have to work on getting used to. And... working to put into practice more. Yeah. A friend and I are uhh... getting close.”
“I’d like to think going out to cry and scream and break shit out in the middle of a forgotten junkyard counts as pretty fucking close. Poor man’s therapy. A healthier way to get the anger out without taking it out on yourself or the shit around you. I... guess.”
“Dollface is... special. He reminds me of me from a time that isn’t even that long ago. I guess you can say I ‘feel for him’. He’s just another dude struggling to integrate himself into society and not respond with reactions that were ingrained into him from an early age. I’ve been there... Fuck, man, I still am there.”
“... I want to help him through it. If it means I get to see improvement. If he can learn to enjoy all of this... newness. It’s worth it.”
“The smiles. The laughs? They’re worth it.”
