#rina feels

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And then I remember the other week when we were talking about something... and you thought I bought something which I didn't, but you seemed so sure that I had... Now I'm kind of wondering if that other girl is still messaging you and I don't actually have your full attention like I thought I did...like maybe I don't mean as much to you as you try to tell me I do which would kill me because I am so in love with you... but maybe that's why it seems sometimes like I'm always chasing you down when you are apparently perfectly comfortable going hours without texting me... I miss back when I was your world... don't want to think that I'm losing you :(

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Had Oral Surgery today... :/

My face is all swollen and i can't eat a lot cause I had my last 3 wisdom teeth removed. Oral surgery is kind of a bitch but hey, at least I was sedated this time (Yay for IV sedation!). So as of tomorrow I can eat warm, cold, or hot foods, but they have to be soft (thank gosh that pasta is soft or else I'd probably die...). Which means that today was my day of essentially cold liquidy foods (jello, blended yogurts, fro yo)... In other words, this was a totally sucky day because I am hungry but can't really eat much of anything :(

what am I gonna do without pasta's in my life?? That would probably be a fate worse than death for me if I could never eat pasta again... So I'm sooooooooo glad my mom said I could definitely have multitude variations of pasta tomorrow...of course, that'll be after she makes her french toast bake thing...hmmm...

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I hate you ;_;

fml fire alarms. person who set it off tonight, i am going to find you and kill you for making me endure an hour + of coldness while i am sick and in pain. grrr... so much coldness... ;_;

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Seriously feeling light headed and I have no idea why. Never feel this way when I don't get enough sleep so it can't be that... but I've kinda felt this way off and on for the last 3 days along with mild nausea (but yet I never get sick, go figure)... so what the heck... I kinda just wanna go lay down, turn off all the lights and noisey things and make my room as dark as possible... That's really hard to do in a dorm room :(