Rin sighed, flopping down next to Makoto, “Well, you’ve got two options–” he started, “Tell him. Or don’t tell him. It’s as simple as that,”
“I’m not trying to put the blame on anyone here– but you’re the one that’s in a relationship, not me,” Although Rin truly did care for the feelings of both Makoto and Haru, he often had a hard time showing it.
It just hurt having Haru coming to him all the time, crying and panicking because he thinks he’s being cheated on- when, the previous night, Rin had Makoto wrapped around his little finger and balls-deep in his ass, sweating and moaning his name. What could he possibly do about that?
He couldn’t bear to see either of his friends in pain, that was where his dilemma began…
He was torn just by thinking of each decision, knowing that for sure everything between him and Haru was going to end if he went with either; and Haru was the last person he wanted to lose.
Despite having been cheating on him – which he will never forgive himself for – he actually still really cared for, and loved, his boyfriend.
He had thought the first time he cheated with Rin was simply because they had lost their reasoning temporarily and that it would never happen again. So why had he continuously sought out the shark, only to spend heated nights of passion again, one after the other behind Haru’s back?
Makoto cared for Rin too; why in what way? It was all to confusing.
However, Rin wasn’t the one he was dating, so even if he had to make a choice Haru always had to come first.
“I don’t think I can tell him-–”
he began under his breath, then looked down at the ground.
“–- but... do you think... do you think we – you and I – should end this? Stop doing this with each other?”